produced by https://soundcloud.com/fkwt27 

lyrics:
I saw it coming 
was already running 
anticipated the heartbreak
that's why I make my legs shake 
I'm too afraid to take 
that blade to my wrists 
I don't want scars 
don't wanna remember this
starving myself cuz I can't eat 
anxiety it makes me weak 
I feel nausea I feel weak 
I don't wanna live like this 
why can't I just call it quits 
you and me are not the same 
I'll always just take the blame
fuck you for the words you say 
you make me feel guilty 
for living every day 
I'm sorry that I let you down 
I see it in your frown 
And I know you're never proud
I would leave this earth 
If I knew it wouldn't
hurt the ones around me 
suicide cross my mind 
but I downplay my issues 
and tell you i'm fine 

I'm fine really you don't have to worry about me, it okay I’ll be okay it’s fine

The saddest part is that I saw it coming 
this isn't new, this is nothing new to me 
I knew you'd tell me you love me 
and I knew you'd leave 
and I knew I would be here feeling empty 
still wondering why I'm not good enough 
to make anyone stick around long enough 
to get to know me
but it's okay I'm fine everything will be okay
I just need a little time

saw it coming (prod.fkwt)

Touch Me Like That (Prod Splashgvng)
Key A Minor
Bpm 155

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🚫 No samples used
🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

Touch Me Like That

alr (prod. synergy)

Cyzun - https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/xSwLb

Hero - https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/yDjWC

Windows Been Open w/ cyzun (prod. Hero)

Track 3

[chorus]
I don't deserve all the things that I wanted
Right from the moment I knew we departed
My vision of you it was skewed it was blotted
wish I could go back before this all started
No blood in my hands, No i will not meet your demands so
shut the fuck up I command did, pass the red cup imma slam this
oh

[verse 1]
I cannot go tonight, I just want to stay at home tonight
baby I know whats right, stay up all night yes i am gonna write
All of my problems, no ones gon solve them
work my way up to these goals then she robs them
like the idea of love just not the whole thing
This where my problems resides where the stem brings
problems all up in my head; rather be dead
body feels numb and it spreads
Coupe with the pain and I know
just have to let go
whats happened can't change; just move forward

[bridge]
Might just go add some more scars tonight
Stabbed in the back not my heart tonight
can't tell the different tween wrong and right
She stepped out my life and left no goodbye

[chorus]
I don't deserve all the things that I wanted
Right from the moment I knew we departed
My vision of you it was skewed it was blotted
wish I could go back before this all started
No blood in my hands, No i will not meet your demands so
shut the fuck up I command did, pass the red cup imma slam this
oh

[verse 2]
I just cry like every night
scream fuck that bitch; I speak in spite
I took my wealth, my life, my pride back
fuck that bitch she'd never write back
fuck that bitch she'd never write back
I can't seem to get my mindset
I can't seem to hold no hands
fuck around I got no plans
She lost her Interest I knew
then lead me for a month maybe two
got me like what the fuck am I gon do
Fuck all this shit let me light a doob

speak in spite [prod. taurs]

icrymyselftosleep

haunted

F0R3V3R

Painless prod. whereisdanny

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Serpentine

Serpentine [Prod. Collins]

Bitch im lookin sexy as fuck
In the Anti Skate
Varial Flip your bitch
Im lookin good in all my AntiSkate
I wont fuck your bitch you gone mess up
All the Antiskate
Nollie all my Noxy
Eatin good in all the AntiSkate

Bitch you just a poser
Posted up at a white girl zumiez
Antiskate crew will not hesitate too
Pull up on you Rip n dip get subdued
Wearing thrasher clothing
Bitch you goofy and its showing
Ditch all that stupid clothing
Antiskate brand exploding bitch

Imma switch the flow up
Like I'm certain death to noxy
I might have to pour up
While this new bitch come and top me
All because this anti skate I can be this cocky
I might overdose on swag
Unless somebody come and stop me

Bitch I'm lookin sexy as fuck
In the Anti Skate
Varial Flip your bitch
Im lookin good in all my AntiSkate
I wont fuck your bitch you gone mess up
All the Antiskate
Nollie all my Noxy
Eatin good in all the AntiSkate

I want it all
No 50 50
Bitch on my balls and she licking like thrifties
Losing my balance Bottle got me tipsy
Clutching the gas as I throttle the six speed
Do a 360 never switch up
She wanna kiss she can suck on my nuts
You throwing up while I'm throwing up ones
I'm raising the Anti while Antiskate up

Cut that bitch off I don't wanna hear
Dick in her jaw then I disappear
She was a flaw I had to cut off
Now look at me floss like I'm at the Doc

Dumb hoe I do not want you
Making a song I'm taunt you
When I'm off the earth I'ma haunt you
Bitch you ugly glad I ain't flaunt you

Bitch I'm lookin sexy as fuck
In the Anti Skate
Varial Flip your bitch
Im lookin good in all my AntiSkate
I wont fuck your bitch you gone mess up
All the Antiskate
Nollie all my Noxy
Eatin good in all the AntiSkate

Bitch im lookin sexy as fuck
In the AntiSkate
Varial Flip your bitch
Im lookin good in all my AntiSkate
I wont fuck your bitch you gone mess up
All the Antiskate
Nollie all my Noxy
Eatin good in all the AntiSkate

Antiskate! ft weepings, retro nicotine, Sleep333, unknxwn

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