barry

#bastard#bastard#bastard#bastard#bastard#bastard

ive been feeling so sick
and you dont seem to notice, darlin
whats it gonna take to see me
you got me on a goose chase
cause i miss being where you lay
a reminder every sunday
need to tell me of theres some way
that you can finally
open up your heart
cause im stuck being invisible, its hard
and im one more shot from putting up the white flag
cause i just want my life back
before you

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prod c world

#yearn

24/4/2025

i been wishing for some peace
take your time girl
but im in a hurry
(girl i need u bad)

i been wishing for your love
i made three whole songs bout you (bout you woah)
you got me crazy over you

girl i need you here woah

we're just friends guess i gotta deal with all this hurt
girl you know that ill be there at your word
you could find another man at your best but no one's gon be there at your worst
but you know that im here

id trade all my time on this earth for a minute with you
make all the money on earth if i could spend it on you
girl i need you bad!

#yearn

@1sickboi

i don't think you told me if you were even sorry
why'd you let me OD off those drugs at that party?
it's killing me slowly
don't know how it started
i wish i had knowledge
of how you could be heartless
i needed your shoulder
but you only got colder
i'll try to get over it
but only once i'm sober
been looking for closure
all the secrets i told her
i'm living a nightmare, it's not even october

needa know what i'm doing?
losing track of me and where i'm moving
hold each other watching horror movies
yeah i miss but won't get into it
why you needa know what i'm doing?
can't keep track of where I've been moving
feels like your trust i been losing
but i know my faith is gonna get me through it

go stream!

horror movies

 whyd u have to treat me like hurting me was such a normal thing
crashing out, im so mad, might even rip out all my teeth
(*boooooom* aww look, iris tried making another shitty song)
whyd u have to treat me like hurting me was such a normal thing
crashing out, im so mad, might even rip out all my teeth
the usual the usual thats all u say it was
the usual the usual all of this hurts my dear
dk how much more i could take i dont even wanna be here
cut my wrist some more, theres blood on my tee, whyd u make me do this
ur names forever in my arm, istg i hate this bitch
the usual the usual thats all u said it was
the usual the usual i might go grab a gun
lodge a bullet in my brain girl i dont wanna play no more
im so sick of giving my life up to such a stupid whore
so get out of here, get out my house, n make sure to close the door
u beat me down w whips n chains, u broke my fucking core
the usual the usual thats what u swear it is
the usual the usual im only js a kid
its the usual the usual i dont wanna feel like this
everyday i woke up, texted u, i always felt like shit
took almost a couple years to realize this aint what normal is
god i hate that bitch whyd she have to lie to me for so long
now on the verge of tears, im sitting here recording a shitty song
this the last youll hear from me, tmr stg im gone
the usual the usual thats what u swore it was
the usual the usual no u didnt gaf
(im not fucking leaving u im not giving up on u, thats not me, im never gonna leave u)

the usual

6/5/2025

lets talk it out
im stuck in a spiral i cant get out
used to love your affection i hate it now
your words in my head make me scream out loud

ooh girl u got me wishing
stuck in my head i need an intermision
stuck in my head ooh girl u got me wishing

these voices in my head
dk where i can go
your love cant reach me here
might as well just write a note
girl send a letter to me
murder only thing she wrote
this paper scorching me
its burning to my soul

i come up with so many excuses but im running out
i hate your writing on that paper
ill just rub it out
i hate this shit so gdamn much
{yuck}

When u dont come around [prod me]

8guitarz