How do I put this in words you’ll understand 
You dragged me through dirt called me a whore left me there 
You threatened to hit me if I did something wrong  
You like to play god but you’re a punisher 
Just sit in your bed, swallow regret after crying during sex and I’m begging please just don’t break me down more 
I’m not someone you can just dispose of
I’m someone that you said that you loved 
Snowdrops won’t lift any of my sadness
My minds rotting from what you said 
All those words they repeat in my head 
And I’m the killing the child in myself 
So if I’m just a heartless whore 
Then why did you stick it out with me?

snowdrops (snippet)

nickateeen