ericdoa - first day of summer (zetra, mochila, fortuneswan) [pitched, sped up]

i made this with covid ;)

lyrics

She slides her key right into the front door 
She never usually gets home 30 past four 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 

Just rest your head 
close your eyes you’ll be fine 
dream about the things 
that you would in the night time 
These are the things 
that you’ll bring into the next life 

Just take your dads mustang 
Live in the moment 
Go 100 on freeway 
Just like you own it 
You got a way of waking all us up 
And you know you show it 
Your gonna take over the world someday 
And yet you don’t know it 
And your fathers looking down at you 
I know you miss 
Youd give up anything you have for a chance just to kiss him 
Raise your head don’t be sad 
He raised you to be gifted 
Give it the best that you have 
Cuz you aren’t a victim

She slides her key right into the front door 
She never usually gets home 30 past four 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 

Just rest your head 
close your eyes you’ll be fine 
dream about the things 
that you would in the night time 
These are the things 
that you’ll bring into the next life

front door (grayskies)

lyrics-

Music Video- https://youtu.be/45J2oOM7lFA

oh, where'd you
I'm so high, idk
go say goodbye to my bros 
morning coffee, idk

you say goodbye
hearts in your eyes
you thought i lied 
baby i tried 

the end is coming
all my fiends are running
and the sky is falling
you afraid of the man

go and pop a hunnid
my stomach get pumping
personality fucking me up till the end
you afraid of the man
no I don't got a plan

western gunfight not my fault
sending shots right to the done
you cant patch my bullet holes
insects inside eat my bones
my sedan gets me down the road

validize 

you validated
I wont lie I lost my patients

oh, where'd you
I'm so high, idk
go say goodbye to my bros 
morning coffee, idk

you say goodbye
hearts in your eyes
you thought I lied 
baby I tried 

the end is coming
all my fiends are running
and the sky is falling
you afraid of the man

oh why 
white lies 
I wont survive
my skinny ass died at sunrise 
white boy with a knife to my eyes 
I tried
but you wanna go lie

don't cry
don't mind you
ill be alright 
you tried to save me 
baby I'm fine

falsetto(music video in description)

Step / Kickstand - ericdoa (UNRELEASED)

Lyrics: 

What am I supposed to do if this all ends

I can’t go back

Can’t make amends

In a point between where it all blends

I don’t know much

I can’t pretend


So I’m running away from my problems

Doing all that I can to dissolve them

Know it’s hard but it wouldn’t be harder

It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be


You really left your mark on me

I always played a part in it

You turned into a narcissist

When I was in the heart of it

I went out and caught up with your friends

I’ve forgotten how they could be so much just like you

I’m looking for answers

Not looking for manners

Not thinking you think I despise you


So I’m running away from my problems

Doing all that I can to dissolve them

Know it’s hard but it wouldn’t be harder

It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be


It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

the Great Pyramids of Niza(ukii & Oh well.)

original <3- https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt/violent-taste
prod. michael harrison

do i deserve to be this broken?
i must've done something wrong
and when i speak i feel like choking
it must've been all my fault
i love him more
than i love myself
i'll endure what he gives me
nothing can change my mind,
nothing i won't sacrifice 

you've got such a violent taste now
is that what it takes to turn you on?
he want me to pour my veins out
is that what it takes to be your crush?
i'll keep a compliant face now
you know i would hate to make you stop
i'll be so silent, stay down
if that's what it takes to be what you want
(be what you want)

skele - violent taste (etchmygrave cover)

griffyn - babylon rmx (p. mosh)

Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

im alone in this world
no one ever guves u a tissue
everybody jus gives a shit about u
since u gone from this world fuck i miss u

oh i got so weak in mind
sit here and i fucking cry
guess my brain jus needs more time
and i sit here
no one around me
in my life

go back there sit in the car
my bloods thick, im stuck in tar
an arrow goes right thru my heart
in my feelings oh my oh my god
come bit closer i know ur far
tho u still got my heart

u got all of me
yeah i need u here
u got a hold of me
this life is never fair
this life is never fair
ur the only one to understand my pain
thinking of all those words that remain unsaid

and when ur time is up
i would still sit there and u would be my last thought
atleast thats what i think now
cos nobody else can take ur place in my heart
heart
heart
heart
heart

go back there sit in the car
my bloods thick, im stuck in tar
an arrow goes right thru my heart
in my feelings oh my oh my god
come bit closer i know ur far
tho u still got my heart

i hate this place
and my state of mind
give me one more try
just one more time

oh i bet everything would be better
if i wouldnt have tried with u
now im a menace
cos i cant help myself
but i fall and regret it
and now just feel like the worst friend that someone could have yeah

feels so cold when i look up to heaven
dont wanna be alone
yeah im already stressing
out
over things i cant controll
always think its just my fault
i stay on my own
i stay on my
i stay on my own
i stay on my

go back there sit in the car
my bloods thick, im stuck in tar
an arrow goes right thru my heart
in my feelings oh my oh my god
come bit closer i know ur far
tho u still got my heart

demo

A little snippet from the song “Opium” by Playboy Carti, this is obviously real and expect me to get a copyright strike anyday now

Opium - Playboy Carti (snippet)

i just wanna feel
something but i hate it
and i want something that is real
i've been feeling so complacent

so tell me what's the deal
locked up in my mind
i don't feel anymore
it was a year or two before

(i don't cry, i haven't been able to-)

and all the things you tell me are about the things you wanted
and it'll take a while for me to get in touch with my emotions
all the things i wanna say but i left things feeling broken, yeah
and i'm dancing by myself while you figure out your motives

(yeah, yeah)

(cause i don't-)

told me what you wanted
still, i could never be it
taking all my time to look you in the eyes
and i'm fading from your mind
but you don't really see it
i think i'm alright, i think i'm gonna be fine

and then i have my regrets that wake me up in the morning
falling asleep to thoughts of being important
and i'm wasting my time talking to you i know it
i saw the hands in the sky pull me up without warning

t.b.h, i'm looking at your pictures
i know that you're going back to him
that's okay with me but i'm not sure

i don't know what to feel since you're always not around
you're a few miles from my town
since your moving, kiss me now
and i'm always looking down

and now you're asking for a favor
but i can't even ask myself, yeah
i'm not gonna miss you
i'm not gonna lie to myself
i don't want you

i don't want you

(i don't, i don't, i don't)

i just hate you

tell me what you wanted
so i could never be it
taking all my time to look you in the eyes
and i'm fading from your mind
but you don't really see it
i think i'm alright, i think i'm gonna be fine

staring at the sun while i gaze in the rear view
holding on my hand whenever i was near you
i don't understand what our bodies will turn in to
how different can i be in a soul that you can see through?

hurting all the time and my bones are still aching
i can't comprehend if i know that we'll make it
turning off the lights so she can't see our faces
feel each other's touch while we're in different places

Opium - Playboy Carti (snippet)

marinn