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Lyrics

Say you got my back but I ain't ever seen you really do it
You won't hit me back and I been really fucking going through it
I just need a call, I just need to talk
I don't wanna type and I don't wanna write these songs

Cause it hurts too much and it takes too long
I can say it don't exist if I don't write it down
I don't really wanna see myself around
I just wanna put myself inside the ground

I just wanna fucking die
I don't wanna fucking live
I just wanna fucking cry
I can't even shed a tear

I might really need a beer
I might really need to smoke
I don't wanna face the fear
I just wanna fucking go

I can't stop the fucking thought
I might crash this fucking car
I might go right off the bridge
I might run right through the bar

I don't really give a fuck no more
I can't figure out why my heart so sore

Everyday I wake up I don't really wanna live
I been feeling pain but I don't really wanna give
Into all the things that I don't really wanna feel
Everyday the same, I don't think any of this real

Talk to my therapist, say existential
Tell me that all that I feel is just mental
What is the point that I'm trying to get to?
All that I've done, I don't think that I meant to

This a pathetic aesthetic, do not look up to me
Say I don't let it, but let it get to me
Fucking regret what I let you do to me
I need a medic for what you do to me

Made a living off of talking bout how much I wanna die
All these feelings, when I'm in it all I wanna know is why
Am I the way that I am, should I really even try?
Why if I know that I can even give it any time?

Life is hard so I gotta live it harder
Got no car but I still be getting farther
I taste tar and I feel it in my lungs
I just learned I was all I ever needed all along

nothing to hold on to. | Produced by ralm

Pain Is Permanent W/ Emo Fruits (prod. V-E)

SORRY

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DUSTY & RONEN - SORRY

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Master by: https://soundcloud.com/beatsbyhorizon 

SAM THRAXX ⬇️
https://soundcloud.com/samthraxx
twitter: https://twitter.com/1samthraxx
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LILBEARSHAWTY A SWEETHEART LISTEN TO HIM <3
https://soundcloud.com/lilbearshawty
twitter: https://twitter.com/lilbearshawty

XOROCHI A TALENTED MF CHECK HIM OUT
https://soundcloud.com/x_orochi
twitter: https://twitter.com/X0rochi

LYRICS:
(♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡)
maybe i just like the way it hurts when i’m all alone
and maybe im just fucked up from the medicine they put me on
but nothin ever helps when u feel like me
depression and some other shit i still feel flee

(hollowbody)
we’re both close to dead
and you showed me yet
but i’m still fuckin w you when you gimme head
and i’m cool with that
and I know you’re bad
whenever my nose stops bleeding then we’ll go to bed
all these tears shed
words you said
that you can’t take back
yeah I guess you could kinda say i’ve been mislead
and my ma still askin why my eyes so red

white lines on the dashboard of my bitch car
said i’d always be there when it starts to get hard
id stay no matter what the fuck you put me through
yet i haven’t seen you since you chose to moved

but I just really wanna love you
I just really really wanna fuck you
why you why you always so damn rude
I guess you’re always just in some sorta mood

no lies I really been about that shit bitch
Scar tissue just like im Anthony Kiedis
strung out downtown with wrists slit
shawty don’t love me but she try to keep the plug around
5-0 takin notice so my hood stay up but my head stay down
cocaine in my nose Im really gettin numb now
eyes low, slow down, bitch so pretty and her dope loud

(xorochi)
Ex bitch hit me on my phone
Just to give my heart back
Cocaine take it to my dome
New girl where my heart at

Blessin me with some good news
Can't put my head in a noose
I was so stressed out we're through
I had some downtime but now it's all you (now it's all you)

I smoke so much that I lost my will to eat
And you know my medicine is straight from Dr Green
Maybe I'm just crazy an I'm wrong but I can't see
Feeling everyday like I've got more uncertainty

Girl do you really really love me
(Girl do you really really love me)
Girl do you really really love me
(Yeah, do you)

(♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡)
maybe i just like the way it hurts when i’m all alone
and maybe im just fucked up from the medicine they put me on
but nothin ever helps when u feel like me
depression and some other shit i still feel flee

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medicine u put me on (ft. ♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡ and xorochi) [prod. SAM THRAXX]

[+] i just wanna die slow.. see me from the blunt glow
* featuring @nicoteenninyo * prod by @metlast *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/gxxBsbHSbkU

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: seejayxo]
i just wanna die slow
see me from the blunt glow
with my blinds closed
burning up the sky oh oh ya

[hook: nicoteen ninyo]
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?

[verse: seejayxo]
try and get me now ya
fucked up off the sound oh
i smoke like a pound ya
so high off the ground oh
you cannot touch me you basic
i roll a blunt then i face it
wonder why they always hatin
i know you know i'ma make it
so just face it,
i won't say shit, i hold back,
i don't know why i'm sad, shit
i forgot my past 
ion think i'm that bad
i want a big truck and a benz
get fucked up wit my friends
out in LA til i'm dead, LA til i'm dead

[hook: nicoteen ninyo + seejayxo]
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
(i just wanna die slow, fuck up out my life hoe)
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully  
(write my death note, i just want a slit throat)
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
(i just wanna die slow, see me from the blunt glow)
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully  
(with my blinds closed, burning up the sky oh)
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?