~Baby Bugs~

sad $hit

Bowie 🖤🤍

I wish play jump rope with my organs! 😋

music > therapy ★ part 2

scrub away my blood

Misery Meat

You Stupid Bitch

I'll Call You Mine

This is available on all platforms. 
Little Jars of Blood is the title track to my EP coming on May 27th ❤️

Lyrics:
It’s not easy being me
A vampire no one wants to see
The witching hour strikes 
Your tired of these long nights
I’m sorry let me bow and make it up to you

Cuz your skin makes me melt 
So I might have to take it
Let me pull apart your arms and legs
And hide you in my basement
When delusion overwhelms me
With the skeletons in your closet
I’ll bury all that I have of you so that 
No one else can find it

Tasting blood on my finger tips
Not healthy how much I am used to this
I want to break my legs
So that you can take care of me instead
And I can never run away because god I want to stay with you 

I can kiss your lips
When your still and unconscious 
I’ll keep your blood in little jars
And hang them from a necklace 
Though delusion overwhelms me
I know that now I’ve got Is
I buried all that I had of you
And I’ll die right beside it

Little Jars of Blood

Who else had nights like this?

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Bedroom Ceiling

♡ The Masochism Tango (Orchestrated Version)♡

Hey Bunny - Remix

I was just a kid but I learned much too fast  
Found the internet way too young a scar that would last 
And you know that I hate thinking someone else did this to me
But I had all the resources because of your enabling
And sometimes I wonder if I didn’t hurt so bad 
Would I have been more lovable to my mom and my dad 
And if I went back in time to see six year old me
Id say this shit does not get better this is who you’re meant to be and

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending that you love me
And I’ll believe you although you never show it to me

“Wow you’re such a quiet kid” they all would say to me
Don’t call me an old soul when I’m just unhappy 
You treated me like an adult when I was still so young
 You ask what you did wrong but you fucking knew it all along
I know that I was difficult or I knew that’s how you felt
I was told that I was selfish when I needed fucking help 
I remember when I lied to you I ran away and hid
You didn’t have to hurt me I was just a little kid
I was just a little kid 
I am still a little kid 

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending you love me
And I’ll believe you, I’ll believe you 

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending you love me
I’ll believe you but you’ll never show it to me

Pretend You Love Me

We Go Up

We Go Up (Extended) [feat. Fivio Foreign]

Drown Me!

Autotheist

Last Resort

Last Resort (Reimagined)

Villainous Thing

Acoustic Originals

Broken (Acoustic Originals)

Someday Soon

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Lofi version of "Don't Know Why" by Norah Jones

I waited til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand

Out across the endless sea
I will die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road alone

Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum

I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

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don't know why ~ lofi

Raincloud

My Pastor

fergalicous x liquorice - fergie x azealia banks sped up "fergalicous de-"

Wanna Be

Wanna Be (Remix)

TGIF

Hotel Diablo: Floor 13 Edition

I Think I'm OKAY (Sad Version)

Baby, Baby Ft. Solya

You Can’t Hide

𝘞𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘶𝘯 // 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘱 - 𝘊𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘨𝘰