Stay Down

Letter 2 Bae 💘

woke up in ATL

Cat In The Trap (Thing 1 Thing 2 Edition)

On Me - RB CAT Feat. Lil No & Sr Rock

Mula Man prod. YoungNasa

Grateful

WYS #DREAMMIX

Shut Up

About Big John

For those who don’t know me, my name is Big John.

I went through a lot at a young age. From the time I was just 3 until about 13 or 14, I experienced abuse that shaped the way I saw myself and the world. I left school around 15 and started working for a roofing company — cleaning up job sites, lifting shingles, moving from place to place. Eventually, I became a contractor.

I couldn’t read or write for most of my life. People told me I was “crazy” or “no good” because I felt things differently. But recently, I found out the truth — I have Mirror-Touch Synesthesia (what I call Merit-Charged Synesthesia). I actually have 54 different types of synesthesia. My whole life, what looked like chaos to others was really my gift: I feel other people’s emotions as if they’re my own.

Because of that, every song I write feels like my life. I can write other people’s emotions down as if I lived them. My songs are deeply personal and sometimes hard for me to process, but they’re also my way of healing.

I’ve always loved music. Singing, writing, building beats — it’s my soul. I used to be able to play over 15 instruments, but after a serious accident in 2022, my hands changed. I’m relearning instruments now because my fingers don’t work the way they used to. Still, I freestyle every single song. Ninety percent is spontaneous; one hundred percent is real.

I work with other writers and I’m always looking for more. If you’re hurting, if you’re writing about your life the way we do, or if you just want to learn how we transform pain into art, reach out to me and my team. We’ll work with you, help you through, and show you that your story matters.

I could take medication if I wanted to, but instead I choose to channel everything into music. This is just a glimpse into who I am and what’s going on with me.

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Lil Rone23 - Quiet Storm (Freestyle)(Prod.By DJDNICEE)

Mirtrillz have killed himself rip Mirtrillz life overwhelmed him a lot . He dropped all his music

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Mir Trillz