I fall asleep and think of you

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I fall asleep and think of you (extended version)

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We're not here

Last night was awful. I figured maybe that since I'm finally on summer break that maybe I won't be so miserable but I forgot that this never stops. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me, I'm always down, nothing helps me for long. 

I dunno, this song isn't even for fun or anything (most aren't), I just needed a place to let off all this emotion. Last night I was talking to my best friend and I can't help but feel like I was acting like an insufferable cunt to her, bitching about how it's so hard to care about anything and how I'm miserable. I hate talking about my feelings with most people so since I always just end up isolating myself I ended up making this instead of doing anything dangerous. I'm starting to get a little worried because making tunes isn't helping as much as it used to but maybe that's just my fault I dunno, other methods are looking more alluring now.

I hate life, I hate being alive and I just fucking want out.

I'm sorry for the rant and the massive string of bleak, depressing songs, I feel like an ass.

Pic is by Akihito Takuma but I found it here: http://www.theenglishgroup.co.uk/blog/2013/12/24/akihito-takuma/

I Want Out

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