The Song I Found On His Walkman Before His Passing (prod. michael harrison)

so it’s just me and this tap water
all full of lead
and we circle the drain
til i go back to bed
it’s just you in the morning
you’re all that i want
and you’re so far away
hope the bombs don’t go off
and this world is bad theater
the third act is on
and it’s falling apart
til the curtain draws
there’s a light i can’t see
but it shines on the stage
and i’m sewn to my seat
like i’m part of the play 
is it true? what you told me
an autumn ago 
empty words in the darkness 
from mouths full of smoke
it’s just me and this medicine
no one prescribed
it gets caught in my throat
and i choke and i cry 
it’s just you in the mirror
always judging me
take my eyes and my tongue
i forgot how to speak 
it’s okay, give it time
it’ll all be alright
there’s a girl in the shower
she’s singing and alive 
there’s a dog in the graveyard
so patient and sad
there’s this place we can go
where it won’t be so bad
there’s fresh air and clean clothes
and silence you can stand
your grandmother's in the kitchen
with flour on her hands
and police don’t exist there
you won’t have to hide
and police don’t exist there
and no one has died 

and we never tried the hard stuff
and no one has died 
and our bodies work perfect
and no one has died
and nobody owns nothing
and no one has died
and no one has died
and no one has died

it’s just me in this bedroom
rewriting cliches
cutting open my sickness
every fucking day
and it all tastes like ashes
and blood in my throat
there’s a man with a gun
in my childhood home
and you’re tied to the radiator
burns on your wrist
nothing bad happens here
since my mother got sick

and the walls are asbestos
and no one has died
and the water’s still poison 
and no one has died
and the kids all have cancer
and no one has died
and my body's a target
and no one has died

and no one has died
and no one has died
and no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died

a place where no one has died

if youre tired just say that (prod. neverforever)

9TAILS - polaroid (prod. nayz)

giving up w/ bbdalena [prod. michael harrison]

track of time (prod. neverforever)

death is all i have 
moment to myself
quiet, breathing slows
where i went nobody knows

death is all i have 
moment to myself
quiet, breathing slows
where i went nobody knows

how much can i endure
ill watch myself slip away
all gone

death is all i have 
moment to myself
quiet, breathing slows
where i went nobody knows

cartel prod neverforever

I can’t trust in just anybody yo 
I feel like Kari cos God got me yo
I’m still chillin, the spirit willing yo
luci try and trap me, he very silly yo

2022 sleepwalking
In New Jersey sipping modelo 
GBP in my left pocket
CDG on my breast pocket 
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Papi got that big body, the whip in sport mode
Mummy sing a cool ballad, I watch the wind blow
My sister move with some warriors, they stomping on the floor
I’m tryna make time for everybody and only Lord knows

move mannn (prod. neverforever)

everythingisempty (prod. michael harrison)

idk if im gonna make any more songs like this

prod @ripwarheart x @alfiesnapped (beat was sick guys :D)

lyrics:

take a f*cking snapshot of my brain
its full of f*cking fluids all which i can't even name
you ripped my heart out of my chest so i'll let you just f*cking name it too
its cool i know that you really wanted to
and we both know its just something that im bound to do
maybe one day ill just learn to finally catch a clue
and pretend that i never even wanted you

again, your breaking bread behind enemy lines
so emancipated from all your thought crimes

if it's getting cold why are my wounds getting cauterized my flesh
they burn with the pain of your thousand dying words
put my faith in a hearse
leave it up to my god to kill me in a way i deserve

theres nothing for me
im f*cking boring
i hate the f*cking mornings
i hate that im still mourning all your insides
i think that its just not fair
im blacking out from keeping track of your current welfare

(your current welfare)
just know that i do care
(just know that i do care)

track of time (prod. neverforever)

Mysreus

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