CARIOWW - Feelin Like A Pop Star Prod.Killrichy

kaishino! - like that

Disaster (Prod. @rodmadeit_ x @ace4ourig x @rip.warheart)

GT4 @prod.stanthekid

Xoxo (Sped Up)

needles

tell me why that lately its been such a bother
and i cant get a grip and my mind tends to wander
im waking up in sweaty nightmares, getting stronger 
i only ask for you to help not make this harder

 i put my trust inside the outcome
theres so many different things that i cant outrun 
a helping hands a lot to ask when you dont got one
the only help ill get is shots from my own handgun
and ive been checking into late motels 
and ive been wasting money on the wishing well
i miss the family that cared for me 
but ill never tell cause
everyones been dead to me 
im here by myself

tell me why that lately its been such a bother
and i cant get a grip and my mind tends to wander
im waking up in sweaty nightmares, getting stronger 
i only ask for you to help not make this harder
i cant believe a word they say to me
like how can i just ask for help when youre the ones who made me leave
i hate the way its ravaged me and keeps on damaging
anxiety, depression i just end up panicking

you could tell me life gets better but i wont believe it
its really hell when you turn blind and still get forced to see it
its fake intentions with a deeper meanin 
with every breath i hear the fighting cant control the screamin
and i thought that i had more than this
crying eyes with the blood in my fist
never meant for things to get this bad
i hate reality and getting the jist

tell me why that lately its been such a bother
and i cant get a grip and my mind tends to wander
im waking up in sweaty nightmares, getting stronger 
i only ask for you to help not make this harder
i cant believe a word they say to me
like how can i just ask for help when youre the ones who made me leave
i hate the way its ravaged me and keeps on damaging
anxiety, depression i just end up panicking

late motels (drma + 80root)

Blame On Me

By Myself

Feels Like (Prod. Sky)

I'm living on borrowed time
Like none of this was ever really mine
I'm waiting for you to wake up and see
That I'm not what you need, that you're too good for me
I'm living on borrowed time
Can't shake this feeling that I'm out of line
Like I'm just filling space until you find
Someone better, and I'm left behind
On borrowed time

Borrowed Time

Blame On Me

Jacob Clark