Ya I fucking hat3 my self & I don’t evr care at all
But I realy miss u lik the nights whn I’m on adorall
Locked inside my head Im feelin useless with my iPhone out  
I dnt understand these stupid feelings that I’m all about 
Ok I lost my phone 1 time and I went fucking crazyyyy 
I luv wearing headphones in place that doesn’t faze me 
I hate everyone that ever cared and ever gave me time 
Stupid little mean and angry thoughts inside my stupid mind :/ 

Wearing really big jeans out in public cuz I’m like super cool
I just lied I’m useless and stupid and get used like a tool 
I don’t get why I feel like everyone fucking hates me 
I just wake up planning lies I do this on the daily

digital watch :887

f*** thi is so dumb 

break every bone in my body 
I need a zombie
was this this everything u asked for
get me off the dance floor 
everyone is dead 
never care bout what's in debt 
everything I fill with led
please don't leave me in my bed
I need to turn it down, can't wait till my body found 
these speakers 90 pounds, everything is super loud 

like tmz 
everything is make believe 
back but won't give you the key 
you can try so I can leave 
I Gata up the bass 
leave my blood around the place 
stuck inside a mental cage 
you can run but I will chase 

nightmares, everything I wanted was like right there 
it was not fair hit me with a blank stare 
I mean its over 
everything I wanted had to burn it up 
I jus b str8 fitted up
going till its not enough

going 2 the club now 
I need to calm down 
everything is perfect 
love how your screams sound
so I just walked in 
and then got kicked out 
ive bin in the darkness 
had to get a way out 

on the ground floor crying till I'm not bored 
not a monster hiding in the corner 
in the darkness had to find my way out 
wanna trust u that's something I can't allow

(see my problem is I have no idea wha I'm doing like what even is mixing)

spotify

Super-Loud

spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/0PQj0WPPvQSAUaYu7J3f1u?si=vLD1Q8DzTmSzDAqhNDi-9w&pi=u-WibtXxTRRHyT

2504 + Scratchy - Live Leak (pearlblade)

i love a CA$HCOW
i can make it rain dummy
make him get on all fours
while he calls me his mommy
i love a man who whimpers 
ya it sounds so funny
use him as a foot rest 
while im makin my money

ya ima rare bitch
it cant get any clearer
ya you know ima teach him like a teacher
if you want some meet me underneath the bleachers 
i only want him if he gon preach her 
like a preacher

he wears a tight shirt
i think its my shirt
he waiting for me 
like the 15th or the 1st 
he pretty like griffith 
he make me go bezerk
i feel like lilith
the first bad bitch of the earth

i put him to work and
im his pretty curse
im his highchew
hes my starburst 
im his doctor
he can be my nurse
sometimes he wears jeans
then sometimes wears a skirt

CA$HCOW

(you don’t know 
where i’ve been)

where do i even start 
from the bottom of my heart 
you don’t know whats on my mind 
cause im more than meets the eye 
so at ease youre next to me
you know youre my remedy
got me down on my knees 
im begging baby please 

facetime me baby
you know that i miss you 
if you we’re here you know i would kiss you
if only you could see you from my point of view 
not gonna lie i’ve been feeling blue 

you don’t know where i’ve been 
you don’t know where ive been 
you don’t know where i’ve been 

i’ve walked through hell and back 
only just a million times 
i see their guilt 
ya i seen it from my third eye
when they had their chance
how come they never asked why 
i guess it’s probably cuz they maybe never realized 
typically i’m not what what they idealized 
i come back stronger
but promise it’s left me paralyzed 
you don’t know where ive been 
you don’t know where ive been

WHERE I’VE BEEN

prod wink

wait for me
hang on
to you
everything we do
it’s true
do you think of me 2
wait a sec
what’s up with u
girl i wnna know yeah
do u feel it 2

i know im the worst for you
my bad
but girl you gotta chose
know u don’t wnna
am i the 4 you
come a lil closer

we can leave this place girl
we don’t gotta go back ;/
just say what u wanna say 2 me
u ain’t gotta hold back
i’m in the city tonite
waiting for you 2 call
so tell me what u wanna say

my bad

digital

kiss

YA (ft. fukktruce)

i'm still getting high and i'm still alone

lost in the smoke (prod. silver)

DIRTY WATER (EVNGL$T MIX)

you’re never alone.
⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋🎧ྀི
based in TX & LA
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WHERE I’VE BEEN

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