👁👁👁 i must be cursed cuz everyone seems to hate me for no reason, im genuinely so confused. i actually only have haters. not a single person openly supports what im doing. not one (other than "Miss G" LOL) what a mark of the end times. its like everyone is too far gone to be saved. the collective is so disconnected we are approaching a point of no return. i dont know how to get through to people.  the artwork describes it well. im losing hope tbh its a deeply unsettling feeling and its worse every day. to watch humanity destroy itself anf the earth beyond repair and nobody cares. i dont understand why this is happening. i feel like im living in hell. like its 1984 and im the only one who even knows or cares. its why im not scared. a life without love isnt even worth living. it feels worse than covid isolation because at least during covid there was a reason for being locked up like a prisoner for years. im not kidding. EVERYONE IGNORES ME. EVERYONE (except to say negative things or ask me to stop tagging them in shit lol) its really disturbing. i dont know how to make sense of it. so many people just write me off as crazy but dont even speak to me. can you blame me? I live in isolation from everyone, basically in exile. soon I'll be talking to volleyballs. where is the love? i dont think most people have a clue what love or empathy even is. if they did why would they treat me like im invisible? it just all feels like such a waste... of life. and potential. why does it all feel so empty. this project has such highs and lows like im trapped on a roller coaster. i just feel sick and want to get off, but i cant because its all i have left that makes me happy. like a drug addiction or an abusive boyfriend. like a collective form of abuse and apathy that makes me feel like everything I create is pointless because nobody cares, nobody sees me. its sad and its lonely and i dont think its my fault. i feel like a lily in a swamp. trapped in a spiritual wasteland with no sign of escape. i just wish i could have one friend that understands me. it's a lot to carry alone. im a loner because most people judge me because I am an old soul and they dont get me.  plus everyone close to me stabbed me in the back at once so i had no choice but to move out to the middle of nowhere... idk I do kinda feel like bambi, very much alone in the world... i wish it wasn't like that. i would never wish this life on anyone.... its the worst feeling to feel like nobody cares about you.... what's ur life like? 👁👁 this is why i have empathy for other pariahs like Bassnectatar because his story is quite similar to mine. hes a really old soul and was similarly discarded, its a cycle of abuse. when did hate and banishing somebody ever provide healing or growth? it just perpetuates the trauma. i was groomed by someone that turned out to be a serial offender and it turned out its because he was sexually abused by his father as a child. have empathy.. In the beginning, jesus started his following by hanging out with lepurs and prositutes, the rejects of society. He understood that they needed his help the most. Everyone deserves a second chance. If ur cancelled for life, why would you even try to change? its like how prisons just perpetuate career criminals. that not how healing works. it feels like the world is so backwards and i just wish i could help heal people and spread joy. Its funny that some people find me so offensive they are inspired to make music to try to bring me down. its not a competition. I suspect ppl are lowkey threatened by my witchiness. its a power dynamic that can be triggering. but hey im bankrupt and dont have a successful music career so u dont gotta prove shit imo. i guess i wonder what are you trying to prove exactly? i dont think you dislike me at all. i think you dislike how i make you feel about yourself. mirror covenant. its about you discovering more about yourself through what you see reflected back. justaftermidnight.tumblr.com

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