03 - Oct. 26

is this all that well be - catalyst

CATALYST - Forget It I’ll Figure It Out

09 - ESBN - 05 Leave Everything

The way that I feel
Suffocated by your words
I wait and I wait
For worth
No worth
The way that I feel The way that I feel
Suffocated by your words wait wait
No worth
No worth
No worth in seeing you
No worth in feeling you
History repeats itself
And I won't be here for it
The way that I feel the way that I feel
Suffocated by your words
I wait and I wait
No worth no worth in seeing you
No worth in seeing you again
No worth in feeling you again
History repeats itself
And I won't stand here for it
The way that I feel
Suffocated by your words
I wait and I wait
No worth no worth
No worth in seeing you
No worth in feeling you
History repeats itself
And I won't stand here for it

August Flower - The Way That I Feel

A Shout to See

Wish I Was

marlboro greens

feels right to be let down.
this sinking solitude.
entwined emotions cry,
“you are minuscule.”
it feels so right
wasting our time.
don’t we mean more than what we are not?
pushed so close to the edge by waves meant to wash away.
cross grained and knotted breath paraded by polished stains.

Permanent as Your Errors by train breaks down

Hopefully Alone

Faceless Departure

This one came from watching "Destination Unknown" and getting completely fascinated by the idea of finding Anne Bonny's treasure. The show got me digging deep into her story, and the more I learned, the more I realized her real treasure wasn't gold - it was her absolute refusal to be controlled by anyone.

Here's this Irish woman who had everything handed to her - plantation wealth, arranged marriage, comfortable life - and she threw it all away to become a Caribbean pirate. That takes serious guts. But what really hooked me was learning about her partnership with Mary Read and how they were often the only ones willing to fight when Calico Jack's crew got cornered.

The song builds through her whole journey, but that courthouse moment is what sealed it for me. When they're about to hang her and instead of begging, she looks at those men and says "If you fought like a man, you wouldn't hang like a dog!" That's pure defiance in the face of death.

When AI helped me create the track, that breakdown where the music cuts to silence before her voice delivers that line came out perfect. It captures what I was feeling watching that show - this woman's treasure wasn't buried somewhere, it was her unbreakable spirit.

Sometimes the best songs come from getting lost in a TV show and finding something way deeper than you expected.

Rogues Revenge

is this all that well be - catalyst

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