produced by https://soundcloud.com/fkwt27 

lyrics:
I saw it coming 
was already running 
anticipated the heartbreak
that's why I make my legs shake 
I'm too afraid to take 
that blade to my wrists 
I don't want scars 
don't wanna remember this
starving myself cuz I can't eat 
anxiety it makes me weak 
I feel nausea I feel weak 
I don't wanna live like this 
why can't I just call it quits 
you and me are not the same 
I'll always just take the blame
fuck you for the words you say 
you make me feel guilty 
for living every day 
I'm sorry that I let you down 
I see it in your frown 
And I know you're never proud
I would leave this earth 
If I knew it wouldn't
hurt the ones around me 
suicide cross my mind 
but I downplay my issues 
and tell you i'm fine 

I'm fine really you don't have to worry about me, it okay I’ll be okay it’s fine

The saddest part is that I saw it coming 
this isn't new, this is nothing new to me 
I knew you'd tell me you love me 
and I knew you'd leave 
and I knew I would be here feeling empty 
still wondering why I'm not good enough 
to make anyone stick around long enough 
to get to know me
but it's okay I'm fine everything will be okay
I just need a little time

saw it coming (prod.fkwt)

Wrong (Prod Splashgvng & Jessi Swerve)
Key F Major
Bpm 102

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🚫 No samples used
🎸 Guitar by Jessi Swerve & Splashgvng

Wrong

alr (prod. synergy)

my laptop broke and i made cover art of it lol 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/47RzO9mH0VkYHBBK8ROJYX?si=mw9v2Zu5S3Sy03j4PEsgCQ

love, matt;
twitter.com/lovematt
instagram.com/lovematt_

lyrics:
i know it gets cold sometimes 
will i be lost with tired eyes
i really hate the part
where i fall apart
at every single sound
i wish you were around

and i try try to do my best
let it rest guess i insist
got 100 thoughts and they won't quit 
ig its whatever i guess you win

sick sad thoughts and i start to bleed out
break my spine every time i speak up
try not to think about it lately
everything around me fading 

i'm fading, i'm fading, this pressure on me shaking 

and i try try to do my best
let it rest guess i insist
got 100 thoughts and they won't quit 
ig its whatever i guess you win

sick sad thoughts and i start to bleed out
break my spine every time i speak up
try not to think about it lately
everything around me fading

break my spine (prod. love,matt x chris marek)

prod wisssery x yago
https://soundcloud.com/xweepings

TORVA
you just broke my stature
and all the stance i had
when you saw i was hurting
you said it was in my head
and you just broke my heart
and left me out for dead
i cant seem to follow
the path inside my head

yea, n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

WEEPINGS
I've been waiting for you just to call
hard to focus think that I might need some adderall
ever since you left been near psychosis
watch the smoke just fall
hard for me to practice inner locus when I'm at her disposal

I've been staying to myself
patching up my brain
no I don't need no fucking help
calling out your name
I'm at the bottom of the well
wishing you were with me
to save my mental health

TORVA
n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

WEEPINGS
Lost in my mind when the night time hits
it was the wrong time, wrong bitch
said that I'm fine
you know thats not true
I'm done wasting my time
on all her lies
put up my disguise until I feel fine
but dying inside
I can't remember that look in her eyes

said that you love me you don't
hand on my throat
cold as a ghost uh huh
and I know that you've read all I've wrote
you were the parasite, I was your host
x2

torva x weepings - anguish

Cyzun - https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/xSwLb

Hero - https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/yDjWC

Windows Been Open w/ cyzun (prod. Hero)

CASKET

@sinxi
The sound of your voice makes me feel
Nothing in this world ever felt so real
When I'm with you I don't question everyone else's stare
You make me feel like no one else is there

But when you told me
That you were in love with somebody
I was scared to death cause if it’s not me
I won’t know what to do 
The only person I fell for has always been you

It’s always you
Baby, when I’m with you I feel like I’m at home
You’ve got me waiting here by the phone
And I don’t really care if you know, you know yeah
Girl, I think I’m ready for love

Now that I’m honest I want you to know that I want you here
And if you want me to come over I'll drive through my fear
It’s always been unsafe to feel but with you, I know you care
I really want to hold you, but do you want me there? 
If you don’t want me well then I understand
I thought I could love you but I guess I can’t 
If you say you want me then I’ll leave right now
I’ll go back my bags and be there in 6 hours

It’s always you
Baby, when I’m with you I feel like I’m at home
You’ve got me waiting here by the phone
And I don’t really care if you know, you know yeah
Girl, I think I’m ready for love
It’s always you
Baby, when I’m with you I feel like I’m at home
You’ve got me waiting here by the phone
And I don’t really care if you know, you know yeah
Girl, I think I’m ready for love

Past the Stars

It's Always You (Prod. Sinxi)

OTHER PLATFORMS

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Cause maybe, I've been thinkin lately
Too much shit about you, I don't know what I would do
If I lose
Cause baby, I've been thinkin lately
What I'd do without you, I don't know what I would do
If I lose

I can't lose hope
I don't wanna go
Down lonely roads
Take me home
Take me home
I cry when I
Close my beat eyes
Lay by my side
By my side till I die

I say we stray from the stars
Pause play rewind and restart
Please stay I'll give you my heart
Give you my heart X2

I say we stray from the start
You have my hand and my heart
Please stay and never depart
And never Depart

I say we stray baby
Please stay baby
Say you'll stay, never sway
from me

Cause maybe, I've been thinkin lately
Too much shit about you, I don't know what I would do
If I lose
Cause baby, I've been thinkin lately
What I'd do without you, I don't know what I would do
If I lose

I can't lose hope
I don't wanna go
Down lonely roads
Take me home
Take me home
I cry when I
Close my beat eyes
Lay by my side
By my side till I die

Maybe (prod. TREETIME)

F0R3V3R

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