Wolf 2.0

vibe

Slightly Off

Hell On Earth

Childhood(prod.Akitō)

one sunny day in syberia - mon cher ami

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Written by Kai Straw
Produced Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by KloudM

LYRICS:
I don’t think I’m even good enough
I should quit while I’m behind
I feel like I’m biting aluminum
They’re saying what’s happened to Kai?
They’re telling me don’t ever take a break
They tell me you win or you die
They tell me not winning is my only sin and
To give into sin is to piss in the mind 
Yeah, I’m not addicted to liquor 
Put the glass down, you could pass out 
Yeah, but if me winning was served with a lemon
Throw the cap out, I would blackout, yeah
I gotta keep winning to cover my limits
and forget the trauma I’ve been in
If I’m not on top, I can feel it
the proof that I’m nothing, I’m no one, I’m finished
I’ve gotta get up
I need validation and love
I need a whole nation of love
I gotta make up for the vacancy of it
I don’t see my pain in the face of the public
So look at me, follow me, I’m gonna covet it
Help me forget I forgot how to love me
I need me a hit of anonymous loving
To feel for a minute that I’m more than nothing to you
Yeah, ooh, I got something to prove
Soon as I step in the booth
This is me fighting abuse
This is me wanting to use
Yeah, who needs the vodka?  I got your attention
I see tequila dripping from the comment section
And blunt smoke in every like and mention
I got some new drugs
I can feel good when the views come
I’m checking my phone to consume some
Of that crack, that double tap that, I’m a user
And I’m used to, yeah, looking outside of myself, yeah
Trynna find my worth in the eyes of someone else
Yeah, if I don’t win I’m scum, yeah
If I’m number one, yeah, no that’s not enough
If I don’t love my own self
I’ve gotta unlearn being concerned about all this
Ain’t nobody on earth is flawless
I don’t wanna seek applause, it’s
outside of me, it ain’t mine
I wanna feel better, no fear in the mind,
No beer in the hand, envy in the eye,
Or anything but, thank God, I’m alive
And thank God I’m alive
Drunk driving at night with a mind full of self-hate
Another night, ‘nother midnight milkshake
Another fight with the hell my self made, like damn
How many cuts are by my hands?
How much poison’s from my soul?
What bad luck is just the man?
Like how much of me is trapped by “I am”
Which of my demons came from my damage?
What enemies came from my land?
How much of what I can’t do is what I won’t do
And what I blame it on is how I cope through it
And what I’m hating on is how I show you
It’s like I’ve had a war inside of myself
Like I opened up a door when I was like twelve
And then every morning forward, no matter my health,
I would wake up in the mud and I’m done with it
Waking up like, wow, this again?
This face, this town I’m living in, sinning in
I wanna live, I wanna finally get some new drugs
Like give me that fanny pack and that food truck
And maybe I’m stuck with just one chick, my medusa
I wanna see the sunset as a gift, hallelujah
And I got two bucks to my name, so what
I’m a new buddha
I wanna feel calm in the jaws of a barracuda
Laying in my blood and I still got love for my shooter
Rewind everybody, we’re the same, unmade, no doula
Look at everything you want and hate and face your ruler

Stream

New Drugs Freestyle

Vulnerable God

Remedy

This is NOT my song. I upload songs from artists that don’t post their music to soundcloud. Justin Goff is an extremely talented artist who I 100% recommend checking out. His socials are linked below:

https://open.spotify.com/artist/75iohkdvkOQATGBvaW9bfK?si=5vy28tZfTOaK7TdbwBDBoQ

https://instagram.com/justintgoff?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

https://www.tiktok.com/@justingoff370?_t=8czDCZuM4g2&_r=1

Justin Goff - Wildfire

BADLANDS

Castle

Lyrics:
What do you mean about it?
Can’t say it to my face, well then write it down 
Say you love me, I doubt it
In this liquor I’ll try and drown

In my darkest hour,
My heart you devoured
I hope it tastes sour 
I will keep my strength and my power

I said last Wednesday I’ll say no more
But over the weekend I felt hurt to my core
Sometimes pain isn’t something you can just ignore 
But I’ll keep on going on and on and 
They don’t understand what I say is raw
Most would say that my tongue is a flaw
Of course, that makes me wanna say more 
I hope corporations jaw drops to the floor
When I walk in the door that’s where I’m staying
You get me, d‘you get what I’m saying?
Its outrageous you can be so complacent
Flipping pages of other statements 
But you don’t understand what your estate needs 

Hm 
My mind 
Mind my mind always goes 
I don’t know how to slow it down 
I don’t wanna slow 
I don’t really wanna go now
Can we go home 
Still hate you now 

What do you mean about it?
Can’t say it to my face, well then write it down 
Say you love me, I doubt it
In this liquor I’ll try and drown

I Doubt It

RIELL X Egzod - My Stranger [Acoustic]

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https://fanlink.to/fanCy

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https://soundcloud.com/lblvnc
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https://soundcloud.com/throvn
https://www.instagram.com/throvn.music/

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https://soundcloud.com/iamriell
https://www.instagram.com/iamriell/
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Fancy Toys (feat. Riell)

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LBLVNC & THROVN - Fancy Toys (feat. Riell)

Castle - Halsey (Slowed)

Infinitely Ordinary

Out Of Style

Lyrics:
Fall in, night swim, tell me, is it cold?
Jump in, help him, show him where to go
Heart rate pumping, use your heart strings as a rope
Fall in, night swim, tell me, is it cold?
Fall in, night swim, tell me, is it cold?
Jump in, help him, show him where to go
Heart rate pumping, use your heart strings as a rope
Fall in, night swim, tell me, is it cold?

Show me where to go, show me where to go
Why stand on you knees when you can stand on your toes?
Why kneel when your arm strong enough to hold the moon?
Why be humble when you're so beautiful?, look at you 
I said look at you, look at you, why you so afraid of a mirror 
Scratch that, you're so afraid of your own reflection, 
It's the same fear as when your mum says it's time for dinner
Some wanna be thinner, others thicker, 
But did you know, I like diversity in my picture 
Some wanna be lighter others darker,
But did you know, I love and celebrate all shades of colour 
You wanna change and grow,
But the pain's too much so you don't
I see past your act and show,
You got a good mask but I'm a pro
I used to have one myself, you know?
Hated everything about my soul 
Over my life it's taken its tole
So now I try feel love in my bones

Fall in, night swim, tell me, is it cold?
Jump in, help him, show him where to go
Heart rate pumping, use your heart strings as a rope
Fall in, night swim, tell me, is it cold?
Fall in, night swim, tell me, is it cold?
Jump in, help him, show him where to go
Heart rate pumping, use your heart strings as a rope
Fall in, night swim, tell me, is it cold?

I, yeah, I, wanna be your life line
I, yeah, I, wanna be your life line

Fall in, night swim, tell me, is it cold?
Jump in, help him, show him where to go
Heart rate pumping, use your heart strings as a rope
Fall in, night swim, tell me, is it cold?
Fall in, night swim, tell me, is it cold?
Jump in, help him, show him where to go
Heart rate pumping, use your heart strings as a rope
Fall in, night swim, tell me, is it cold?

Night Swim

Twenty one pilots - stressed out (super slowed)

Awfultune - Redesign

I just post songs that artists don’t release on soundcloud here, so yea. Lmk if there’s a song you want me to repost on soundcloud

!!I make NO money out of other’s music!!

Justin Goff - Wildfire

xAngel