fingers crossed - autumn ward (ON SPOTIFY AND APPLE  MUSIC)

i've always loved the color green
it's the color of the grass and the trees
it brings comfort to my soul
when the weight of blue is much too cold
Green
i saw you and your eyes were green
Green
i saw another and his eyes were green 
and that ruined it for me
i've always loved the color green
it's the most beautiful one to me
it always catches my eye
which is probably why yours did too
Green
i saw you and your eyes were green
Green 
i saw another and his eyes were green
and that ruined it for me

Green

day go by

Please never fall in love again by Ollie MN

cage

please nver fall in love

Peppermint Smiles

i wrote this a month ago i think lol


the birds got a lot to say

i’ve always tried my best
to fit in with all the rest 
but not when it came to the feelings in my chest
always thought no one could ever love me
just too damaged at the seams
of what it meant to be a functional human being
i always told myself
that i would never let, never let my guard down
not gonna lie
i was doing pretty fine
but things are starting to change now
and ever since 
first saw what i 
thought was that innocent smile
and how you looked at me like
you had just seen
someone important but you couldn’t point it out
how would I know
how could I know
how far you’d turn my life around
loving you is fool’s gold
only fools will pay the price
to take a chance and make it
or just leave empty handed
you talk with so much luster
but really deep down under
your words are coated with cheap paint
you made me feel some way
and i’m the one to blame
no one else but me
the sweetest things often give cavities
to kids just too naive, full of innocence
my room’s dark now
tv’s on with no sound
i fell right through my bed
when sleep kissed me instead
why did you have to
look right through
me when i didn’t mean a thing to you
the thoughts in your head
could have unsaid
answers to the questions you left
unaddressed
but loving you is fool’s gold
only fools will pay the price
to take a chance and make it
or just leave empty handed
you talk with so much luster
but really deep down under
your words are coated with cheap paint

fool's gold

lyrics:
i like you but i hope you don't like me too
we're never gonna be together
and i know me, i'm too mean you see
girls like me can't be better at this

you blew out the candles on my birthday cake
your words always sound so fake
you never even sent me a birthday card 
that shit hits me hard

so what to do now, it still feels good somehow
you and me together forever and ever
but nothing feels right and my noose is too tight 
i don't want this anymore

you blew out the candles on my birthday cake
your words always sound so fake
you never even sent me a birthday card 
that shit hits me hard

you don't even know the real me
you're just obsessed with you 
and who you wanna be

you blew out the candles on my birthday cake
your words always sound so fake
you never even sent me a birthday card 
that shit hits me hard

birthday cake

starcrossed lovers
xox.




2018 ASCAP
CALIORA MUSIC
p.s. do u wanna run away let me know

for mr. sandman!

u are what u are
i dont matter to anyone
but hollywood legends will never grow old
and all of whats hidden
well it will never grow cold
but i lost myself when i lost you
but i still got jazz when ive got those blues
and i lost myself when i lost you
and i still get trashed darlin when i hear your tunes
but u are who u are
i wont change u for anything
for when u are crazy
ill let u be bad
ill never dare change thee to what u are not
but i lost myself when i lost u
but i still got jazz when ive got those blues
and i lost myself when i lost you too
and i still get trashed baby when i hear your tunes
i put the radio hold u tight in my mind
isnt strange that ur not here with me
but im putting all the lights on in the television
trying to transmit can u hear me
ground control to major tom
can u hear me all night long
ground control to major tom
and i lost myself when i lost u
but i still got jazz when ive got those blues
and i lost myself when i lost u too
and i still get trashed honey when i hear ur tunes

terrence loves u (lana del rey cover)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7f350wBifxh3RM5OnvvjDM?si=IDlsDnZNTC2vHIv2pSblRQ

second single off birdhouse, might be the last
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punch drunk
hot poison in your cup
arms are heavy, getting weak at the knees
what the fuck?
lazy eyes they size me up
you look like you don’t recognize me

teenager things, we’re not allowed to be serious
vibrant we dream, but we're mocked for pursuing it

but i wanna grow up, i wanna grow up
i wanna grow up, oh
i wanna grow up, don’t wanna show up
to some party drinking liquor for show

i’m a woman, i’m a woman
i’m not your baby girl, and i don’t wanna be
i’m a woman, i’m a woman
i wanna watch you grow into a man with me

choked up
see a girl you wanna fuck
i’m just crying, and you’re laughing at me
i’ve had enough
i just wanna call your bluff
stop, i know you’ll miss me

teenager things, we’re not allowed to be serious
vibrant we dream, but we're mocked for pursuing it

you don’t wanna grow up, you don’t wanna grow up
you don’t wanna grow up with me
you don’t wanna grow up, you just wanna roll up
to that party with your liquor and weed

aren’t i your woman? i’m your woman
am i your baby girl, do you want me to be?
i was your woman, your lovely woman
but while you chase your thrills, you walk right by me

birdhouse

i'm on the bathroom floor

a project me and my friend nico worked on over the summer, this felt pretty important to me so i thought i'd share. guitar and production all done by nico orenday he's a talented ass individual. follow him @nick.ohhh on ig.

Peppermint Smiles

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