prod by me and https://soundcloud.com/jolst
feat: https://soundcloud.com/flowersforyoumusic

youre so cynical (feat. flowers for you)

Bones (jolst)

time goes over and over 
in circles it hurdles me forward towards destiny 
i know 
there’s no where left for me 
everyone’s dead to me 
but i keep chasing 
after 
falling faster 
everythings backwards
everything 
but there’s nothing left you can do now

nothings what it seems 
i been tearing at the seams 
getting lost inside these dreams 
and i know it’s not good for me 
i’m losing sleep
i’m feeling weak 
i’m counting sheep 
it’s like i’m somewhere 
inbetween both 
life and death but
i can see what’s going on 
and i can’t do a thing 
it’s like i’m paralyzed 
staring at the summit i have to climb 
i have to learn how to swallow my pride 
the pressure has me feeling buried alive 

time goes over and over 
in circles it hurdles me forward towards destiny 
i know 
there’s no where left for me 
everyone’s dead to me 
but i keep chasing 
after 
falling faster 
everythings backwards
everything 
but there’s nothing left you can do now

everythings backwards

We can never restart…

Check out notcursed she’s amazing <3

Lyrics:

AutumnIsEnding (Lovell)
I said if you won’t say it then I’ll save you the way
I really think we need space I’ll go back to my place 
You can tell my mom that we’re okay 
In truth we’ll never speak again and I can do it til we’re like that 
You know how much you meant to her 
But you’re both crying as your bags packed 
And oh the impact you leave as you turn for the front door 
And take your ass back home 

We can never restart you’ve already gone 
The bags all packed in the back of the cab 
And you’re not looking back 
And my mom wants to catch you up 
But you’re not slowing down and now 
I gotta pick up all of the pieces 
Of my own heart as well as my moms 
Cus she loved for what and you gave us up
Due to stress related reasons 

AutumnIsEnding (madison)
You know how much she adored you 
She treat you like a daughter too 
The downfall of falling in love too soon
And you let your true colours show 
And it wasn’t a pretty sight 
It’s awful uncalled for 
I fell out of love with your pretty eyes 
Goodbye goodbye goodbye 
I hope you find the right one in time 

Notcursed 
I'm sorry that i made a mess of this 
I thought i’d be back
To pick up the pieces i left in your home
Didn’t want it to end like that
But you’re hard to let go of
And i wish i did it better than this 
I know it’s not a lot for you to ask
I regret all my choices 
And now when i look back
I see i hurt more people that that
I thought i was better than this

Ok abandon us w/notcursed (kingtheta)

no chase (prod. kryptik)

Intuituion

@kvnny @guardinmusic <3

sample: Fantasy by Alina Baraz

oh my god where do i begin. thank you guys so much for all of the support. its changing my life and its all thanks to you guys.  without you i would be nothing. i hope you guys are excited for the tracks that i am releasing in the future. big thanks go out to kenny and guardin. they both fucking killed it on this track and it wouldnt be the same without them. thank you guys for everything <3

Getaway (feat. kenny) [prod. guardin]

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/astrologikalmusic check him out!

fleeting (Prod. astrologikal)

all instruments by me
artwork by @artbyteddye 
mastered by https://soundcloud.com/deloragami

when you wake up
next to him
tell me
how you feel
do your eyes
shut close
when your lips touch
or is it all for real

is he everything you wanted
not a carbon copy of your past
and all the lies you’ve felt
but when i saw you at that show last weekend
you nearly broke right down

i have a list of things i wish i said to you
but you’re gone
and you’re never coming back
and i can only think about
when you kissed me
in the fall
how it meant
nothing at all
how it meant
nothing at all

thinking back to high school hallways
kisses by the lockers
getting drunk
at 12 pm
right before i had a class
and right
after all of that
you gave your heart to someone new
and it made me hate
every song
that we listened to

when you wake up
next to him
tell me
how you feel

dude, dating sucks!

lyrics
-----------------

all that shit that u said
(i let it get to my head)x3

picked myself up
off the floor all over agian
im sick of
waking up with this feelin’ of dread

over & over & over again i
x2

lose myself
abuse myself

over & over again
i stay in my room & push away all my friends
i hate myself
these drugs don’t help
i cant rest
this stress
it eats me alive
it gets hard, to feel whats deep inside
& i’m so numb these days
its alright
its alright its okay
i’ll be fine i guess
drowning in my bed

im so stuck in this grave i’ve dug
will i make it out 
i dont know

(over & over & over again) x2
i’m breaking out
of this worthless town


all that shit that u said
(i let it get to my head)x3

over & over again [prod. klimlords]

Im in the back of the room
Feeling some pain that you only assume
Cause you never take anytime to get through
Just say I'm too much and leave it's nothing new

I'm always left like I'm never right
Left in the dark, where there ain't no light
I never bark, cause I don't bite
Thoughts in my head parasitic like lice

Time never ends but there isnt enough
Said it before but I don't give a fuck
Do it yourself, dont rely on the luck
That shits a lie just like hope is a bluff

Don't tell me a lie and say "This is just life"
Life isnt sweet but mine ain't ever nice
Don't tell me a lie and say "This is just life"
Life isnt sweet but mine ain't ever nice

Got left again, what a surprise
Tell me a lie while you look in my eyes
They always leave without saying goodbye
Cause I never meant anything to their life

It's 2:58 in the day
And these thoughts, still tryna eat me away
And these locks, no key cause I threw 'em away
I'm in shock, cause you let it rain
When I said I was lost

Got left again, what a surprise
Tell me a lie while you look in my eyes
They always leave without saying goodbye
Cause I never meant anything to their life
When I said I was lost

Got left again, what a surprise
Tell me a lie while you look in my eyes
They always leave without saying goodbye
Cause I never meant anything to their life

Unknxwn - Left Me Be | Produced by hateful

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formerly known as iitscxm

Intuituion

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