The Sweater I Gave You - Nobody's Baby

Three Lane Cut

Michael Carmichael - Sleeping

Sleeping

off of "To Die in Oregon" https://mikecarmichael.bandcamp.com/album/to-die-in-oregon

To Die in Oregon

I just wish you wished for this

Take it Slow (2017 demos)

tie dye

free doom/little ease/orange lights

u got me (prod. level)

now when i see myself,
i wish that i could
take back what i felt
i was just so hurt and bent to hell
never could get back up when i fell
but now that i am better; doing well
I'll tell the things i just could never tell
just trapped inside of my own burning hell
always stuck in my reclusive shell

blame game (pt.2)

I know your throat feels so damn thirsty
But the Brita's empty once again in the fridge
I'm sorry Matt for being such an asshole
But the hole in the wall feels lonelier than it did

When i was seventeen
And the train tracks seemed so kind
Now my hometown's on TV
And the worst part feels so far from over 

And if i'm not bleeding
You can just assume i'm doing fine
I know my hands seem dry
But just assume it's cold outside
I'm sorry Mom, i've been lying this whole time
But don't you worry now, 'cause i've been talking to Caroline

When i was seventeen
And the train tracks seemed so kind
Now my hometown's on TV
And the worst part feels so far from over

--

There is nothing more miraculous than the exit 167 sign on the Garden State Parkway
The green glimmer glazed upon the horizon
Beckoning my name, distant but not forgotten
My heart is a factory off the New Jersey Turnpike
Fumigating industrial waste into my paper lungs
My chest, six panels and dotted coloring
Hiding in burrows disguised as Babylon
Writing off talking in my sleep as a reason to stay away from people


When I know, i'm just terrified of people

I know that no matter how hard I try
I am still drawn to the loading dock behind the Closter Cinemas
As it beckons our shared name
Home

--

And it hurts
That i still care
I'm trying to forget it
But i can't
Please understand

And if i'm not bleeding
You can just assume i'm doing fine
And if my hands seem dry
You can just assume it's cold outside
I'm sorry Mom, i've been lying this whole time
But don't you worry now, 'cause i've been talking to Caroline

Let me feel alive

I Kill Giants - Part 3

if you wanted some advice
you should think bout it twice
my tendency is to scoff
im not typically nice
and when you feel like somethings off
youre probably right
but ill just simply brush it off
i dont wanna  talk

to feel alone is my most addictive vice
you want me to call but i could never do it twice
dont tell me i look emo
and im not fucking punk
im masochistic
it comes off as sadistic

like if i want you to hold me
i think id sooner make you cry
sometimes i miss the old me
but one of us had to die
i dont want you to know me
and i love a bad goodbye
i show my shoulder coldly
and you wont get inside