a song for the best of friends, together by and by

dandelion

for you

im just really fucking sad atm HAHA im muttering sry :/
track: lofi x frank ocean type beat - tired......... yusei

lyrics:
maybe if you had just forgot about me
everything would of been okay someday

i cant keep doing this without you
i cant keep this going, 
how am i suppose to?

acting like i know you
is something that wasn't really new
it's at a point were i don't even know
how you feel
what you need
i do know one thing and it isn't me, baby

i just want to see you
i just want to feel you
next to me

seeing your tear stained face
is something i never wanted to see caused by me

baby, i'm so sorry.
i never meant to hurt you
please oh please forgive me for what i say

my feelings came out
and i know its not okay
but somedays the rain never goes away
but in the grey, you are my light
take me away

any day now, you and me. take me away.

someday. prod. yusei

people with brown eyes hurt me and love me i guess. 
track: romance is garbage ....... datboiDJ

lyrics:
brown eyes, the color of dirt
soft pale skin, oh how it hurt
when you never kissed me
how you didn’t even miss me

brown eyes, whats my worth?
you picked my flower from the earth
I never felt more used
is this what they call abused?

brown eyes, listen here
I want to make this crystal clear
everything was said and done
we both have someone

and now its time to say goodbye
brown eyes I hope you stay kind.

brown eyes, you look at me
and I see a world worth living
brown eyes, you hold me close
don’t let go

brown eyes, am I yours?
are you ready for whats in store?
im a mess for you
can you, can you fix me again?

and now its time to say goodbye
brown eyes, please stay mine

brown eyes since birth
I thought I knew my own worth
oh how it hurt, when I was alone
a brown eyed girl with a beautiful home
no father to match her eyes
contacts of blue for a disguise
it never fooled anyone the wise

brown eyes find your time

browneyes

original track by gabu. (https://soundcloud.com/yvnggabu)

[LYRICS]
I don’t wanna feel the pain of the rain
I got these blisters on my heart, but I can’t even complain
Just wishin’ for a break every little while
All that courage is still worth it if I get to see that smile
See, I do what I do for you
Do what I do for me
Issa win-win life 
Easy to believe
That my thin, thin mind
Could expand with time
Last summer my soul met with space and, the stars, they all aligned
Thinkin’ that I feel just fine

Sayin’ I’m a cracker
But I know I’m so much more
Loyalty is building me
All the way down to my core
Dedication is the focus 
Every ankle-breaking day
Suffering is life
But I keep on pushin’ anyways
Sayin’ “Clover’s all confusing”
Nah, it’s just confucian
With my mind up guidin’ me
See morality’s solution
My soul shines in dim
Shining down this darkened path
If you dare to mess with me
Then you’ll fear to face my wrath (okay)

See a real simple thing 
In small simple pleasures
Talkin’ ‘bout the dreading future
When we should enjoy the weather
Not a care about my layers when the air is colder
Heavy weight up on my shoulders
Livin’ life up now without a fear o’ gettin’ older like

Light the smiles of everyone you meet
But cant you see
We’ve met before
Reincarnation
Into damnation

Wake up every time I’m feelin’ tired
Oxymoron, I’ve desired
Parallel with Samuel Squires
Sometimes you reflect the lives of someone else
Disregarding that they’re higher up inside o’ hell
And I’m drowning
Haven’t found it
I can’t give a single fuck 
Lightning comeback 
Thunderstruck
PTD
This ain’t fun
END
I haven’t won
With a wonder
With this thunder
Will I keep on falling under?
Writing rap
Phobic fear
One-hit wonder
Will I suffer?

blisters (prod. gabu)

[LYRICS]
I’m so lost
And I’m confused
And I don’t what I’m to do
When I’ve got
Trust issues
I still love you
Things are hard
And things are scary
Turns all joy into wary 
And I still worry
About losing you too

Can we just talk about the things that bother us?
Without a sense of loss or lost in trust?
It’s worth it to give a shot I think because  

Please just understand that I've been going through some junk
And see I know that you have too
I’m still escaping all that funk
Inside eternal constant fear
Of dying dead
Just all alone
I got no loved ones sitting near
Inside my funeral home
Yet before I’m deep down buried
I can bury all my faults
And stop the flaws within the fate
And end the breakups they all cause
It’s not you who fucked up
My emotion throw up
See I’m puttin’ it all on you 
with my defected fucked gut
And I’m sorry

trust issues

bury a friend

an acoustic raw cut of "she" by Claire DeJean

she

she who loves flowers & gazing at stars
she who once loved you before you broke her heart
she dances in the rain
she forgets everything
but she can’t forget you

she's the best movie you've ever seen
cause she takes your nightmares turns them into dreams
you get so lost in
fighting your demons
she can’t be loved by you

when your head is a mess
you forgot how to feel
she's there holding your hand, holding your heart
reminding you what's real
cause you'd fall apart without her
couldn't live without her
and she cant be loved by you

she who is kinder than moon is to sea
she who is stronger than you'll ever be
she who takes bullets
you still don't notice
that she can’t be loved by you

when your head is a mess
you forgot how to feel
she's there holding your hand holding your heart
reminding you what's real
cause you'd fall apart without her
couldn't live without her
and she can’t be loved by you
she can’t be loved by you

♡

dandelion

chloe villegas