produced by hiraeth


and the wall still comes down
steady running where we are 
we'll break down
and no one ever wanted her 
we know now
every brick is in our heart 
we fall down

wall (we'll) break down

izalith

guess this is the end (prod. siemspark & drma)

prod raspo
mixed/mastered by getbetter

Lyrics:

rend it apart, i guess we'll move on now
i feel psychosis taking root in the scars you left
open hearts bleed courtesy of the knife 
i see my angel's wings shedding feathers in the moonlit night, okay i'm not alright

i want you to hold me tight

cause the life that i breathe through these chapped lips of mine, 
won't ever be cause enough for me to not lie 
oh and god saw you break my heart again
and i swear to him you wont get away with it
oh i was there when nobody else was, and i saw the darkness in those stale bones

oh it's clear to me, that you'll discard our history
throwing up blood as my esophagus wears down
oh the pills they saved me but the pills they hate me
twice i've met the reaper why wont he take me

you were perfect to me in everything that you do
well then i took the medicine, and i know what you did
baby you twisted my words so you could carve upon my skin
and i hate to admit it but on this liquor i depend
your soul i would defend if you were ever in need

inaction forms these complacent thoughts of mine
vertebrae collapse when i try to carry the weight
my love for you predates the day we met

i relapsed i was jus tryna see you
i ruined my life while tryna wait for you
i wish i could torch the feelings and demolish the view

fuck the excuse its always somethin new
i'm so tired i could go comatose
honestly preferable to tying the noose

cause i just wanna slip away
please don't hear this and tell me i'll be okay

tenseiga_ (raspo)

sewerperson - how it goes  ***snippet remaster***(jabarionthebeat x niko)

embers

Sewer hit us up to hop on the feature, we had to 🤷🏽‍♂️ 
(Jokes but miles chorus is so fire on this) 
Beamcannon scrap

sewerperson - futureeee ft sensei & H1 (prod scottysplash)

Intuituion

Mixed by﹒⪩⪨﹒ stezzyxl﹒⪩⪨﹒
Produced by stezzyxl :333

lyrics:
lights
stab my eyes
sounds
crack my skull

you call it normal 
i call it hell 
mask on tight tight tight tight
locked in my cell

eyes avoid yours 
you call me "distant"
i'm drowning here
in your s-s-s-system


what I wish you knew
makes me who I am 
what I wish you knew 
is that I'm not broken

damn

rules unwritten 
terms unclear clear unclear
you bend them daily
i dis-dis-dis-disappear

"too high functioning"
for your s-s-s-support
"too different" still
for your sort-sort-sort-sort

he constant decoder-coder-decoder
of your strange, strange, strange ways
i'm the anthropologist-gist-gist
of everyday, day, day

what I wish you knew
makes me who I am 
what I wish you knew 
is that I'm not broken

damn

system rigged against, against, against
different minds
calling me broken, broken
while you stay blind

tasks pile up, up, up, up
simple to you, you, you, you
mountains to climb, climb, climb, climb
see no way through, through, through, through

reveal my truth
watch faces change
same person still
now labeled "strange"

double empathy
problem is real
you demand my heart
While yours stays sealed


what I wish you knew
makes me who I am 
what I wish you knew 
is that I'm not broken

damn

what i wish you knew

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/astrologikalmusic check him out!

fleeting (Prod. astrologikal)

@softhert

Mind always racing
I’m always chasing
The dreams that I’m making
Are mine for the taking
Mind always racing
My mind always racing

Cracks and crumbles, falling down
If no ones there, does it make sound?
I try to flip and turn my frown
I’m killed by chemical compounds

Weight of an empty room
Keeps me inside a tomb
Dust my thoughts off with a broom
A flower in the dark may bloom

Wake me up in another reality
Help me find a piece of vitality
Do my best to protect my morality
Escape the thought that this is the finality

Creep through the night like a monster
I’ve broken her heart, I know it haunts her
Maintaining sight, but I still wander

Mind always racing
I’m always chasing
The dreams that I’m making
Are mine for the taking
Mind always racing
My mind always racing

i waited for you all night long 
just to get let down
just to get led on
do it for the days i was skating
tryna build a park in the backyard
now im smoking on the lawn
and im smoking dank
trust me you can smell the stink
when you walk up in my place
catch me rolling up a big ass jibbah
imma face it then dip
i got i big weed dependance
in a daze how i'm living

i can hear em talking telling lies 
like it aint shit
prolly somewhere looking at the sky
like an ancient
theres a cherry in my joint
but i'm smoking on grape bitch
yeah i'm smoking good 
but i'm tryna be great bitch
everybody wanna try doubting me
got me all up in my head im drowing
nothing without me
no i didn't find the music it found me

youtube

racing - ft. softheart (prod. syndrome)

“produced” by me

and i know that i’ll get better, but i won’t hold my breath,
every day that i’m inside another day in my head,
i’ll just sit inside, these tears i cry, they spill on your dress,
think i need to go and sit outside so i’ll call my friends

and lately i’ve been worried that the only thing i love is slippin away from me,
don’t fall for me,
i try; i can’t fall asleep,
and i stress way too much these days i thought i was getting better
but in my heart i’ll be okay because i’ve firmed much stronger weather 
and i don’t feel any release when i write a song, i won’t lie
only time i feel okay, 
is when i’m holding on to a knife
and i wont ever put you down by running my mouth,
i’ll make sure that he regrets every sick word that he spouts 

and i know that i’ll get better, but i won’t hold my breath,
every day that i’m inside another day in my head,
i’ll just sit inside, these tears i cry, they spill on your dress,
think i need to go and sit outside so i’ll call my friends

release

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