this song is so depressing and beautiful and i wanna cry cuz i love it so much

Ive been ugly crying to this no matter what year.. maybe it is me. I miss you and I hope that Podcast is making you happy Ollie. 😭 Come check on us

I didn’t even know Oli did a podcast but I’m still a fan of his music since I was young . I hope you’re doing alright Oli. You deserve the best

"we are bathed in golden light we are lit like a movie scene" SO AWSTHETIC

wack list

Song off an exclusive tour split.
June 12th-Atlanta-The Masquerade with NUNS
June 15th-Austin-Stompin Grounds with Case Federal and a million other bands
June 18th-Phoenix-The Lost Leaf with Pirates of a Landlocked State
June 20th-West Covina LA- PARK SHOW https://www.facebook.com/events/656390487744038/?notif_t=plan_user_invited
June 22nd-LA-Tochtli music fest
June 26th-Kansas City-The Art Closet? We think.
June 27th-St. Louis-Something with Wally Tusk
June 28th-Franklin Tn-The POND
June 29th-Asheville NC-The odditorium

I Hope I Dont Fuck This Up

Love 6(1)

In which I butcher some of my favorite songs because I fucked up my fingers

I got stains on my fingers and i don’t know how long they’ll linger there
And I’ll scrub, and pray that they’ll all go away
Like everything goes away, why can’t you just stay with me today?

I got stains on my fingers and I don’t know how long they’ll linger there
Reminding me that I fucked up again and I should never dare to be
Anything that I’m not.

I got stains on my fingers and I don’t know how long they’ll linger there
And I’d rather chop ‘em off than to let you ever see them bare
Cause they all lead to the smoke, I exhale into the air

And I woke up hating myself, like I did so much yesterday
And I woke up hating myself, trying to think of anything i could say 
Oh can’t you stay, just little bit longer? I’m not sure but I’ll try to be stronger.
Oh can’t you stay, just a little while longer, I just don’t want this day to be over.

When I am sad oh I am sad, but when I’m happy I am happy and there’s just no place in between for us to be ( Flashlight - The Front Bottoms)
When you’re sad, oh god I’m sad, but when you’re happy I am happy, and there’s just no place in between for us to be
And I "steal all my lines from this guy named Brian”, (Bottom - Mccafferty) yet I stole that one from this guy named Nick
And I feel like a dick cause I can see me slowly dying

I’m not doing anything, about it. Scrub my fingers and try to hide it
I’m not doing anything, about it. Will I keep a promise? I doubt it.


Nicotine Stains

Yeah... Timezones

i wrote this yesterday very quickly. it's nice that writing songs is becoming a little easier :-) hope you all like it

buy it if u wanna! <3

the idea of you

produced and mixed by @barnesblvd
Cover art by Julia Jordan

Ultimately

Download!

Ultimately (Prod. barnes blvd.)

it's all temporary, just hang on it'll become better. 

lyrics:
how does it feel
to feel nothing at all i wonder
i imagine it’s grey
like the world suddenly lost its color

but i’d be lying if i said
i hadn’t wished to feel nothing 
to feel nothing at times

cause feelings are painful
i don’t wanna suffer through 
all those moments without you
when i lost you

anger and sadness 
they’re always there
they’re always pretty rough 
to cope with 

feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart 
i wish i could start again
again

but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it 
yeah i’ll find it

and when i do
i’ll be 
so better for the rest
so much better in my chest
can you feel can you feel 

and when you do 
you’ll be
so happy that you felt
so happy that you dealt with it 
yeah you dealt with it 

feelings oh feelings
you tear me apart 
i wish i could start again
again

but i know that there’s the other side
the one that i can’t see right now
but i’ll find it 
yeah i’ll find it

and i used to think
that being numb would ease the pain
but i was wrong
i was so wrong

it’s just better to feel 
and know you’re alive
while reminding yourself that it’s temporary
oh it won’t last for long

purchase it here :-)

temporary nothing

Please Never Fall in Love Again

Bury a Dream

Friendly Dark

Rex Orange County - Best Friend Cover by cavetown

i promised myself i would study for finals at 1 pm and it is now 5:17pm

can i have a ride home? i'm at a party and i don't know anyone

I Decided That I Should Add This For Other People To Listen To It!

Beachboy - Mccafferty

spring fling?

body

this one is about remembering someone you used to be close with and wishing you still had that bond

Not The Same

Is This Falling?

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