did someone said back? (i’m mentally falling apart)

real. - i can’t do this anymore.

Мною керує ненависть.

Everlong x Tom Platz

txshv - ты так красива (lil peep remix)

Pastel Ghost - Dark Beach (Slowed + Reverb) Tazzy Remix i think x Dear Bruce

Love x Gigi Masin Call Me/ tiktok audio

Dark beach - pastel ghost (slowed) ( nate, guts scream )

real. 

(i am slowly dying day by day. every day i wake up thinking that i will meet her today, but then i realize that she left me. after everything we did, she still left. she promised me that she would love me forever, but she broke her promise. she apologized and left. she told me that she lost her feelings for me. how could she? i did everything i had to do. everything since then has been boring. i don't think i will be able to love someone after this because i'm afraid it will happen again. how can you lose feelings for someone suddenly? we had planned to do so many things together, but here i am, all alone. i cry myself to sleep every night. i don't know how much longer i can live like this.
i can't sleep well, i haven't eaten anything for a while, i haven't talked to anyone about it because i'm afraid people will laugh at me because i'm so pathetic. i really loved her and since she left i've been living in a vacuum. she was the only person i ever knew. she was the only one who could make me smile. now i can't even think of anything. i need help)

i never meant to fall out of love with you // call me - gigi masin

I need you to let me go

silent hill 2 remake x call me - (stillness ending)

"In my restless dreams,
I see that town.

Silent Hill.

You promised me you'd take me
there again someday.
But you never did.

Well, I'm alone there now...
In our 'special place'...
Waiting for you...

Waiting for you to
come to see me.

But you never do.

And so I wait, wrapped in my
cocoon of pain and loneliness.

I know I've done a terrible
thing to you. Something you'll
never forgive me for.

I wish I could change
that, but I can't.

I feel so pathetic and ugly
laying here, waiting for you...

Every day I stare up at the cracks
in the ceiling and all I can think
about is how unfair it all is...

The doctor came today.
He told me I could go
home for a short stay.

It’s not that I'm getting better.
It’s just that this may be
my last chance...

I think you know what I mean...

Even so, I'm glad to be coming
home. I've missed you terribly.

But I'm afraid, James.
I'm afraid you don't really
want me to come home.

Whenever you come see me,
I can tell how hard it is on you...

I don't know if you
hate me or pity me...
Or maybe I just disgust you...

I'm sorry about that.

When I first learned that
I was going to die, I just
didn't want to accept it.

I was so angry all the time and I
struck out at everyone I loved most.
Especially you, James.

That's why I understand
if you do hate me.

But I want you to
know this, James.

I'll always love you.

Even though our life together had
to end like this, I still wouldn't
trade it for the world. We had
some wonderful years together.

Well, this letter has gone on
too long, so I'll say goodbye.

I told the nurse to give
this to you after I'm gone.

That means that as you read
this, I'm already dead.

I can't tell you to remember me,
but I can't bear for you to
forget me.

These last few years since I
became ill... I'm so sorry for
what I did to you, did to us...

You've given me so much and
I haven't been able to return
a single thing.

That's why I want you to live
for yourself now.
Do what's best for you, James.

James...

You made me happy."

mary’s letter x call me - silent hill 2

eyedress - cocaine sunday (slowed & reverb)

i never meant to fall out of love with you // call me - gigi masin

nylerox