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Calm and Steady tracks series no. 502

created on 2025/01/09

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Black Silence

Featuring Ben Vince on Sax, taken from the "U Can See Alex Park From Ere / Picky Eater" 7", out March 7th 2024 on Modern Love.

U Can See Alex Park From Ere / Picky Eater

Rat Heart - U Can See Alex Park From Ere

Keppel - Thursday Morning

Illumination

151 - 127 bpm

A discorded idea rises from the soil and temporarily enjoys the bright sky.....

Mood Exhibit - Biome Demo

R-World Goo-Goo

		DISTANT LOVE

Copyright Music Fading Call 2013
Copyright Lyrics JoFa 2013

Long distance love
Fades away in the waves
Long distance minds
Can’t feel no love
Can’t feel no love
Anymore
		Long distance love…
Minds with no eyes
Can’t see no sunshine
Bodies miles apart
Won’t keep up the fire
Won’t keep up the desire
		Long distance love…
Waiting for ages
For you to care
Waiting for ages
To feel your skin on my skin
To feel your skin on my skin
		Long distance love…
Too many Gods away
To believe in love
Too many lies away
To believe in truth
We were once together
We were once together… but
		Long distance love…



Distant love

Diverse infectious diseases are raging this time of year. Please be careful!

Fear of infection

Ismael Rivas, Pressurized - A Moment to My Life (Original Vocal Mix) [Tunnel Music]

Pillars Of Solomon

Love will

I trace the cracks in the windowpane,
Each line a story I can’t contain.
Like echoes in my fractured mind,
They never fade, they’re unkind.

I drown in the noise I can’t escape,
But the surface shows what I can’t reshape.
If I let you in, would you run away?
Why is the truth so hard to say…

I’m not okay, I’m breaking in silence,
This weight on my chest feels like defiance.
I’m not okay, my shadows surround me,
Locked in my thoughts, no one’s found me.
I’m not okay,
Fighting day by day, with storms that never sway.

They say we all carry a piece of the sky,
But they don’t see the storms where my pieces lie.
This mask, this facade, it’s all that I’ve known,
But inside, I’ve never felt more alone.

I’m screaming, but it’s swallowed by the air,
Reaching for a hand that’s never there.
Am I fading, or am I already gone?
I can’t tell where I went wrong.

I’m not okay, I’m breaking in silence,
This weight on my chest feels like defiance.
I’m not okay, my shadows surround me,
Locked in my thoughts, no one’s found me.
I’m not okay,
Drifting far away, with dreams that slip away.

I wish somebody saw me,
Through the cracks and through the scars.
I wish somebody heard me,
Through the screaming in the stars.
I wish I wasn’t tethered
To a pain that won’t let go,
But I’m here alone,
And I don’t think they’ll ever know.

I’m not okay, I’m breaking in silence,
This weight on my chest feels like defiance.
I’m not okay, my shadows surround me,
Locked in my thoughts, no one’s found me.
I’m not okay,
Fading more each day, losing light in shades of gray.

I wish somebody loved me
More than the hate I feel inside.
I wish somebody listened
To the whispers I’ve tried to hide.
I wish I had someone to call
When the nights turn cold and gray,
But I’m here alone,
And I’m still not okay.

I’m Really Not Okay.

I'm Not Okay

Comme une libellule

Inspired by this quote from Carl Jung: 
"No tree, it is said, can grow to heaven unless its roots reach down to hell!"

From the Red Book: 
He sees the tree of life, whose roots reach into Hell and whose top touches Heaven. He also no longer knows differences: who is right? What is holy? What is genuine? What is good? What is correct? He knows only one difference: the difference between above and below. For he sees that the tree of life grows from below to above, and that it has its crown at the top, clearly differentiated from the roots. To him this is unquestionable. Hence, he knows the way to salvation.
To unlearn all distinctions, save that concerning direction, is part of your salvation. Hence, you free yourself from the old curse of the knowledge of good and evil. Because you separated good from evil according to your best appraisal and aspired only to the good while denying the evil that you committed nevertheless and failed to accept, your roots no longer suckled the dark nourishment of the depths and your tree became sick and withered.

The Tree of Life

Goddess

I outright stole this approach idea from 
Five Percent For Nothing
https://youtu.be/1bsFH6t8eFw
where the drum track was notated 
and the instrumentation was derived from that.
some additional tracking was done underneath
and the arrangement is a result of the edit.

silly fun... that runs too long....

prone to ...

Fever Line - Intuition Remix - 110 Bpm - DOLBY/LANDR Master

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International Vermin Consortium
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The vermin will outlive your grand children's grand children.
Like Mickey Mouse the vermin is eternal.
: )
Antifa is my cousin.  I heard some people were looking for her.  Since I like to be helpful when I can, she was in Alexandria last time I talked to her, three weeks ago.  I think she mentioned going to Zurich in the near future.
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Is it 1984 already?!?!
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I have not been able to recover access to my other account [https://soundcloud.com/ha-kekong] for a couple of years.  I have tried a few times to get back into it but SoundCloud doesn't trust me.  Same phone number, same email addresses, and they still claim that they can't verify my identity.  I created that account about three years ago as a substitute to my regular account which SoundCloud temporarily closed.  They closed it as part of some upgrade procedure in their system, the result of a bug that affected many accounts, about two years ago.  Since SC did not inform its users I didn't know if that was permanent or not, so I created that other account which I can't access.  Don't be mad if I have not replied to your message in the past two years, that's because I never got them ; ) ... You can always reach me here though.
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This one here (957729823) is for regular folks.

I love you, both.

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You can't see it because of the angle with which I took the shot, aiming down, but beyond those blocks is the sea.  To the left is the Mediterranean, to the right is the Atlantic Ocean.  No it's not Gibraltar, but a little bit further West. ... Actually I checked recently and it is further North more than West, I thought I was facing South when in fact I probably was facing the Atlantic ocean, which is why I suppose the waves were of a decent size where we were.
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My face and the bike are a courtesy of Joël Vaudreuil
[https://vimeo.com/user8897093]  ... Merci Joe!
I then went ahead and butchered his work with a borrowed helmet.
... Sorry Joe. =(
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I'm trying to promote what I think is good music, so if you want to help out a bit I'd rather you [like] or [repost] my *playlists* rather than my field recordings, if you don't mind, unless you are a die hard fan of those things. Thank you ; )

I speak French, so if you send me a private message, and that you are a francophone, please write in French, thank you.  ... I mean, you don't absolutely have to, but I would prefer it. 

All my field recordings (except for when I record a person) are public, freely downloadable by anyone who is able to click on the button.  I encourage anyone interested to use them in any way whatsoever, on purpose or accidentally. No need for permissions or credits or any other kind  of administrative maneuvers.
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Anarchists give me hope.

I'm a big fan of EFF.  Love ya EFF.  (no connection with the above line)
... and of course Richard Stallman and Linux and all the others.  Bless yous.

Now don't be lazy, go find out what it is this "EFF" that I'm talking about.  I'll give you a hint: it has to do with computers.

You have a nice day now.  Hugs & Kisses.

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Ha Kékong