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Lose Myself [feat. Budro](prod. splashgvng)

artwork @astrosux
Spotify pre-save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/problems-in-my-head-
Lyrics:
it was a long time ago that
i used to believe
in something bigger than myself
but this world is hell
and we all need, somebody else

got a lotta problems inside my head
never know how to fix them
so i lay in bed instead 
try to see the light at the end
but i just see red

and i been thinkin maybe i would be better off 
dead x3

and i think i saw you in a dream
you were doing better than me
and i think i saw your new man on instagram
how cute is he?

and i hope that you're so happy together
happiness comes a the cost of someone elses
we all know how that works
how that works !

problems in my head ! [+yungspoiler]

But I get tired of flashing lights, I wanna hear your voice again
But maybe one day you'll come back to me and we can play pretend
I promise I'll be fine. I know we haven't spoken since I left
But I'll see you when I see you, darling this is not the end

Oh no
I don't wanna go home
I love you and I don't know
How I'm supposed to let go
I knew that from the start, though
Everything you told me
I know it's been hard for you
Know you're feeling lonely
I heard you got a new one
Love him like you loved me
Since you left I've got so ugly
You're still lovely
Tell that boy he's lucky
But I been going up, I'll be fine
Just trust me

I'm homesick, love you gave me high high hopes
Dopesick, I been walking on a tightrope
Ask me if I'm alright, I don't know
I just wanna hold you close

Oh no
I don't wanna go home
I love you and I don't know
How I'm supposed to let go
I knew that from the start, though
Everything you told me
I know it's been hard for you
Know you're feeling lonely
I heard you got a new one
Love him like you loved me
Since you left I've got so ugly
You're still lovely
Tell that boy he's lucky
But I been going up, I'll be fine
Just trust me

TRUST ME

sewerperson - goofyyy (slowed)

Lyrics:

I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory
I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory

Always stuck under these rain clouds 
Can’t escape I can only soak the pain now 
Thoughts inside getting too loud 
Gotta maintain till my soul slowly fades out 

I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory
I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory

desultory (nxname)

Deltetions

lyrics 

scars come forth
the sacrifice to hide what’s more
it’ll heal in time 
but what’s behind is all stored

everything kept in tact but when i bleed it’s a worry
people pretend but to those distressed i’m so sorry
but change is good, just don’t change the story
the gates will flood 
u need the hurry

i saw the gates 
i turned away
i saw the light
or guess i was led astray

i saw my fate
i cant be saved
peace during night
and pressured days

sometimes u jus gotta face it
and stop drifting by so complacent
the world can’t hurt u if there’s nothing satisfactory, so fake it

the worst you’ll do is hate it
so play it the safest 
care bout’ what people think of u so much 
till u can’t take it
any moreeee
take it any moreeee

scars come forth
the sacrifice to hide what’s more
it’ll heal in time 
but what’s behind is all stored

everything kept in tact but when i bleed it’s a worry
people pretend but to those distressed i’m so sorry
but change is good, just don’t change the story
the gates will flood 
u need the hurry

i saw my fate
cant be saved
peace during night
and pressured days

flooded gates

flooded gates (flesh)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5oodSx1VXqSffLSCqiUkKq?si=111860bd32f647ee

prod moneo
mix/master @vito2300 <3

really excited to have vito on this one, hope yall enjoy it :)

lyrics:
a ghost in a crowded room
doesnt like the attention
your death still haunts me too
is that even worth a mention 
if i keep on this path of abuse
maybe ill see you real soon
but what kind of ghost are you
maybe its not so frightening

like the spiders web
that catches the fly
in the same way that earth
takes back what dies

it got way too loud
oh dont make a sound
it got way too frightening
ill leave it behind me

(vito)
your eyes, melt mine
like cheap silverware
your cries, in the night
echo through the air
so keep holding out
to bear the weight all on your own
is not easy
ill be there every time you call
if you need me
ill keep you safe from me
as long as im breathing

do you believe in ghosts (w/ vito)

out on on plats !!!

lyrics--
bitch I got red eyes like im going blind
shawty up, she gon hit my line
I dont care she want dynamite
light it up like we die tonight
dead bodies like a homicide 
got 2 doors like a suicide
this shit like u and I
this shit like u and I

I dont rlly wnna talk thats why all these bitches pull up to the spot lets get it
I dont rlly wnna talk thats why all these bitches pull up on the block lets get it
tongue right on my glock
and she like baby can I watch
I can't fucking stop
even if I rlly want

I waited for her phone call even though she aint go call
and I waisted my time yeah I know
when she come around baby I just need more
can't expect too much from a whore
so when you come in leave ya feels at the door

U and I (feat. STIXX)

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H8 Lyrics:

You can just h8 on me I really love it
I’m at the top so I’m stayin above it
They talked a lot now they all gotta shove it
Hittin that ass from the back And she love it
Tell me she doesn’t 
I became something I wasn’t
Made myself rich Got the Internet buzzin
I knew that I‘d be a Star 
when everyone said that I wasn’t 

Look at me shine Look at me flex
Look at the way that I pound on my chest
Look at the way that she touchin her breast
She only doin it cuz Im the best
Im finna ruin it if it’s a test
I was thru wit it I left my ex
Workin so hard that I hardly rest
spend a whole check and that’s on my set Yea 

Don’t think that I’ll ever forget
The ones who were in my corner
And the ones who were after my neck
Even tho I left I still adore her


You can keep saying 
that you didn’t mean it
But I know you mad 
that I signed an agreement
That shit was so crazy 
man you shoulda seen it
Now I got that cash 
on demand when I need it
And back when you all
said you didn’t believe it
You gave me opinions
I told ya to keep it
I had my own vision 
i always could see it
I made the decision 
To do more than dream it

Read it and weep i just played me straight
It’s actually sad to me how much you h8
Instead of ur words youd be eatin a plate
My table reserved for the real not the fake
I’m skinny right now but I’m movin dat weight
Beginning was hard but I never did break
I really can’t tell you how much I make
I really don’t know how much more u can take

Don’t think that I’ll ever forget
The real ones who stuck by my side 
and the ones who said they were my set
Then talked behind my back after saying goodbye

I stay on my grind everyday I be juggin 
I hustle no matter what
Im thankful I made it from nothin to something
While haters been too busy stuck
I made all my moves never put it on cruise
Now I’m up in a foreign truck
I leveled my head despite all that they said
And now I couldn’t give a fuck

You can still h8 on me u won’t feel better
I know what you thinkin right down to the letter
I hear that you talkin and makin them gestures
But h8 and success really don’t go together
this is my fate I can handle the pressure
I dug in my heels and I braced for the weather 
I still don’t get what y’all tryna measure
I guess h8 is just easier than just doing it better


Most people don’t make the cut
 you never know when the timing is right 


is juggin no matter the
Read it and weep aBelieve it no cappin I actually made it
I know how it happened

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