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2021 and I'm still fucking dead bruv

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Mad Kelly
IG - https://www.instagram.com/madkelly/
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IN MY ROOM

https://open.spotify.com/album/1uBfiwi37NcYthCLQrkUTp?si=af00411acbb5483a

Spotify

purpose

Die Soon

'Complicated' is my first solo release in a while and one I'm really proud of, it's the first of many that truly feels like something unique and personal. Hope you enjoy <3

complicated

сложно (prod. siem spark)

sins

why do i feel this way

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(!!FREE!!) XXXTENTACION // Yung Bans Type Beat - "kingdom.hearts" [prod. swirl]

Myself

written by me
prod. 6silky
mixed by lilbootycall

socials: 
instagram.com/reddishblu
twitter.com/_reddishblu

everything is slow motion
your touch slow motion
my thoughts slow motion
we're driving real slow 
the lean in my cup has got me in another word
I'm not too sure whats going on
I’m so preoccupied by my thoughts
existential crisis the love of my life is you
in order to fight this i'll have to get high and forget you

i'll have to get high
thats how i'll get by
mhm mhm mhm (x2)

love isn't forever (prod. 6silky)

Live Forever

lil peep - Mirror, Mirror

[Prod. Kamikaze] 
// Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/6obbyy/
// Twitter: https://twitter.com/6obby
// Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/6obby
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Lyrics:
Ain't  Nobody  really fuckin with me like they  always say
And all these people hit me up but I know that they be fake,
I'm Gonna grab the lawn mower and finally cut off all you snakes 
I just wanna one day finally get up out this place ,
But that's always been the dream, same shit  a different day,
So I pop a few xans and  try to eliminate this pain,
But it's never gonna change, and I'll always feel the same
I don't know what to do  my life is looking plain,
Never feel excited and it's always been this way
I wanna make it out  I wanna get up out this rain 
And Say you had my back but always saw  me in this pain,
I'm tired of this shit,  and I'm so tired of these days,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening,
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just  ain't no good for me,
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening , yeah

Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening, yeah,
Ain't nobody listening , yeah, 
Ain't nobody fuckin care,
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah
Ain't nobody fuckin care, yeah,
 Ain't nobody fuckin care yeah,

So I smoke up all this dope and I always check my phone,
Every 5 minutes even though that I'm alone, 
Nobody hit me up I'm always feeling like a ghost
I just wanna find some peace but nowhere feels like home,
Always smokin up  and sippin' on some styrofoam,
Yeah I got this guap and that iPhone rose gold,
But that don't mean I'm happy I'm just feeling so alone,
I just want somebody who would listen and can cope,
I don't know what to do cause I can't trust a soul,
Sippin all this lean but still  these problems overflow ,
I Ain't got shit to lose like I'm on death row 
Say you understand but you don't even fuckin know 
Every day I wake up and I'm always feeling low,
I just chase this dream and hope that one day I will blow, 
I've just had enough And hope that one day this can stop,
I'll just keep on working and grinding to the top, yeah.

nobody

I WANA FLY AWAY

sorry

Orlando - xxxtentacion

a cover of LiL Tracy's: Heart 
by: Scruffpuppie
please check out both artists

Heart- LiL Tracy scruffpuppie cover

"I gave you everything you ever wanted but you ended up closing the door" - van

SuiSai: @sushisai
Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @tothegood
Artwork: @suicideoutside (on twitter)

I am performing in LA, July 24th. You can get tickets here: https://www.songkick.com/concerts/38254179-pink-cig-at-1720?utm_source=8123&utm_medium=partner&utm_content=fb4a0d1b9180ab41a80f71c5bea1fa9b&utm_campaign=entity

"When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai”

Lyrics-

When you say me you love me, it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I’m crying on the concrete. I don’t have strength to get up off the floor 

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again 

Crashing down on my parade
You let me love till you were bored of the game 
Open hearts and shoddy flames
You let me burn in the love that we made 

SuiSai- 
That touch of yours left cinders
Trails of your heart set a flame
Lit like embers
Of our past
Screeching stop sounds like thunder
You were my lightning
Filled my clouds with your patterns
Made the world disappear 
liked it better
Then you left me here
To the forces of the weather
Cause the cold fronts near
But I swear id never let it
Change the way that I feel

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai (Prod. Tothegood)

closer

You're Killing Us Both

im dead tonight

Me and starinthesky are killing the kitchen call us gordon ramsay
Prod. Wellfed

frozenteardrop x ☆STARINTHESKY☆- broken bottles (prod. Wellfed)

Produced Kado

If you love me let me go
And if you don't just let me know
Maybe one day I can set this straight 
But I probably won't 
Oh no I love you
I miss you
I hate this I fucking hate this
But I can't be mad it's all my fault
The times we had are all I want
I heard you're doing well
I guess that's swell 
Cause I'm definitely not
I think that you would like Manchester 
I almost called but then thought better
If you ever get the chance to go see 
Paris in sweater weather you better take it
I miss your face I miss your hair 
I miss your breath I miss you there
On the bed right next to me
Right where you still should be
I miss your smile and your stare
The way I always knew you cared
Yeah I miss you all the time
Now that nothing's how it should be

sins

HARDLYLUVD