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Emo bullshit


idc if you don't like this song I made this one for myself

Lyrics:

Today I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

Is this a dream? Got my hand on the handle 
Perks in my bloodstream I just took a handful
Don't remember how I got here
It doesn't matter how I got here
All I can see is the gun on the table 
Fall on my face call your phone while I'm able
Don't remember how I got here
Doesn't matter how I got here
Flashbacks to days that I thought were repressed
I fucked up again yeah it's what I do best
Just trying to fill up this hole in my chest but she don't understand what I mean by depressed and
I'd tell you I hated you if it were true
I'd tell you i loved you if you loved me too but
I'm on the edge now I know it's too late
I already know I was just a mistake

I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

I don't know who to put this in words, the way this burns
Silver lining is that I'm blessed with a curse
With this anger that I know I deserve, or am I swerving on the people that I love cause I'm 17 and already missed my turn?
And I didn't learn a thing from this
Except what it's like to be buzzing with a trigger finger dying to scratch an itch
And I feel like such a bitch, now my girl is pissed because I'm back on the pharms
Singing love from her lips, and writing hate on her arms
So I say fuck it I'm done, And I try to get away
But I don't get very far, And there's nowhere to stay
Now I'm writing these bars, Cause I've got so much to say
So my worlds will live on, Even When I fade away

 I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
It's all in my head, I think I'm better off dead
So can you please tell me why?

Oct. 17th 2014

not all fairytales have happy endings ☂️ .ft demxntia .prod 4evr

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

Follow me <3

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

stream on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q8zru4B8J-g

prod. @notmorgn

photo by: @nathancopes on instagram

i see you looking over here
girl you don’t belong over there
and you too pretty with the bright eyes
time to move on from the nice guys
so sorry i had to change you
so sorry i shouldn’t blame you
atari the way i play you
no feelings that’s what the fame do
i can make you feel alright tonight
but i won’t be there in the morning got a flight
i can make you feel alright tonight
but i won’t be there in the morning got a flight

i won’t let my guard down ever again
you can call me yours but i’m playing pretend
i ain’t getting hurt or caught up in a heartbreak
if i wanna live i gotta do it my way (x2)

you gonna hate me when i break it to you
every little thing i end up taking from you
you can survive on your own
when i’m out on the road everybody wanna know
who hurt me
she dead in my head
i forgot her name
and so did my friends
told me she would stay
then bounced off again
but i was always better
than the one coming next
now you miss me
but you threw me in the deep end
oh yeah she blowing up my phone
on the weekend
oh yeah forgot about the times
that we spent
erasing everything
i know you're creeping

on me
but i changed
you did too
but imma take
the fucking blame
on me
damaging my brain
numbing all my senses
tryna rid of all the pain

i won’t let my guard down ever again
you can call me yours but i’m playing pretend
i ain’t getting hurt or caught up in a heartbreak
if i wanna live i gotta do it my way (x4)

my way

@notemrys

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

I been feelin' lost
3 blunts to the face, I dropped a xanax in my cup
I don't wanna feel the pain, I think I've had enough
Taking all these drugs but I can't ever get enough

I can't let you have my heart, cause I might get it broken
Love is nice and all until it falls and leaves you hopeless
Sometimes I'm so happy, then I wake up, bro like oh shit
If I hurt you in the end, I'll blame it on emotions

That I don't have, I left those with a old bitch
That was fuckin' years ago but I still cannot cope it
I don't have the space for love with all these blunts I'm holdin'
Light em up from back to back, my boys we stay in motion

Why can't I hold on? I think I like feeling lonely
My music drive is pain, and I think that is the only
All these hoes that cut me off turned into bitches on me
If you ain't tryna top or fuck, then you can go please

I been feelin' lost
3 blunts to myself, I dropped a xanax in my cup
I don't wanna feel the pain, I think I've had enough
Taking all these drugs but I can't ever get enough

| emrys |

Woah, I been feeling lost
I don't trust a soul, it's hard for me to open up
How you think you know me? You just know what's in my cup
I can't feel this way so it's never not enough

Never been in love, it's just I been feelin' lonely
Happier on drugs, sometimes I really miss the old me
How can you relate? I bet you never seen an OD
Sober's more alone, I wish that somebody had told me

Tell me where I've been
Tell me all these racks that I just made will help me win
I just wanna go
I don't need you bitches, I'ma do it on my own

Woah, I been feeling lost
I don't trust a soul, it's hard for me to open up
How you think you know me? You just know what's in my cup
I can't feel this way so it's never not enough

spotify.

≠enough. (feat. emrys) | Produced by boyfifty

i got scars on my wrist, she like to kiss that
she got tattoos on her face, i swear my bitch bad
i got bloody on my mask and my fit black
baby you ain’t even high but i can fix that
she got bloody on her wrist, i wanna lick that
i be smoking on a blunt, will you hit that
shawty poppin laced pills like a tic tac
baby you ain’t even dead but i can fix that

why the fuck you looking like you wanna kill me
put the blade right to my tongue and just cut me
she was poppin addy, i was snorting blue lines
demons inside me, lurking in my blue eyes

codeine in my glass, got me dreaming bout the cash now
i’m a vampire, you can’t see me in the mirror, wow
fangs looking icy, ferragamo white tee
with a ghost girl and her boyfriend wanna fight me
blade tucked, while she smoking on that scream pack
bloody on her wrist, in the street, with a scream mask
ooo i’m sad as fuck and i just want my life back
ooo she bad as fuck and i just wanna bite that
i’m a psychopath and she my lil scream queen
she look like laurie strode, i like it when she bleeding
chase u through the night time for our first date
sniff this cocaine off my big blade
i’m a psychopath and she my lil scream queen
she look like laurie strode, i like it when she bleeding
chase u through the night time for our first date
sniff this cocaine off my big blade

i got scars on my wrist, she like to kiss that
she got tattoos on her face, i swear my bitch bad
i got bloody on my mask and my fit black
baby you ain’t even high but i can fix that
she got bloody on her wrist, i wanna lick that
i be smoking on a blunt, will you hit that
shawty poppin laced pills like a tic tac
baby you ain’t even dead but i can fix that

prod. @sketchmyname & @vaegud
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Scream: Resurrection x The Texas Chainsaw Massacre x Dracula

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scream queen [prod. sketchmyname x vaegud]

bite me like you hate me, tell me that you love me though
fuck you like a little slut, just please don’t hurt my feelings, no
know you like to play with me, i kiss your skin with tied up rope
your neck is fucking freezing cold, just like my blood, i need it though
bite me like you hate me, tell me that you love me though
fuck you like a little slut, just please don’t hurt my feelings, no
i know you like to play with me, i kiss your skin with tied up rope
your neck is fucking freezing cold, just like my blood, i need it though

i like you wet, i'd like you better with some hickeys though
secret girl and baby bad, i know she got a busy phone
final girl, she overdose,  i know she love a bloody nose
fuck, she taking off her clothes, she suck my gun till it explode
watch her eyes roll, while my fucking blood drip
she don’t really love me, but that’s okay, fuck it
kiss you with a sharp blade; fuck you in a dungeon
baby say she like blood, i took her wrist and cut it

she don’t really love me, but that’s okay, fuck it

watch her eyes roll, while my fucking blood drip

bite me like you hate me, tell me that you love me though
fuck you like a little slut, just please don’t hurt my feelings, no
i know you like to play with me, i kiss your skin with tied up rope
your neck is fucking freezing cold, just like my blood, i need it though
bite me like you hate me, tell me that you love me though
fuck you like a little slut, just please don’t hurt my feelings, no
i know you like to play with me, i kiss your skin with tied up rope
your neck is fucking freezing cold, just like my blood, i need it though

written by @lightninglogan
prod. @hxrxkiller

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bite me [prod. hxrxkiller]

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