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Beat & Vocals By ℒund.
Damn you guys..what can i say. 6K follows!! You guys make me cry. I never thought i would be where I am with my music. Im so overwhelmed with joy. I check my soundcloud and often can't comprehend how things are moving and growing so fast but its all thanks to you. So thank you guys for all the love and support you give me, It keeps me going. <3 More music soon. Luv u all!

Lyrics

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

my heart is so cold
i feel so alone
stayed up all night girl
i wish you were home
ill take a hold of you
i want to grow old with you
where did you go
oh where did you go
you got me feeling like 
I’m six feet below the ground 
don’t tell me its over now 
i won’t live this way 
i can’t live this life without you
cause all i fucking do is think about you
all night and day 
baby girl believe the words that i say

addicted to love and your my supplier
but you and i we burn like a fire
and your words they cut like barb wire
but thats how it feels when you love a liar
(x2)

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

so pour the salt on my wound babe
i just wanna feel something
remove the blood from my veins 
so this heart will stop pumping
on the edge and I’m jumping
give me something thats numbing
cause if i don’t have your love 
then this life means nothing
(x2)

I feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x4)

(i feel alone)
i feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x2) 


Alone

fats'e - apathy (ft. guccihighwaters)

I want to take a minute and tell you all how much all of you mean to me. It really is difficult to put into words the amount of gratitude I have for the continuous support you have all given me. being able to share and relate with you truly saves my life everyday. I love all of you with all that I am. - Lund 

p.s. - new music when this reaches 100k streams.

Song Title - Low
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics


Low now
Feeling low now
This divide inside my mind 
I might lose control now
Demons feeding on my soul
Im a fucking ghost now
And theres nothing in my chest
But a fucking hole now

Woah now 
Blood it flow out
Theres a war inside my mind 
Drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time
Trying work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes
Got a heart of stone now

Know my head is spun
With thoughts you I'm over whelmed 
All this pain I hold
I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core 
Know you were my everything 
Without you have nothing left 
So ima let this pistol sing

Blood run cold like overdose 
Going toe to toe with death
Smokin till im comatose
Till there just aint nothing left
Whiskey with the cyanide 
Empty bottle by my bed  
Depression got no antidote
So fill my fucking brain with lead

Cold Soul Club -
@llogansux
@soundcloud.com/arcadialane
@sloppyoxyscum
(PROD. hxrxkiller)

Lyrics:
Sloppy Oxy Scum-

Depression in decisions.
Ungrateful for what I'm given.
Beauty in our collision.
My personal addiction.

Tv on mute, 
Static in the back.
We fuck,
And I relapse.

No silver lining.
Nails I'm biting.
Not perfect timing.
Now your crying.

I miss the stupid cliches
Of all the shit that we'd say.
Spending every single day
To attached to fuckin stray.

Running to your house,
I thought youd make it out.
I still call your phone in doubt.
Your all I think about.

Standing at your door,
But No ones there.
For what it's worth I truly cared.

Arcadia lane - 

baby, can you feel my heart?
It’s been falling apart
pick it up off the shelf, dust it off, please save me from this hell
but I think I lost myself, I’m just a reject that you can’t help
now that I’m layin in my bed, stuck in my head
I found the solace in sadness
I’m sorry for all this
Depression in December, like 
All those fucking sleepless nights
but all I can see is the hell you put me through 
in every reflection, you know it’s true
and now I don’t know what to do.

llogansux - 

what do I do? 
I'm stuck on you
we saw this through
a time or two
I never knew
Itd hurt this bad
fuck yeah I'm sad
fuck yeah I'm sad

I know you're right
all we do is fight
and there's not a night
everything's alright 
that's just our plight
I think I might
I think I might

try to find myself
try to find what's wrong
try to live my life
and just move on
but it's not the same
everyday just rain
every day I drain
every fucking vein 
to feel the pain
to feel distain
and i feel insane 

I guess I give up
is that what
you wanted, us to break up
but I'm done now
that's my vow
you'll never see me around

Cold Soul Club ~ Solace In Sadness

lyrics:
I put too much stress on myself
I never been the type of man
To put my hand out for help
I bottle all of it inside
Like I don't know nothing else
I smoke a pack of cigarettes
Like it was good for my health
Everybody's so typical
Money flip  like reciprocals
When you get to the pinnacle
And you're still feeling cynical
I can feel myself fading
And my demons are waiting
For the day
The exchanging of my soul for the taking

Don't stay because you have to
I'm not perfect
Yeah, you know I got a past too
But I wouldn't put it passed you
To follow the line, follow the line
My whole life I've been a fuck up
Never got it right
I always learned by tough luck
But I guess they call it tough love
Follow the line, follow the line

It's like I'm just waiting to die
Four in the morning
Out the door and back on the grind
I chain smoke on the drive
Slowly losing my mind
Anxiety ridden
I'm missing the point of being alive
My paycheck gone
By the time that its mine
And if my girl ask
Ima say "Baby, I'm fine"
Follow the lines
And don't be surprised 
When you find me in that casket
With no light in my eyes

Don't stay because you have to
I'm not perfect
Yeah, you know I got a past too
But I wouldn't put it passed you
To follow the line, follow the line
My whole life I've been a fuck up
Never got it right
I always learned by tough luck
But I guess they call it tough love
Follow the line, follow the line

chain smoke

Thank you for listening <3 

prod. @oceanonthebeat
big thanks to @lilsadeyes for doing this <3
also featuring the amazing @ivrii who basically inspired the whole concept <3

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7kdSD3DfVg9bMbtXtX2ECm
iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/pathos-ep/1462224279?app=itunes
Google Play: https://play.google.com/store/music/album/I_m_Geist_Pathos?id=Bgk4q7nahjlex2fiye53jgpcsm4


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Full EP Stream:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEp9oBqLZWw

Mix/Mastered @farhantnvr

Art by Ko.tsuki
https://www.instagram.com/ko.tsukii

Lyrics:
ivri:
I’m ready to self-destruct,
Will you hold me please?
I don’t want to deal with it,
I’m taking you with me

i'm geist: 
I’m out of luck, my time is up,
This city doesn’t seem to breathe
With you here, I’ll self-destruct
In heaven, it’d just be you and me

But I stayed here trapped as a ghost,
And you moved on without me
I’m left here to wither alone,
I’m hoping that you’re free

ivri/i'm geist:
I’m ready to self-destruct
So, will you hold me please?
I don’t want to deal with it
I’m taking you with me 

sadeyes:
I self-destruct 
I’m losing love
I self-destruct
I’m losing touch 
I been going hard as the cement
Oh I murder every flow I hit the beat it drops dead
Oh I, I self-destruct

iTunes

Self-Destruct w/ sadeyes & ivri (Prod. ocean)

go show love to the homie 💙 one of the most linguistically talented rappers i know, and one of the closest friends i've had in this life.
thank you for being a part of this @microdot-is

hey everyone! i hope y'all are doing well 💙 i recorded this a while ago but it's very relevant to where i'm at in my life right now, and i  wanted to share something with y'all since i haven't had a chance to record lately. 

I have the majority of an ep written right now, and once i finish all the production for it i'm planning to go to the studio and record it all at once. get ready for big things coming soon 💙💙💙

microdot

callsign (feat. microdot)

Man on the Moon (Prod. by flowers in narnia)

shout out @demxntia for hopping on this and making it pretty and @wavewalk for making such a sick unique beat go follow them

Sui:

sick of floating here being stagnant in life know this aint right
but everytime a good thing happens 
storms come in and wash progression all away 
good things come along but they dont ever stay
no~~
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

Dem: 
I don't give a fuck anymore
go to war with myself at the core
you know i felt this way before
everything i used to love feels like chores
i don't know~
which way i should go~
i hope there's room to grow~
i hate feeling so, low~
oo~ oooo~ ye
oo~ where do i go, cause i just dont know

Bofa:

Drowning to my sorrow, keep that to myself
You can save yer rescue, i don't need yer help x2
NO
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

Because of Me (prod. by Syndrome)

IFYOUWEREME (prod. by Balance Cooper)

JISEI (prod. by eeryskies)

Produced by ya boyyy Im sad Its sad 
Gannngg <3

lonely

I love this song! My best friend first time singing!!  I love itt!!! Let me know whatchu think!! Lyrics below

Lyrics -

(phone call message)


Dead by 22-

This suicide on my mind
suicide, im wasting time
i fuckin hate my life 
I wish i wasn't alive (yeah)
Take trips back to memories that wasn't right (yeah)
Feelins of you washed n gone without light (yeah)

Pull me off the shelf and fix me up( im hurt yeah)
Carved up heart but its beating out my chest (yeah )
Miss our memories Yeah you were my best friend
but now i give up, take me to the dark end
Take me back to where i am from
Heart fragile but now its suicide again huh (suicide again huh)
Drowning in this pain, feelin so insane
 the sting  up in my brain 
 This suicide the way
You took my heart and played 
(There's suicide on my mind)  x3 
</3

Deadboy50  -

You can find me depressed in the morning
Laying in my tears, man that shits getting boring
Popped an addy cuz my days go by slowly
Every day be lonely with my demons they just chase me

Allan Watts (has to be one worth betting on)

Suicide is on my mind, like all the damn time
So I write sum more,  just tryin to pass the time
And now im fuckin high, you're on my fucking mind
Swear to god I wanna die, I wanna to die
Touch me, I don't feel alive, I'm feelin dead inside
:(

Dead by 22 -

(there's suicide on my mine) x3

Suicide On My Mind ft Deadboy50 (prod. caspr)

Lyrics -

( I hate my life like a lot right now, its hard to fuckin even keep going, like every fuckin nights a battle, 
its a bad battle,and I'm trying and thank you all for the support it means the world to me)


I have these sick thoughts in my brain that got me fucked up
Been running through this town, these pills don't ever work enough
I quit my job, I'm alone and im just giving up
I write sad songs when im too cold, but i do not give a fuck

Stop livin in my past, But i like to remmeness
Feelins of you here, but you gone, moved on fast 
Walls caving in  you apart of the ash
Driving going 90 and you caused a major crash
  
Stare at my veins, all it takes is just one slash
cont remember your face, Im forgetting way to fast

Always thought that we could make this shit last
caught up in the flame, a rain filled forecast   

This pain it kills so fast
 Here and gone, quick like a door dash 
Get drunk askin where my bitch at
Lost in your eyes, yes I miss that
Caught up in the stars,Where my kiss at
Said you'd never leave but you did that

(I just don't get why im not good enough, like i tired so fucking hard and im not good enough,
And i don't know what i did, You just left no reason, and it kills me)


I have these sick thoughts in my brain that got me fucked up
Been running through this town, these pills don't ever work enough
I quit my job, I'm alone and im just giving up
I write sad songs when im too cold, but i do not give a fuck


I fuckin hate my life, get the bottle I sip
learn from my feelings just to bottle that shit
Never let a soul see who the real me Is
drop another song cuz i'm feelin like this 
I hate my life, everything the same 
 i wanna quit, i wanna move away

I wanna move away, Give up on life, 
depression just a replay

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