We back..?

such a problem

 whyd u have to treat me like hurting me was such a normal thing
crashing out, im so mad, might even rip out all my teeth
(*boooooom* aww look, iris tried making another shitty song)
whyd u have to treat me like hurting me was such a normal thing
crashing out, im so mad, might even rip out all my teeth
the usual the usual thats all u say it was
the usual the usual all of this hurts my dear
dk how much more i could take i dont even wanna be here
cut my wrist some more, theres blood on my tee, whyd u make me do this
ur names forever in my arm, istg i hate this bitch
the usual the usual thats all u said it was
the usual the usual i might go grab a gun
lodge a bullet in my brain girl i dont wanna play no more
im so sick of giving my life up to such a stupid whore
so get out of here, get out my house, n make sure to close the door
u beat me down w whips n chains, u broke my fucking core
the usual the usual thats what u swear it is
the usual the usual im only js a kid
its the usual the usual i dont wanna feel like this
everyday i woke up, texted u, i always felt like shit
took almost a couple years to realize this aint what normal is
god i hate that bitch whyd she have to lie to me for so long
now on the verge of tears, im sitting here recording a shitty song
this the last youll hear from me, tmr stg im gone
the usual the usual thats what u swore it was
the usual the usual no u didnt gaf
(im not fucking leaving u im not giving up on u, thats not me, im never gonna leave u)

the usual

theirthoughts

(ur so goddamn wretched)
baby close that door i dont want u to see me like this
idk how i could ever trust u girl u were so heartless!!
now idk what i should do
feel that pain inside my chest whenever i go think bout u
ate 1000 pills for breakfast now my face starts turnin blue
u tell me that u care for me but look what u js made me do
nobodys here im all by myself
everybodys gone
u made me hate myself i'll take my life by dawn
im all alone
im here alone, baby cant u help
god im such a loser, cant even tie the noose by myself
i'll js sit in silence, thats the only thing that truly helps
know im cryin n im screamin but u say u cant hear my yells
no u say u cant hear my yells
all i wanted was some help
guess thats too much to ask for i'll figure it out by myself

home alone

Lyrics:

sometimes i wish i’d rot away
without reason or a cause
didn’t ever think i’d see your face
now the writings on the walls

cause i feel so damn overlooked
and i fear i don’t belong
so fucking misunderstood

oh i feel like a fool
(i feel like a fool)
i’m stuck in the corner
with no one to hold me up
i feel like a ghost
fade away but i’m lonely still

i hope you’re attached
i can’t tell what is real
i’m under attack
i don’t know how to feel

lucille - ghost/fool (snippet)

Decay

fully prod me :) ily all

if i had one week id give it to you
cause if im bein honest baby
i got nothing to lose
and all these drugs i take 
are getting harder to use
and if i lost my self
it prolly be cause of you

im boutta jump off fallin right into my death
but like it doesnt even matter if i hold my breath
cause baby its been a couple years since ive held my head
and i havent been the same ever since u left

cause ima loser
damn
hate the fact i even fuckin knew her
ima cry up on the net on my computer
go on twitter just to rant abt a user
i said i knew her

and if 10 pills popped
wont leave me dead
il put a bullet right into my fuckin head
cause the agony and jelousy just gives me dread
to the point i cant even seem to leave my bed

i got one year left of human tourute
the people and the noise all form a order
and i cant eat i think i got a disorder
the shit ive seen last week is horror

ive seen ghost inside my room
and they tell me what do 
if it helps il that noose
like whatever gets thes views

i mean il go and pay the cost
if it means i see the lost
and all my feelings getting tossed
are for the best im gettin soft
LIKE FUCK

cause ima loser
damn
hate the fact i even fuckin knew her
ima cry up on the net on my computer
go on twitter just to rant abt a user
i said i knew her

and if 10 pills popped
wont leave me dead
il put a bullet right into my fuckin head
cause the agony and jelousy just gives me dread
to the point i cant even seem to leave my bed

bed (prod me)

When u dont come around [prod me]

love to block
when you're calling

kill the love i had for you
let you split my heart in two
(and i been broken)
i don't know what to do

it's a constant gnaw on your mind
know your lust can't tame my heart

we're you asking to tear up my flaws?
was i not enough for you?

i let you spit on my carcass
i wanne defile your lungs till your coughing 
up all your problems
and don't try to solve em

cause i seen the fire, turn flames,
and you burnt your only love...

When u dont come around [prod me]

8guitarz

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