Rock

Keeping Me Dead

Mood

аче нет то

It's not my fault

My weird sad playlist

prod.  @nothingtodo

Lyrics:

[hook]
I wrote another song cause I was thinking about you
I'm falling like the leaves from the trees in the autumn
I wrote another song cause I was crying a lot
I would have never thought that this love could stop
x2

[verse]
And I would have never thought I could hate you so much
You gave me many smiles
But what was beneath them?
Thousands of lies
Will my heart ever regenerate?
Tell me baby will I ever escape?
From your love, fake.
I lost all my feelings for someone who didn't deserve one
And don't tell me that I'm not alone
If whenever I cry you never come

[hook]
I wrote another song cause I was thinking about you
I'm falling like the leaves from the trees in the autumn
I wrote another song cause I was crying a lot
I would have never thought that this love could stop
x2

About You [prod. nothingtodo]

Когда ты откроешь глаза

Перезаряжай

LYRICS



Help me save myself 
Can you set me free
Locked inside this cage
I built to hide me from the world 
Can you hear me now?
My words don’t seem to sound 
I believe this all will come to end 
When I give in

Help me save myself 
Can you set me free
Locked inside this cage
I built to hide me from
 pain inside this hallow shell
Suicidal tendencies 
Can’t you save me from this hell
I’m suffering more than you can see
I’ve been fighting on my own
Searching for my way back home
All I found were broken dreams
Floating down this endless stream 

Save me save me save
Save me!

Help me save myself 
Can you set me free
Locked inside this cage
I built to hide me from the world 
Can you hear me now?
My words don’t seem to sound 
I believe this all will come to end 
When I give in

When I give in when I give in
When I give in to you


 
Outline my madness
On paper
Describes this
I can’t let this darkness
Consume me with malice 
I’m reaching for your hand 
To pull me from under 
this pressure 
Compressing my lungs 
I can’t take this

The pressure compressing
The pressure compressing 
 

Help me save myself 
Can you set me free
Locked inside this cage
I built to hide me from the world 
Can you hear me now?
My words don’t seem to sound 
I believe this all will come to end 
When I give in

Help me save myself

Save Me

Twilight

Duvet

Angel Wings

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.

Wow guys 30 fucking thousand people... each time i grow more and more speechless. you are all my everything. i love you guys. sorry its been so long since I've posted. I've honestly been going through a lot of personal shit with my anxiety and depression and this fucking hamster wheel of bullshit life has thrown at me lately. anyways what I'm trying to say is that you guys are my light in the dark ass world we live in. all corny-ness aside. i don't know where i would be without you guys. I quit my job that was holding me back from music so now this is all i have to support myself. the real hustle starts here but i think i can do it. shout out again to everyone who has took me this far. lets keep this snowball rolling. 

Lyrics..

(Rx Luv)

lately i been harboring 
my feelings trying hide
drown myself in alcohol
to kill the things inside
maybe i should deal with all this pain
easier to take a fuckin bullet to my brain
thc and ethanol are running thru my veins
talking to myself ask myself if I’m insane
why can’t i let it go I’m addicted to the pain
nothing but a low life i can never change

so baby girl just listen up
i think I’ve have enough 
of prescription love
think its time to let you go
maybe I’m just broken down
i can’t take no more

girl i told u to leave me alone
its a warning
only gonna hurt you 
know i got them cold bones
you don’t want to know 
what i know
that your leaving 
cause then if you did 
you would leave love alone

takin all these drugs to numb my pain
since I lost your love I aint never been the same
endorphins are rushing thru my brain
if only for a second still i know i feel it change
its easy nowadays to be ashamed
but i wouldn’t be the man i am if i don’t take the blame  
see i gave up my selfishness & pride
i gave up my everything 
when u walked out my life

my sanity been slipping
i been loosing time
got a make a million 
before i loose my fucking mind
should i keep her around or should i let her go
does it even make a fuckin difference anymore?

14 when i cried 
16 when i lost my sight
18 when i lost my brain
19 im in love with pain   
20 and i’m still the same

Rx Luv

Debut album "Feel Something" available now!
Download/stream: https://Atlantic.lnk.to/FeelSomethingSO

Twitter: https://twitter.com/jaymesyng
Instagram: https://instagram.com/jaymesyng
YouTube: https://youtube.com/JaymesYoung
Facebook: https://facebook.com/jaymesyoungmusic

Feel Something

Infinity

Download

lonely nights (on apple and spotify)

I want to take a minute and tell you all how much all of you mean to me. It really is difficult to put into words the amount of gratitude I have for the continuous support you have all given me. being able to share and relate with you truly saves my life everyday. I love all of you with all that I am. - Lund 

p.s. - new music when this reaches 100k streams.

Song Title - Low
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics


Low now
Feeling low now
This divide inside my mind 
I might lose control now
Demons feeding on my soul
Im a fucking ghost now
And theres nothing in my chest
But a fucking hole now

Woah now 
Blood it flow out
Theres a war inside my mind 
Drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time
Trying work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes
Got a heart of stone now

Know my head is spun
With thoughts you I'm over whelmed 
All this pain I hold
I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core 
Know you were my everything 
Without you have nothing left 
So ima let this pistol sing

Blood run cold like overdose 
Going toe to toe with death
Smokin till im comatose
Till there just aint nothing left
Whiskey with the cyanide 
Empty bottle by my bed  
Depression got no antidote
So fill my fucking brain with lead

Deadwolf
Prod. https://soundcloud.com/ghostieantiworld

Lyrics:

(X2)
Baby turn this shit up
Baby turn ya shit down 
Face on frown, cause I hate life. foul.
Everything I need, smoke trees by the pile
Debating my team, just me for a while 

It's been a minute since I been here before 
Don't wanna fuck, wanna talk
Wanna enter ya door
I been dreaming da past year in my back of my ford
And now it's starting to make sense. Little less I been ignored 

But Ey,
Shawty never hit me up. End of the discussion 
Now I debate to take drugs, but baby, I won't touch it
Now I'm fiending for some love,
But you be girls be fucking 
Up everything that I need so no I'm not trusting 

Baby turn this shit up 
Baby turn ya shit down 
Face on frown, cause I hate life. foul.
Everything I need, smoke trees by the pile
Debating my team, just me for a while 

(X2)
Baby turn this shit up 
Baby turn ya shit down 
Face on frown, cause I hate life. foul.
Everything I need, smoke trees by the pile
Debating my team, just me for a while 

It's been a minute since I been here before 
Don't wanna fuck, wanna talk
Wanna enter ya door
I been dreaming da past year in my back of my ford
And now it's starting to make sense. Little less I been ignored 

But Ey,
Shawty never hit me up. End of the discussion 
Now I debate to take drugs, but baby, I won't touch it
Now I'm fiending for some love,
But you be girls be fucking 
Up everything that I need so no I'm not trusting 

Baby turn this shit up 
Baby turn ya shit down 
Face on frown, cause I hate life. foul.
Everything I need, smoke trees by the pile
Debating my team, just me for a while

Lone Wolf (Prod. Ghostie)

BRENNAN SAVAGE – without you

★ 𝕺𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖉𝖔𝖘𝖊 𝕻𝖊𝖗𝖋𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 ★

the same routine.
Mix&Mastering: @audio_crisis
MUSIC VIDEO LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtFtjftSgw0

Breakaway ft. ac </3

So Long - ft. AMI$$A (Exodian Studios)

YouTube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BzmFFxygjDk

Lonely nights in my coffin  (prod. sketchmyname & vaegud)

Song Title - Fiction
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics: 

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

With you
It ain’t right 
To many missed calls 
And long nights 
I heard your voicemail 
to many times
And I aint wasting no more love on you
X2

Open up my chest
Deep into my heart
Do you see it
A shard of glass 
I can feel it slice  
as I’m breathing 
it cut my strings 
Now my fucking 
heart isn’t beating 
And from my brain 
is where I’m bleeding 

Deep inside my mind
Scared of what I’ll find
Our memories linger
hurt confined 
Love the way you’d lie
With a smile
I’m saving me
There’s no wrong or right
This is survival
Put me down
You'd put me 
in the ground
No revival

No revival 
No survival
Im 51:50
Suicidal
there’s no way out 
As far as I see   
I’m going through hell
Can you find me

Boy you left me down
Broken on the ground
Im so sad 
cause your always gone
Out there on the road 
I’m not mad 
I just wish that you would
Call me sometime
I just wish that
We could fucking rewind

But 

Girl you let me down
You been running round 
Im not dumb
Got me staring down 
The barrel of a loaded gun
You burned our bridge
And we can’t turn back time
I got to go 
Before I lose my mind

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

Going going’ gone
I think my soul is moving on
Hate me while I’m here
Then love while I’m lost
Do we fight to feel the pain
Or Do we bleed to feel the same
Why’s the world so fucking cold 
Why do I often feel alone

Fiction

Song title - Reflection
Production & Vocals by Lund.

Lyrics: 
I look in the mirror
and I hate my reflection
watch hands move on the clock
till my head spin
now all I can do is 
pick apart my imperfections 
don't give me fate love
just give me fake love

(X2)

shouldn't put me down 
your words can be ever painful
say you hold me down
but attack from every angle
I always hold u down 
but you never come around

I couldn't help myself 
you smiled and I was lost
in a lovesick world endorphins 
they can be toxic 
you played me for a fool
cause love was never an option

I want to wake up 
and feel like 
this life is a blessing 
instead I'm drinking whiskey 
loading bullets in my F-N
leave everything I own
to my family and best friends
and I know it aint your fault
I just can't keep on pretending 
that I love my life and 
everything is fine around me 
while I feel like I'm drowning 
demons they surround me 
talking very loudly
all inside my head
I know its all inside my head
cause

I look in the mirror
and I hate my reflection
watch hands move on the clock
till my head spin
now all I can do is 
pick apart my imperfections 
don't give me fate love
just give me fake love

shouldn't put me down 
your words can be ever painful
say you hold me down
but attack from every angle
I always hold u down 
but you never come around

Reflection

I NEED U (Prod. Vaegud & Hxrxkiller)

youtube: https://youtu.be/i0Y_JmNjTNE

luv u @gothurted

[lyrics]
me:
no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

i think that i’m going crazy
and no one can save me
so i will not tell u how i feel
told my mom i’m not lazy
these thoughts they just take me
and she still gon tell me it’s not real 

2 pills, black and white
i just want to sleep tonight
if these thoughts invade my mind
the light inside mes gonna die
just another lonely night
in the recluse haunted site
i’m so nervous, this ain’t worth it
tears all on my shirt have dried

no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

gothurted:
Fucking up, smoke a blunt
I think I'm going insane
Same shit, same day
Waiting for life to change
People say that I'm crazy
But its just the way I am
I promise you will be amazed
Give me some time to reach the top and
Come to you, problems away

me:
no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

i think i'm going insane ft. gothurted (prod. fantom)

converto.io

maybe you're the reason  - the japanese house (slowed)

pls go fw @blxty

*lyrics*
funeral -
blood flow it drips I’m dying
my wrist bleeds slow it’s crying
my spirit goes it’s flying
don’t waste my time I’m trying

blxty - 
can’t think after what has been spoken 
can’t breathe when you move in slow motion 
no heart cus I think it was stolen
shut down everytime I come open

tryin//cry4help

funeral x blxty - trying//cry4help

Original song "Headspace" Written and Produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
Now the warm summer air is burning my lungs
Never heard what I said, but it's all said and done, take my heart to your place, leave it there, and move on, cuz the space that I made for you's already gone

Hide away till I can get back
Hanging your necklace on my coat rack
Leaving a key under the door mat
In case you'd ever wanna come back

(Now I'm askin)

Can we talk in your driveway?
I can feel my body drifting like I'm dead weight
We're getting lost in your bedframe
Now your hand has got me shifting up the stairway
(And I)
Get a little lost in your fingertips
I feel a little drunk in the way you kiss me
The remedy in my headspace
Got me fallin into pieces in your driveway

(The feeling dead and gone, the roof that we layed on, I was dreaming all along)

Stale cigarettes are burning your lungs
Feeling closer to death as I'm falling in love
Now I'm gripping a rose, cut my hand with the thorns, while your losing your place reaching for bloody palms

I'm tired and I'm losing it
Fallin apart
And I'm reaching but I'll never be all that I want
Cuz I'm stuck here wearing skin I made covered in scars
So I'll lay here in your arms until they tear me apart cuz

Can we talk in your driveway?
I can feel my body drifting like I'm dead weight
We're getting lost in your bedframe
Now your hand has got me shifting up the stairway
(And I)
Get a little lost in your fingertips
I feel a little drunk in the way you kiss me
The remedy in my headspace
Got me fallin into pieces in your driveway

So can we talk in your driveway?
Fighting off the urge to call you but it's okay
Cuz I've been stuck in 2016
I know I need to let it go
I'm reminiscing when we
Got a little lost
We were just some kids, and
Didn't have a clue what we were living
But now I'm stuck here, and I can't sleep
Started falling into pieces in your driveway

Headspace

Yates Xv -old Me

enjoy 🖤
lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-slowly-obsess-lyrics
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RsvHFHl5ynE

cover by: @hugo.psd

SPOTIFY

SLOWLY OBSESS (Prod. Pacific)

✦ Other Platforms

U Dont Have To Pretend

Prod by @Tnvr
Mix/Master @Tnvr

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6Fc2xGMXw9SprvODZ1sqlN?si=ZL9t7PzqTIGF8GHRD-jS7Q
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TNVR
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prodbytnvr/
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/farhantnvr
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Art Credit - korunoshirushi
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Lyrics -

Lets go ! 
Alright ! 
CMON!

NANANANANANANA x4

Seems Like it was last summer
Used to talk all night
Now i wonder
Why waste a night up with you 
When i could be drunk and not miss you 

I was just a game and i found out 
Wasted so much time i didn't want too 
You lost control I'm on my own now 
Spending summer getting fuck up without you 

Now its time i let it all out now 
Sing a song screaming my lungs out 
Kinda sucks you were such a let down
Found someone to use till i walked out 

NANANANANANANA x2
Till i walked out 
NANANANANANANA x2

(TNVR) 

I'm here without you 
Here without you x2

Sit down baby lets relax
Bacardi over ice maybe have a relapse
So if I'm a burden, I'm certain 
That you proved yourself to be worthless

I rescued all your burdens 
From fallen down into the gutter
So lets put the knife down baby
The way you look me in my eyes 
i can see thats your crazy

The way you look me in my eyes x2
i can see thats your crazy

Now its time i let it all out now 
Sing a song screaming my lungs out 
Kinda sucks you were such a let down
Found someone to use till i walked out 

NANANANANANANA x2
Till i walked out 
NANANANANANANA x2

Lets go ! 
Alright !

I rescued all your burdens 
From fallen down into the gutter
So lets put the knife down baby
The way you look me in my eyes 
i can see that your crazy

Listen on Spotify

Without You w/ TNVR (Prod. TNVR)

produced by @elr_oy

spotify + apple music https://fanlink.to/PARASITE

PARASITE

~2300~

@prodiof

[Chorus]
A locked door won't keep me out
I'll learn your secrets somehow
The light's out and you've gone to sleep
Are you dreaming of him or me
I can't stand not knowing
How long you'll be by my side
Many days every minute wasted
Don't believe it and I can't take it

[Verse]
There's everything but accountability
She's the one that got away 
I'm the one that made her leave
Cause I couldn't stand the sight
Of her lying through her teeth
There was something that I wanted 
But nothing I need

Break the silence
These nights are tireless
Still thinking past tense 
On this stone cold mattress 
And what I want I can't have 
Cause there's too much baggage 
But she's not just average
And I can't move past it

[Chorus]
A locked door won't keep me out
I'll learn your secrets somehow
The light's out and you've gone to sleep
Are you dreaming of him or me
I can't stand not knowing
How long you'll be by my side
Many days every minute wasted
Don't believe it and I can't take it
I can't stand not knowing
How long you'll be by my side
Many days every minute wasted
Don't believe it and I can't take it

I Can't Take It (prod. IOF)

originally by @ericdoa @glasear @vvspipes
full band ladies from the 80s wanna hold hands,,
download it <3

likewise (ericdoa)

Check out the producer:
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/morningm3adow
Traktrain: https://traktrain.com/heycurly
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/morningm3adow/

Lyrics
------------------------------------------------------
Under pressure I can feel it in my bones
I got wrists so icy, I'm so cold
Don't you even try me, you don't know
What I've been through, when you're too deep to cope

When you're under this stress I can feel it in my skull
I've been walking to the light but the light's too dull
Wings all on me from when I fell down above
I've been waitin' for the devil but the devil won't come

I got thoughts in my head that tell me I'm fine
That I'm spinnin' these words into little white lies
And these worries and burdens seem to collide
At the worst fucking time, so no I'm never alright

Stressed out, yeah I'm stressed out, I can't take it anymore 
I don't think they'd even know what I'm feeling
Sink down, yeah I sink down, I could sink into the floor
While you're sayin' in your game I'm the villain
Sit down, yeah I sit tight, when it rains it pours
And this room seems to keep on fillin'
Stay out, better stay out, don't you open the door
I've been locked in here for a minute

Late at night I'm contemplating
Fears in my head keep on waiting
Insomniac but my energy is draining
It's my fault I keep on failing
It's myself I keep on blaming
And the questions I'm still evading
Screamin' out loud if they hear my wailing
That I'm the only person that they should be hating

You would sneak every night through my window
I would get so high off the indo
I would tell you how I'm feelin' when I'm feelin' low
Baby girl you were the only one to ever know
We would cuddle under covers when we're still cold
I think about it to this day when I'm all alone
I even told you back then I didn't wanna go
Baby girl you were the only one to ever know

19 [Prod. Morning Meadow]

Lyrics:
shawty on the down low, tryna get that good snow
hangin round the crib, she could puff and watch that cloud go
sayin that she bad tho, know the truth it's all show
hand up on my chest, feel my heart, but its ice cold

you could see the bank roll, know it take a big toll
got me feelin down low, i could feel it in my soul
got my heart that you stole, i already knew though
keep it to myself, cause you know i got a new goal

keep my pride, when a bitch want ride
only be my side, cause my main gon cry
had to coast the tide, when my heart denied
why got three hoes, cause im dead inside

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
she could tie my hands keep me lock while we chillin
i could flip it turn around and she wait till i drill it
got a stone cold knife in my back i can feel it

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
but i been down low feelin dead but im livin
she could take my soul but it been unforgiven
uh, bitch what's new been like this since the beginning

Save Me

Thehighwaystory