anhedonia

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snowfall

My Favorite Songs 6

i feel like i care too much.
pic cred: taboodolly on ig

YKWIM? - YOT CLUB

kenopsia

life imitates life

Mysterious Skin – Music from the Film

The Memories Returning - Harold Budd And Robin Guthrie

Loitering - Harold Budd And Robin Guthrie

Neil's Theme - Harold Budd And Robin Guthrie

Goodbye To Wendy - Harold Budd And Robin Guthrie

crush - unflirt

缺省 - 将死之时掩以水门汀 ⭒ default - covered in cement after death

Reposted the playlist made by Maisie from YT Enjoy! 🥲🤘❤️‍🩹

a grunge/shoegaze playlist

Robin Guthrie & Harold Budd - Snowfall (Mysterious Skin OST)

Colourmeinkindness

Whole

I Wish I Could Stay Here

Crickets Throw Their Voice

Youngest Daughter

In On It

I sometimes have the comment that the title is extremely bleak and pessimistic or psychopathic even. I assume some interpret to say 'love doesn't exist'.
Can give a description, bearing in mind i wrote the song and title when i was 15:
-i was into stuff like the 'mood machine' in phillip k dick, eternal sunshine of a spotless mind, and some rudimentary interpretation of Jean Baudrillard: simulation and hyperreality....possibly seeping through some Brave New World and Situationism i may read after the fact.
-its anti capitalist/situationist, but really its a science fiction thought experiment. Some say it would be fine if corporations simply considered love for their fellow human. That ends in a dystopia, a simulation, a point where you just buy experiences you've missed...why? because they are still corporations, love must be self-determined and real. Corporations advertising their positive ethics selectively is manipulation. Corporations commodifying positive experiences, under our acceptance that it might be 'enriching' is totalitarianism, Love as difference, a measure of intensity, is narcissistic desire and solipsism only.

LOVE IS A COMPANY OBJECTIVE

To mark the Holding Our Breath EP’s 25th birthday on June 3rd, we're happy to share another never released live recording - this time of Catch The Breeze, recorded during our North American tour in 2014. The track was mixed by Simon Scott at Below Sea Level Studios. Look out for news soon of our brand new album, as well as a special release of all the live recordings from 2014.

Vocals / Guitar - Neil Halstead
Vocals - Rachel Goswell
Guitar - Christian Savill
Bass Guitar - Nick Chaplin
Drums - Simon Scott

Song written by Halstead
Mixed and mastered by Simon Scott / SPS Mastering @MasteringSps

Slowdive - Catch The Breeze Live 2014

Written and produced by Laura Wagner and Michael Tenzer

Bass/Vocals - Laura Wagner
Guitar/Vocals - Michael Tenzer
Drums - Nick Piontek 

Lazy Legs - Open (Single)

Original music link : https://youtu.be/QxWKRrsDank

Do Ya Like x Resonance Mashup

this is a DUD like I mean we can all clearly hear its a bit rough around the edges, I wish I could've made it longer but I had the worst writer's block hence the repetitive la la la thing going on 
I hope you like the verses though!!
Sample taken from a karaoke version of flowers - sweet female attitude

Pain

crystal castles − vanished (slowed & reverb)

缺省 - 将死之时掩以水门汀 ⭒ default - covered in cement after death

shoegaze girl