i need an n33t piano piece so bad 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

The part that starts at 1 minute 38 seconds is way, way too short. I wish it was a full song. It can't... it can't just end like that! Gah I keep listening to it over and over and over...

a creeping feeling of dissociation //
- losing touch with one's self

a fleeting sense of attachment

as the wind passes through

This song encompasses the artistic struggle I've been enduring over the past 3 months: the obstacles to overcome, the desire for giving up, the search for something new; yet the music itself speaks of the creation of forms and shapes, the matter that they define, and the substances in which they partake in. 

This is the Cosmology of the Shapes, an entryway into the metaphysical realm where divine and earthly matters intersect.

Cosmology of the Shapes

'passage' (where do i go)
track 2 of 5
9/28/21

where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?

isn't it hard to imagine
who i can be next year
i can find a new fashion
to make me feel more sincere
feel stuck in my house can't move forward without waiting it out now
can't be stuck in the wrong crowd the distance grows farther since i've figured myself out
still lost in the shadows a marionette dressed in very old clothes
i just wanna be real though i dont understand what they mean "just be you" so
come to life, it's a miracle, who knew this would hurt when i feel low
it gets worse and my eyes glow, give me time to be who i want no

where do i go from here
where do i go from here
where do i go from here
where do i go from here

passage

//

fetterless, be multitude
settle this and start anew
"bloom where you were planted"
can't you understand it?

written in sessility
come confess your life to me
untangle this becoming
won't you turn the right way?

//

Nascent is about becoming:

The desire to become a better human being, longing to actively participate in the world around you, striving to actualize your potential, and finding meaning in this process.

re:Turning

goodbye 2022

im grateful for the friends and memories that happened this past year 💚

loving

project file: end_of_life

originally written in 1 hour, refined 6/1/23, a method to calm

it's over

thank you for believing in me

Kyodai

Long Song

Emu:
@emulaation
https://twitter.com/emulaation
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4hViYMGpH5WEJSdrCx23Qy?si=QWpdwgMrTj2pa_sbkePrBg

Artwork made by aquoferne:
https://twitter.com/aquoferne
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuLrV8V8uxHZImKgx28hnDA

D'art- & emulaation - Out and About

ephemeral｡

In a world spinning faster every day — filled with noise, chaos, and cancel buttons — 404: Hope Not Found reminds you to slow down, breathe deep, and let the Lo-Fi take over. 🌌🎧

This album is a sonic protest wrapped in peace — a message that no matter what the headlines say, no matter what the future holds, you can still find calm, stillness, and clarity. 🕊️💭

With tracks like Silence Costs Extra, AI Knows Your Secrets, and Chill Before the Collapse, the album blends digital-age anxieties with a chill-out philosophy — responding not with panic, but with patience, beats, and balance. 🧠🫀

Let the rhythms be your reminder:
Even if hope feels missing, peace is never out of reach.

Spotify 

Toxic Mind Upload

'Projection' is taken from the album 'Marking A Boundary With The Turning Point' - Out June 9

Marking A Boundary With The Turning Point, my collab with Radboud Mens, was first released as a limited CD on Shimmering Moods (50 copies, sold out during pre-order).

Now it’s back in the format it truly deserves: a double vinyl edition, remastered by Stephan Mathieu, pressed at Record Industry, and limited to 200 hand-numbered copies.

We explore the tension between stasis and movement; drones, textures, and acoustic details shifting in and out of focus.

Pre-order now via Bandcamp: https://ardbit.bandcamp.com/album/marking-a-boundary-with-the-turning-point


All music by Ard Janssen & Radboud Mens
Mastered by Schwebung Mastering
Artwork & design by Ard Janssen

Manufactured by Record Industry
Distributed by Clone Distribution

a fleeting sense of attachment

N33T

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