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heart x3

i hate myself so bad interlude

they say like neko when u gonna grow up? 
but like what am i to do ? nobody told us
I like sittin in my room roll stickygrossstuff
3am Im eatin paper hope I grow up :( 

its so hard 2 disappoint 
all the ppl tht done raised u 
tell em bout my life 
they say "this is what it came 2?"
im alright
nd im good @ being fake 2 
said its fine
but u kno they fuckin hate u :/

stickygrossstuff

stickygrossstuff (dep4rted)

vocals and lyrics by @truesnoozer & @azkii1
produced by @f3arme

(ruins)
and ive been on top for way too long
and im way too scared of things going wrong
i dont know where i belong
thought i knew, was a false alarm
and these feelings, they get way too strong
and i feel like they'll be here til im (gone, gone)
i dont know where i belong
thought i knew, was a false alarm

and im scared of the end, yeah i wont lie
cus what will i feel if the feeling dies?
when its all my fault and the guilt is mine
will i see it in your eyes?

(azkii)
yeah, the pain doesn't stop, even though im getting older
me and bro got artillery like some soldiers
way too paranoid, i look over my shoulder
fuck them guys, yeah we know that they some folders
fuck them guys, yeah we know that they some posers
pull the choppa out and it's gon decompose em
responsiblity weighs me down like a boulder
too much in my head, gotta keep my composure

(ruins & azkii)
im a fuck up, and i know that
i'm still hurt, sorry i can't ever show that
talking behind my back
talking, but it don't make no impact
i dont know what to do
i dont know what im doing
i don't know where im going, i can't stop losing

(ruins)
and ive been on top for way too long
and im way too scared of things going wrong
i dont know where i belong
thought i knew, was a false alarm
and these feelings, they get way too strong
and i feel like they'll be here til im (gone, gone)
i dont know where i belong
thought i knew, was a false alarm

and im scared of the end, yeah i wont lie
cus what will i feel if the feeling dies?
when its all my fault and the guilt is mine
will i see it in your eyes?

false alarm (prod. feardorian)

sweater

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accelerate

Deep Gloom

yo ! and this one is for the futur project of the video game very dark , love you all <3

step 4

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