have to be more constant





time passing by
no one knows where the fuck i am
i thought there was something waiting to show 
but i've been here too long and they're gone 

Failed, used, some love
by myself, we end like this
Not our fault at all
Loneliness mixed the fear 

Little good things to keep
I hope you did the same to me
My best self really decided you here
But i think we're the enemy. 

Yeah, the head hurts
but i hurted us more
potential it's falling in road
now we feel the same again 
Diving where i thought i'll never be
Getting under the chemical feel
Fighting something that i'll don't win
And my soul is deaf 

Someway i'll feel great and i'll get the enough knowledge
to destroy your life, to enjoy my pain
Someday the spirit will be free, in any way i'll be
the one who know's how to proceed 

the weight of my mistakes
i listen everyday to them
I don't know how to shut them off
Do i know how to deserve? 

do my thoughts matter there?
and it's surely my fault
I'm angry with all my self
I don't know how to make it stop


Bad under Function

Ardadi