Yo what up guys am going thru alot right now can barley text deppresed asf as well but pks dont give up pls dont i wont give up ethier 😢😀

I wanna take that long nap fuck you FUCK YOU 

I love this song because it describes how I feel all the time

to think I wuz listening 2 this seven years ago man mind blown

studying(hella vibes)

“MIDNIGHT RIDE” is a raw and emotional Trop Rap x Trap fusion, weaving nostalgic 90s love with today’s fast-scrolling romance. From friends-with-benefits to marriage vows, the track captures every lane of modern relationships—trust, heartbreak, and resilience—through gritty storytelling and a hauntingly melodic hook. With atmospheric guitars, lo-fi textures, and 808s that hit like late-night truths, it speaks to anyone driving through memories with a full heart and restless mind. Perfect for fans of Rod Wave, 6LACK, and Travis Scott, this is the soundtrack for love’s detours, arguments, and those quiet “passenger side” confessions.

MIDNIGHT RIDE

Offering vocal mixing and mastering services for $15 USD per track, email me at roderick.porter98@gmail.com for more information 

Amazing, amazing track produced by potsu. I re-arranged it a little bit to fit a structure better but holy shit it stands so well on its own. Heard the beat and wrote the whole song in like an hour. Hello X fans <3

---Lyrics---

evoked emotions got me smokin like a locomotive
swallowed by the ocean, minds awoken then my eyes just open
it was a dream but my clothes are soakin still
what kind of life is it to put my hope inside a pill
im trapped inside fight inside a neverending war
take a double dose of meds with the water that i pour
im losin consiousness at twelve but im up again by four
fuck it i dont really wanna do this shit anymore
i. just. dont. know. what. you. want. from. me.
i. just. dont. know. what. you. want. from. me.
im missin meals with my family so im hurtin their trust
i fall asleep the same time that they servin it up
im runnin outta brain cells the amount im burnin it up
my friend hidin from his demons through the purp in his cup

slept a whole damn three hours over last night
fall asleep in class, all my nights are fuckin bad nights
thats right, please dont ask why i dont act right
dream to sleep on clouds, cant smoke enough for that height
the birds chirpin might be beautiful, it stress me
float away on kicks, bass slappin like its gretzsky
if there is a god, i bet he doin this shit to test me
swear that i could rule the fuckin world if he just let me
i guess he either hates me or he doesnt even notice
liquor in my potions while i smoke to mr ocean
in the open, logan ride the fuckin whip like it was stolen 
so fuck you and all your fuckin stupid omnipotence
wanna stop the shit that goes on in my head
hands covered in this ink and dome covered in lead
but i got too much love to get lost in the sorrow
...the sunlight might be brighter tomorrow

ｆｕｌｌ　ａｌｂｕｍ　ゲく医

Roderick Porter - before the break of dawn (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) (prod. potsu)

TRA$H - MELANCHOLY

TRA$H - SAFE

Official Release of the song "What It Feels To Feel Blue"
By the Artist - ODDSAUL 
  prod. oddsaul
what it really feels to feel blue

What It Feels To Feel Blue

VIDEO

What It Feels To Feel Blue ( instagram: @ohsawool )

TRA$H - WORRY

be cool.

Go check out @korouu cause they're amazing at making music <3

I do not own the artwork 

Lyrics

(verse 1)
we've been dancing for so long
under the stars
i feel as the grass will
cut through my skin
all the pills we take
have seem to prolong
our existence but i 
don't feel alright
I would rather be alone
than have you
everytime I speak I feel
myself fall
do you wish to find
the truth in my
lies
sorry darlin theres
no truth here
no

(verse 2)
it just the two of us my dear
listen to me don't you hear
i only fell for you
i only fell for you baby
don't you let them see your fear
promise not to shed a tear
i only fell for you
i only fell for you baby

sunflower feelings (prod. by korou)

art - @riley-rand
prod. - @fiftysix000

lyrics:

Why try to face it
Problems creatin
want him, but takin
My heart with her, breaking

stop me from shaking
help, baby, fake it
What a mess ur makin
Im always mistaken

Live a cold world, snow in us all
Wish u coulda cared enough to just give me a call
Come an break me down until there’s nothing left at all
heart was so big, but you made it so small

Don want me, for, who i am
frankly i dont give a damn
Know you’ll never understand
Go and find another man

Wake up with u in the morning
Nothing makes winter more warming
In my heart, you're always swarming
Love for you is always forming

wanted you to care, 
(but) there was nothing there
Heart aches with despair
No escaping this nightmare

Why try to face it
Problems creatin
want him, but takin
My heart with her, breaking

stop me from shaking
help, baby, fake it
What a mess ur makin
Im always mistaken

twitter

mistaken (prod. fiftysix)

romance is garbage

romance Is garbage

This is the original mix for if i matter (Embi's Mix)

MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LgehLUTi8p4

Lyrics:

If I matter If I matter If I matter why aren’t you here
If I matter If I matter If I matter why aren’t you here

You’v been goin out a lot 
Since you been so far away 
Tell me when your back or not 
Crying while you drinking late
I’ve been taken pretty heavy 
Drowning in a different blue 
I've been singing all the medleys
Cause I wanna ask you 

If I matter If I matter If I matter why aren’t you here
If I matter If I matter If I matter why aren’t you here

With another guy tonight 
Hope he treats you well now 
Used to be a jealousy type
Now I keep my head down 
Hope you have a good time
Call me when your day is through
Miss you with those brown eyes
Pray what I’m thinking ain't true 

Oh I
I just wanna love you
I just wanna know you 
Tell me what I’m supposed to do 
Please do 
Oh I
I just wanna love you
I just wanna know you 
Tell me what I’m supposed to do 

If I matter If I matter If I matter why aren’t you here
If I matter If I matter If I matter why aren’t you here

if i matter

chill calling ft.dhan (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW )

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Girls

prod @citygrl

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thanks ily

damn, i even dont know how to feel
ay, i cant even tell whats real
yuh, i just want you to come chill
ay, yeah i thought that was the deal
ay, why you always playin these games
yeah, why you like playin these games
woah, why you still playin these games
yuh, why you keep playin these games
yeah, im still just rollin up dope
woah, imma get lost in the smoke
yuh, you gettin stuck in my mind
ay, please just dont waste my time
damn, why you always playin these games
yeah, why you like playin these games
woah, why you still playin these games
yuh, why you keep playin these games
yuh

i just wanna cut, i just wanna fuck
i just wanna feel you
i dont wanna love, i dont wanna "us"
can you be the real you
say you not attached, you dont want that
why you tryna act cool
tryna take it slow, i dont think you know
i can see right through
like it when we talk, make the time stop
ay, it dont mean a lot, i just want the top
yeah, and it gettin late you should stay the night
but when i catch a flight, i dont wanna fight
like it when we talk, make the time stop
ay, it dont mean a lot, i just want the top
yeah, and it gettin late you should stay the night
but when i catch a flight, i dont wanna fight

damn, i even dont know how to feel
i cant even tell whats real
i just want you to come chill
yeah i thought that was the deal
why you always playin these games
why you like playin these games
why you still playin these games
why you keep playin these games
im still rollin up dope
imma get lost in the smoke
you get stuck in my mind
please dont waste my time
why you always playin these games
why you like playin these games
why you still playin these games
why you keep playin these games

i didn't realize how empty my bed was until you left

★ SPOTIFY/APPLE MUSIC★

Roderick Porter - i didn't realize how empty my bed was until you left (prod. City Girl)

just vibes with our new track, much love.

Lost Boy - Seven Days ft. Zeth

made this while big sad
enjoy

available on youtube!
https://youtu.be/FjhlubNihos

What It Feels To Feel Blue ( instagram: @ohsawool )

ODDSAUL

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