Waiting To Be Weightless

Sticks And Stones And Bones

"what it feels like to have an eating disorder" (not my song)

control - jessie bootle (ED song)

Dying to Be Thin (No Frills Twins)

eye to eye by nardine sanderson.wav

Strong Need

[Verse]
Tryin' not to call you
When I need you (need you)
A love without abandon
A double standard
What do you know
Where do you go
How do you know

[Prechorus]
I could really use some help now
Somebody I could tell how
To my health
I'm a hazard
Do you even matter

[Chorus]
When I need you
When I need you
When I need you
When I need you

[Verse 2]
Somewhere in the distance
I know you'll listen
I know you listen
A family tradition
A superstition
An old condition

[Prechorus]
I could really use some help now
Somebody I could tell how
To my health
I'm a hazard
Do you even matter

[Chorus]
When I need you
When I need you
When I need you
When I need you

[Chorus]
When I need you
When I need you
When I need you
When I need you

Strong Need

Eating disorder

Sugar & Ice is a song about anorexia nervosa, designed to portray the anorexic voice and its methods of manipulation; the voice will be sweet and kind if the sufferer obeys, but if not, it will be cruel and punishing.

Sugar & Ice

birthday cake by Alex Carroll 
lyrics

V1
I'm sure I used to like birthday cake
and going out at half past two
now I don't know where all my friends have gone
was I supposed to tend to them too

Chorus
and oh I should've stayed at home tonight
cause that's what I've been built to do
and I know the doctors said that I should try
but mum can you pick me up soon

V2
now my best friend is diet lemonade
and crying on the kitchen floor
mum can you tell them we've got plans that day
cause I'm not sure that I can say no anymore

Chorus

Bridge
before I 
lose my mind
another night I'd like to tear into my thighs
oh why 
could the people in my head 
could you please just go to bed
no I can't take it anymore

Chorus

V3
I'm sure I used to like birthday cake
now it just tastes like giving up
I still don't know where all my friends have gone
but what would I give to be enough

birthday cake

If only I could love you enough
To give you what you need
If only I could be for you
The hand that feeds
'Cause I know you can only starve so much
'Til you like how it feels
Sitting on a throne of bones, staring at that cold meal

It's not your body that I love, but it's the shell you're inside of
And you're killing it, you're killing the only piece of you I can touch
It's not your body that I need, but that's what sleeps next to me
And you're killing it, you're killing it, you're killing it
Please eat

If only I could make you believe you deserve everything
Every spoon and bite, anything
You want to eat
'Cause I know you can only starve so much before you'll die
There's parts of you already gone I can never revive

It's not your body that I love, but it's the shell you're inside of
And you're killing it, you're killing the only piece of you I can touch
It's not your body that I need, but that's what sleeps next to me
And you're killing it, you're killing it, you're killing it
Please eat

Please Eat (Slowed)

Please Eat (slowed + echoes)

lbs - kat mokriy

☁️🕊🏹i live for you, i long for you olivia🏹🕊☁️

lbs - kat mokriy

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