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Daily Drops #67

sad alternative songs

produced by @nve17 and @oxiplus

ft @oxiplus

there's a glimmer in the sky and it burns through my eyes

glimmer w/ oxiplus (navione & oxi)

lyrics:
get my guap, with a bop, like a palindrome
back and forth, south and north, but I grind alone
keep it lonely, only brodies digits in my phone

run it up dude, keep it on the down low
ion trust you, prove it to the crowd bro
who is you I ain't heard you till right now tho
you a joke you aint even tokin loud bro

I cant say nothin to nobody
catch me alone im a homebody
I aint be trusting in nobody
name out your mouth get your own hobby

Nobody

nobody

smoking cig after cig
bitch i wanna die
i am sick of that shit
bitch you're wasting my time
always high i feel alive when the sun dies
its alright im feeling fine when i lose my mind
blunt in my hand
hold the gun to my head
pull the trigger, end it all
i know you want me dead
run from the past
the pain always lasts
fuck forever, i need love
i'll die young cus im sad

fuck i ate like shit for the last few weeks
i need more than a kiss baby make me bleed
cut my wrist let me feel some pain
all the shots i missed made me go insane
its getting hard and it makes me wanna die
im breaking hearts and im fucking up my life
i smoke too much
i dont want to stop
cus im fine on drugs

i fall apart
i see your face in the dark
i fall apart
in the dark

spotify

lose my mind (5head x metlast)

die first

performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by goodbyebrody 

written by goodbyebrody, $haded, and mochji

[verse]
I got everything I wanted
Now I never see you callin'
I swear to God I'm falling
and I'm missin' you if honest

Promise me you’ll never go 
Hide the things you’ll never tell me 
Can't wait for the night
Cause I’m tryna get you right 

Her honesty, I can’t uphold 
Block your friends, you call that healthy
Can't wait for tonight 
Cause you know I’ll get you right

[chorus]
I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

[verse 2]
Holdin' you through all the motions, till you feel the time's right 
Feel your essence when we're kissin' under streetlights
You pull me under, all these feelings I don't wanna hold back, 
Keep me closer, I can tell that you won't it go 

Biting my cheek, hide the pain with many drugs
Driving down, any place you feel like livin' up
Cause you got something, my heart racin', I can't give it up
Cause damn I want you, and babe you know that

[bridge]
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted

(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)

[chorus]
I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

caught my eye

ART BY SUICIDALGALLERY
https://www.instagram.com/suicidalgallery/

LYRICS:

it's like I got a fever trapped in this nightmare it's not fair
it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair no
these hospital walls get pretty lonely when you’re not there
let you go, let you go

I fucking threw myself off this bridge while you looking like you care
don’t care don't care don’t care no
the only friend I got right now is the emptiness in despair
watch me fall watch fall watch me just go

will this cold feeling ever really leave me
it's like this knife in my back crawling up my fucking neck
I saw my best friend right there in a second disappear
the blood from my wounds covers my shirt I can't bare

So lay me in the river and will never look back
it’s this feeling in my gut, weighs me down take another Prozac
just to stop the tide of depression 
don’t let it swell inside or you'll lose yourself tonight

try to flick the lights on the breaker, 
but it snaps as the light inside is overloaded with blight
so you take me to the woodwork, and we’ll never look back
try to build my limbs up one by one again

but it doesn't seem to hold, no the frame cracks
no amount of fucking help can hold all this misery
so we chuck me to the side of the road
im just left here to watch everyone grow without me

Sunbathe

prod by: admiin 
recorded, written, mixed and mastered by me

lyrics: 

I heard there’s visitors coming around tonight 
Guess I’m gonna hide
Lock myself inside always confined
Keep inside the box don’t think outside 
Dont think outside 
And I don’t wanna get out of here
Confronting you is my biggest fear
Lock myself inside always confined
Can I make myself crystal clear 
I push away the ones I hold dear
Lock myself inside always confined 

And I’ve been staring at these walls for way too long
I know this place too well
Yet, I don’t want to leave 
Cause if I do I’ll feel inclined to talk to you 
And I know, I 
Can never meet the expectations that you set on me, so high 
There’s a tough decision left for me to make 
Don’t need you to tell me, I know that its make or break 
(Its make or break) 

I heard there’s visitors coming around tonight 
Guess I’m gonna hide
Lock myself inside always confined
Keep inside the box don’t think outside 
Dont think outside 
And I don’t wanna get out of here
Confronting you is my biggest fear
Lock myself inside always confined
Can I make myself crystal clear 
I push away the ones I hold dear
Lock myself inside always confined

Have a good day/night ty <3

confined (admiin)

|| I hope you all enjoy this one!!! And I hope for you guys everything is going well and accordingly! :)This song will be up on all plats in the next few days! <3 ||

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/3uNhvEE89xrrdI5RB5mLO4?si=049a6cce2b074a76

prod. dercept x jkei
mastered by @nokerbforever
on my yt w/ lyrics; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wI5MFKRrr9o

lyrics:
(intro)
Once again my thoughts feel so bad
Why did you do this all to me
Whys that I feel so fucking sad
Make me fall, make me drown,
make me drop the fkn crown
I drop down on my knee
Oh theres nothing I can do,

(chorus 2x)
The only thing I can do's agree
And now you say u wanna move out to me
even though you killed me all inside
is there really such a point in life
to be kept on the side can you go ahead
and leave me out on the sight

(Verse)
And now its only me in the room
I dont know for how long ill be alive
Cus my health has been killing me
I am only 20 and I dont wanna die
But I feel like theres no escape

As I saw this light flash
I rly saw u in these pines
I'll lay down and be this trash
I see all these signs about you
Would it hurt you if I died?
Oh no wait you cannot feel
But I definitely do
And I miss you too

(bridge)
Once again my thoughts feel so bad
Why did you do this all to me
Whys that I feel so fucking sad
Make me fall, make me drown,
make me drop the fkn crown
I drop down on my knee
Oh theres nothing I can do

(chorus 2x)
The only thing I can do's agree
And now you say u wanna move out to me
even though you killed me all inside
is there really such a point in life
to be kept on the side can you go ahead
and leave me out on the sight

emotions

Spotify 🤍

emotions (dercept x jkei)

Face For The Radio/Voice For A Silent Film

True Colors

kiss my skin with a blade 
i don't wanna think about 
the promises you made 
for you i know it's foggy, for me i can recite every
single breath you take 
it's hot as f**k i'm weary, im screaming can you hear me?
i'm in this hell you made 
i've been here for too long im starting think it's an obsession
running through our memories, yeah sometimes that sh*t get to me 
and i can't help but think of where we would've been now 
i gave it all to you i swear i wanna kill you
i wanna,
i wanna 
de-file you 
defile you
i wanna rip your skin apart 
i wanna rip my skin apart 
for every lie that you told me in the dark 
every lie that you told me in the dark 
i wanna rip your skin apart 
i wanna rip my skin apart
for every lie that you told me in the dark 
every lie that you told me in the dark 
don't you,
count me out
just yet girl
don't you, 
i'm possessive, obsessive, and mental
i'll cut my wrist for every fingernail that you're not here to paint
drown myself in liquor bottles just to ease the pain
f**k on other b****es even though it's not the same
and always kick em out 
cause they don't have your name 
i'm still caught up in a spiral, about you
we should've never made a soul tie 
gripping on my pistol tryna cope, i 
swinging from the rope on both sides 
i wanna rip your skin apart 
i wanna rip my skin apart 
for every lie that you told me in the dark 
every lie that you told me in the dark 
i wanna rip your skin apart 
i wanna rip my skin apart 
for every lie that you told me in the dark 
every lie that you told me in the dark

defile

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

i thought we were closer
whered you go, im so cold
i thought we were closer
whered you go, im so cold

i guess i let myself get attached to you
dont even think that i wanted to

guess it was just how it was supposed go
whyd you have to leave me all alone
im so cold, you left me so cold

i know i said
that i wouldnt ever get 
like this ever again 
but its evident i did

i didnt wanna get attached to you
cuz if you left then id be screwed
dont leave, dont do this too soon

i promised myself

monster prod. taymxru

it's over, u can go home now. w/ casperrr (pekarot)

SoundCloud Exclusive

Prod. by GAXILLIC
Mixed and Mastered By Shea Michael

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Dangerous [SoundCloud Exclusive]

prod. + written by thms. x
---------------------------------
So it it my fault
that this is what isn't
do we have live in past tense?
this doesn't feel like it matters to you

Can you live with indifference?
I flew too close to the sun
It's a shame you won't visit
I knew you'd just turn to run

I'll free fall forever
cause nothing can really matter
I can't see the clouds up here
but nothing seems real either

so don't even bother
my lines disconnected often
these fallacies yeah they can kill
it's hard when there's nothing to feel

//why do you hate me?
//please don’t replace me
//don't know what I would do here
//without your gravity next to me

//oh, yeah so please
//come find me

//i just wanna hold your hand again
//one look in your brown eyes
//I'll fold oh man
//I'll be right there till the end

so don't try to win me over
I'll go 108 without October
boy these lies, yeah they'll boil over

but im lost in calling

I can't think without bawling

but nothing seems with wrong with me
can't help but chase broken dreams
like sunsets but the sky keeps falling  

I'll free fall forever
cause nothing can really matter
I can't see the clouds up here
but nothing seems real either

so don't even bother
my lines disconnected often
these fallacies yeah they can kill
it's hard when there's nothing to feel

//find another in a looking glass
//don't think you'll find this time will pass
//here and there wont ease the pain, for fact
//trips to paris wont you square this up and ship it back 

//trips like this are a blast of past
//and februarys winter cold is coming fast
//i don’t know how you feel but this
//isn't something that I can outlast 

man cant relate to a clear head
was it something I said?
man cant relate to a clear head
must be something I said

lost in emotion
cant translate your okays
That’s why they say that 
You're so two faced

False traps
And my emotionally loose states
Cant wait because you cause
Me too lose, can't breathe 

I cant be nothing
im all that ive got
these feelings so empty
guess they'll just rot

I'll live in his envy
Of all that we're not
Burned bridges wont hold up
The weight of our thoughts

This isn't the story 
but its what i got
Im writing our ending
Cross you out the plot

I'm falling, no rushing
to put you at the top
and rightfully so
im all that im not 

every path on the turnpike feels nice
but bright headlights in the back blind my eyes
no sense in driving thru nights
cause feelings they'll leave with the light

it's torture to know that you're fine
cause the scars that you left they burn bright
and i know that it all ends in time

Freefall

freefall

where did the time go p. drama

Kado Where The Angels Are ft. juli .mp3

Khantrast - Red Sand (Official AMV)

produced by: @absoluteterror
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=agOXJmKotB0

Numb (prod. absoluteterror) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

Lil Peep - Downtown (prod lederrick)

Aogiritri - I'll Be Your Reason

frankie doppler x lil smoochie "Forget You" prod. ben geise

song by awfultune
editing by cherubflesh

why does this have so many plays lol

awfultune - i met sarah in the bathroom {slow//reverb}

by slater on YouTube 

(I did not make this song. I only uploaded it on here to have slaters version on the site, all credit goes to slater on YouTube)

frank ocean - in my room (slowed + reverb by slater)

on me

on me (prod. tjouttahere + jaykim)

prod:
@odel007
@qqqu1ncy

lyrics:

Im at the show
make a couple phone calls n im there
think twice on ur plan u wouldnt dare
false impressions when u cared
at the show all yea u kno what i wear

yea im mixin forces with the raf
i needa slow down im smokin pacc
make a move, my goons on attack
we dont play , chrome hearts on my back

u can get smoked on the runway
maybe u can reach me someday
u mess around, its the price that u pay
splash the pot, a couple racks in ur face

yea im mixin forces with the raf
i needa slow down im smokin pacc
make a move, my goons on attack
we dont play , chrome hearts on my back

u kno that we stay front row
got the good seats all up ona floor
need a re-up, re-pour
feelin like a villian gonna take ur soul

oh noooo

they on the way its time to pop
r u ready to rock?
keep my guns loaded wen they drop
its showtime we let shots off

high fashion (odel qqqu1ncy)

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