* 
sweet dreaming
split my head up at the seams and 
left me empty burnt and bleeding but 
won't find me fucking kneeling.
need to find a way to feed him,
feed to hide away the need and seek the freedom in my demons,

rest in peace to all my feelings.
peace in rest is just as fleeting as the beating in my chest. 
left for dead by those creatures in my head,
imprinted on my features when i fled.
heard a voice in the void but i ain't scared.

said i'm not scared it's just me myself and I and I know them very well.

i'm not scared. 

said I ain't scared it's just me myself and I know them very well.

so i've never really fell for these heavens and hells,
the beast within the beauty that's the relevant tale,
young developing male
i'm fed up with these women tryna 
get up in my head and then fail.
instead i'll hit the bed and then bail

and when i rise from the depths you can find me in that 
space between breaths.
I let it loose with all the rest 
in no mood to protest 
fucking student of death.
*
resurrected from the edge from the brink
see these scriptures in indelible ink
whenever i blink, whenever i blink
printed on the retinas whatever i think it's never in sync.

but best believe the words if you want to be free from the herd
if you want to be seen then you want to be heard 
if you want to be seen then you want to be heard.

[[mixed, mastered, performed, produced, written and conceptualised by ✨bokeejo✨]]

sweet dreams // LIGHTMARES

bokeejo