hard affff we all gotta do one together again

special w/ ripthepetals (lucas versace)

THA DEVIL MADE ME DO IT

THA DEVIL MADE ME DO IT [PROD. HITZ x ROACH]

Intro - Reality

HOOK:

My brain is alight
Body is on fire
Always feeling tired
Battle it’s entire
Taking over me
I don’t wanna be
I just wanna breathe

Brain is alight
Body is on fire
Always feeling tired
Battle it’s entire
Taking over me
I don’t wanna be
I just wanna breathe

VERSE 1:

It’s invisible, that’s what makes it so difficult
Battle inside myself, and battling everyone else
It’s a miracle
Nerves fire off like syllable
Pain is so unbearable
On the surface, looks so minimal
Struggle unequivocal
“You’re an attention seeker”, typical, critical
On the pivotal, they’re pitiful
Its only minimal
I have the power to make it critical

No one sees on the surface
My daily struggle, it’s a burden
Unbearable, can’t you see?
Inside that I’m hurting
This is hardly livable
Praying to be freed
Pull back the curtain
Don’t get biblical 
Stereotypical
Preaching, Political
Act as if you know or be diffident
Take my shoes, experience, experiment

You’ll come running back
Can’t handle truth, gonna give myself the sack
From what I go through
On the daily
Its amazing
Pain is blazing
Gotta get up, go out, irritating, it’s true
Sometimes feel like I belong in a zoo
It’s just me, myself, they don’t have a clue
What I feel in my bones, is like breaking bamboo
Rather deal with a never ending tattoo

Attack me, entirely
Always dealing with inner rivalry 
Only show the healthy side of me
People so blind to see
Agony so fire-y

Attack me, entirely 
Always dealing with inner rivalry 
Only show the healthy side of me
People so blind to see
Agony so fire-y


Numerical
Counting down the days
Reciprocal
Endless like an essay, clinical
Standing on the pinnacle, steeple
Wish I could install another version, stop the burning
Just wanna fly away
Understandable, couldn’t get the half of it
Hyopthetical
That’s probably the hardest bit
To get across in words
How uncomfortable it is
And how much it hurts

You’ll come running back
Can’t handle truth, gonna give myself the sack
From what I go through
On the daily
Its amazing
Pain is blazing
Gotta get up, go out, irritating, it’s true
Sometimes feel like I belong in a zoo
It’s just me, myself, they don’t have a clue
What I feel in my bones, is like breaking bamboo
Rather deal with a never ending tattoo


My brain is alight
Body is on fire
Always feeling tired
Battle it’s entire
Taking over me
I don’t wanna be
I just wanna breathe

Brain is alight
Body is on fire
Always feeling tired
Battle it’s entire
Taking over me
I don’t wanna be
I just wanna breathe

INVISIBLE - MAi-B (Prod. CapsCtrl)

"A great fire burns within me, but no one stops to warm themselves at it, and passers-by only see a wisp of smoke"

lyrics:

self hate in my vision,
fade away locked in this prison,
cut these rappers with precision,
let em talk until it hit them,
drive the blade into their flesh,
now i'm thinking on who's next,
maybe this time imma choose myself,
young dirtbag don't deserve no wealth,
no i don't need no fucking help,
you don't know me,
you don't know this hell,
die by the tides,
just to watch them swell,
high all the time,
cause i can't cope well,
don't got a nine,
but the blood gon spill,
whether it's mine,
that shit don't matter,
hands tight around his neck,
just so i can hear it shatter.

how the fuck can i find my peace,
eyes dart round,
when i'm on my street,
hear that sound,
now you think you sweet,
saying you were down,
til you lyin at my feet,
who cares about you,
no one
who cares about you
no one.

this life don't mean shit,
yeah it's all bout what you make it,
sorry if i've not replied,
been in my bedroom feeling vacant,
this drought i can't escape,
i don't care bout if you want this,
exo should go harder now
exo should be softer wow,
nothing i do is ever enough,
feel my spine break,
cus the weights too much,
they all gon think "yeah he gonna get up"
won't reach a hand out,
don't recognize shit,
don't wanna see a man down,
don't wanna pull yourself in,
that's fine just let me drown,
let me sink till i hit the deep end.

radiant fire (wisps of smoke) [prod. Neil Kevorkian]

It's Just Us (Feat.) Xes Lana & Lil Raffles

It's Just Us (Feat.) Lil Raffles [Prod.] 5head

Features:
@ikabod_veins 
@lilkapow27 

Recording Studio:
@houseofdreamsmiami 

Engineers:
@mixedbyillusion 
@mixedbydave2x 

Mixing:
@mixedbyillusion 

Mastering:
@miketuccimane 

Producers:
Dead or Alive/Freaks/Move Slow/Busy Shopping: @mixedbyillusion 
Dead or Alive/Freaks/I Can Do This: @victoriavicary 
Rewind: @fish_narc 
Dystopia/September 16th: @nedarbnagrom 
Tokyo Girl: @mxitupmadi 
2 Many Secrets: @dirty__vans 
Freaks/Busy Shopping: @loneskylucas

Punk Spice Volume 1 was originally invented by Michelle Isabella Del Castillo and Victoria Vicary in their home in Gainesville, Florida with Duke, Alice and Clicquot of course. The idea was to make something just of their own from all of the clever ideas they created together. One thing the two always bonded over was being edgy but sweet, cute but psycho, punk but spice. This extended playlists attempts to some up the biploar emotions of surviving trauma, fighting for reparations, wearing your heart on your sleeve while ripping others out. The songs were inspired by artists, groups, and bands like Lil Tracy, Brittney Spears, Death Grips, Lil Peep, Blink-182, XXXTENTACION, Spice Girls, Father, Pierce the Veil, Rico Nasty, CharliXCX, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Gucci Mane, TV Girl, Princess Nokia, Paramore, Juice Wrld, Skye Sweetnam, Kali Uchis, Hawthorne Heights, and Hello Kitty and many more. Anyway I'm just a regular girl born in Detroit in 1995. Loves Dogs and Singing in the shower thanks for listening.

Dystopia ft. Lil Kapow (prod. Nedarb)

ur next mistake (prod lvkoolin)

since i've kept you waiting, have a gift <3
Order33:
linktr.ee/executeorder33
SaintCodeV:
bio.link/saintcode_

lyics:

speaking on me,
we ain't ever met bitch,
you don't know a damn thing,
so why you stepping,
never gave a single fuck bout what you repping,
bloody rags drape my body while i grip the weapon
like woah,
i ain't never fuck w no hoes,
see me in the pit,
mangled corpse fulla holes,
life's been getting hard,
maybe i should let it all go,
wanna give up,
wanna let it all fold,

i ain't ever gave a fuck,
about all their opinions,
lately i've been rolling up,
getting higher than my ceiling,
lately i been draining bottles,
to lose all of my feeling,
they said exo you just fading,
but this ain't really living.

that bitch said i'm toxic,
starting to think that she was right,
i been toe to toe with death,
wishing the plane blew up midflight,
i can't take this shit ah,
i can't fake this shit ah,
don't wanna be famous bitch ah,
don't like the knife,
come take it bitch,
don't give a fuck bout none of these hoes now,
sparking my blunt,
play the verse then it's cold out,
lotta old friends they be saying i'm cold now
lotta heartbreak so i'm losing my soul now,
ion know now,
ion know now,
ion know now,
ion know now.

Fuck all of the bullshit,
since yall thought that i was playing,
i've been trapped inside my head,
with thoughts of suicide,
just contemplating,
open up my wrists,
rest my body in my piss,
iced out coffin for these kids,
talking that shit please get off my dick,
i don't need shit unless it's from my clique,
saying that we suck,
getting cut up quick,
ain't talking no blocks,
but they tied to your wrist,
let your body sink down,
make sure it don't drift,
say you love your bitch,
while she sucking on dick,
say you love your clique,
til they rotting in a ditch.

In My Absence... (prod. Order33 X SaintCodeV)

FORGIVENESS - MAi-B X Remegy X BBGROHL [Prod. SAFIN]

Deathwishes Cyanide Kisses [prod Numb$kull]

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