Special thanks to snowcloak for working with me on this. Their help made this final track something I really cherish! I couldn't ask for a cooler friend and collaborator.

snowcloak: 
https://soundcloud.com/snowcloaks
https://twitter.com/snowcloakss

Lyrics:
Tell me that I never meant shit
Tell me that you wish you never met me
Probably gonna pierce my ears 
my knees get weak and my arms get

Heavy headed 
Sleepless deadend 
I don’t 
want it

So tell me 
what you’re thinking
Do I like different now 
Do I seem different now

And tell me
Do these piercings 
Make me different now 
I wanna be different now

say you didn’t mean it like that
Say you need to watch what you say
Put the knife right into my back
Say that you did it for my sake 

Heavy headed
Sleep in 
Bed head
I don’t wanna be awake

And the studs will make me happy
And the studs will make me happy 
And the studs will make me happy 
And the studs will make me happy

Am I what you wanted now

So tell me 
Are you happier now
And tell me 
those piercings help

Did It Help ? (with snowcloak)

@oncill
twitter.com/oncillmusic
www.twitch.tv/oncillmusic

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Barnacle Boy

ebu - what

made for stardew as part of audio secret santa 2021

here's to a new year and new beginnings <3 i love you

lyrics >>
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trenches dug with nowhere left to run
bridges burnt, and now its far too late
but i refuse to let myself succumb to the world
before i see the gates

so i'll give myself to the wind
let her take me wherever she wants
and i know that i will be okay
i have faith in life, it will go on

like a leaf dancing in the air
i will float for all of time
once you learn to release your cares
your stars will align
you will see your prime
you will be just fine

tjuka

Drift

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dropping this on my birthday, <3 u for listening.

cover art by the legend @$ubversive

Barnacle Boy

N22T