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[lyrics]
Oh no, frozen in place just like a photo
I’ve been a wallflower so I don’t know you
But I won’t waste my time for you, even though I hate how it is now
2x

I hope that dogs go to heaven
And someday I might grow up and not be so dramatic
I wouldn’t be so dramatic If I had what I need
What I want, lately it’s becoming one, this is all I want
[chorus]
I know, that you’ve been
Waiting on me
Falling on you
But you won’t wait forever
(in my head) you won’t wait forever
I’ll stay a while

wallflower

nights in October 

Almost forgot 
it’s that time again 
No contact 
Isolation is key 
Wount be around 
For a while 
you see
I just wanna be 
Closer to GOD 

The world 
Is slowing down 
I’m taking back control 
No noise 
No more voices 
Just the sound 
Of my own feet 
I hear my own heartbeat 
I’m getting fast again 
It’s getting way too cold 
I throw that hoodie on 

Uhh— Ahh
Uhhh- Ahh 

Please stop 
Please just stop
please stop talking 
Almost forgot 
Is that time again
No contact 
Isolation is key 
Will be running 
For a while 
You will see

I just wanna be
Closer to GOD 
Closer to GOD 
Closer to GOD 
Closer to GOD..

Closer to GOD

nights in october (p.clvr)

prod: @0k1ro
mix/master: @ihateesca

lyrics:
breathe 1 2
ill count ur heartbeats ill count ur heartbeats
i cry for u 
drowning i cant breathe drowning i cant breathe
silence im overwhelmed
sometimes i cannot tell
beautiful ending
ur my beautiful ending

i, i wasted it all
i just wanna pick up all the pieces
but they turn to dust in my hands
what do i do now
what do i do now.

breathe 1 2
ill count ur heartbeats ill count ur heartbeats
i cry for u 
drowning i cant breathe drowning i cant breathe
silence im overwhelmed
sometimes i cannot tell
beautiful ending 
ur my beautiful ending
i wish that i could tell

heartbeat (0k1ro)

Mdma /// prod star3d

I don’t know what is 
I drop a pill in my cup
But I don’t feel fucked up 
I just feel no love
No emotion it’s tough 
M D M A
Does nothing to me
what’s the side effects
Cus I can’t breathe?
Even still I 
need more ecstasy 

Yeah
I’m fucking fed up now
Need a way to be loud
Im so quiet as hell
like a Fly on the wall 
if silence spoke volumes
I’d be highest on the chart
I can pin point 3 reasons
Like 180 on the darts
So guilty, im a liar
Cus that bitch she broke my heart 
Think that’s why im so numb
That’s why daytime look dark 
Yeah cus lil hitch broke my hear again 

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mdma [star3d]

track 10
took a big swing
drums by @ejcarrmusic
mastered by david kowalski

lyrics:
i’ve got this delicate thing in my hands, i might break it
i never know how to react so i fake
every motion intact though i know when to save it
i’ll bring it all back to ya, know i might hate it

‘cause all we do
is lie to ourselves
oh all we do
is lie to ourselves

my senses all impaired
you want what you know that you can’t share
the fruits of our labor left in air so cold
theres no one even there to hold you
love then lose, i swear
the cycle we push through isn’t fair
the weight of the world we hate to have to hold
the years of old come back to haunt you

is there more to life than brief dilapidation 
i’m just sick of all the chances that i’m wasting
if you’re here for me i’d rather you just say it
these relationships are never as explained
yet i know
if i want it back ill have to move a mountain
and twofold
there’s no going back to save me when i’m drowning

‘cause all we do
is lie to ourselves
oh all we do
is lie to ourselves

my senses all impaired
you want what you know that you can’t share
the fruits of our labor left in air so cold
theres no one even there to hold you
love then lose, i swear
the cycle we push through isn’t fair
the weight of the world we hate to have to hold
the years of old come back to haunt you

IMPAIRED

track 7
my favorite
melodies by @flesh
mastered by david kowalski

lyrics:
focus
nothing you’re saying is potent
winter white lake near the ocean
lately it feels like i’m going insane
notice
everything here has a purpose
i don’t think we are deserving
we can just wait until it goes our way
white walls don’t float around my head
i’d call the second you wanted
i needed less of an option
cuz if they wanted me dead, they would’ve said so

if they wanted me dead, they would’ve said so
if they wanted me dead, they would’ve said

i should cry in my sleep
i could die in my dreams
when you’re high, you’re between
all the love and disease
you’re the guide, bury me
in the stars, in the seas
you can try to be mean
but your heart disagrees, oh-ohhh

i wanna find it again, that burning feeling u said
was in the forest back then, you know the search came and went
we open fire to spend our waking moments as friends
is it so hard to pretend? this isn’t all that they said we’d get
vice grip my own intentions
malice fueled apprehension
i set my expectations
to be broken
waste of breath

i tried keeping far away
nothing building in its place
couldn’t find that shit forever
now im back, its just my fate
i’d try playing to your tastes
anything to hear your name
cuz i wanted this forever 
wish i wasnt in the way 

i tried keeping far away
nothing building in its place
couldn’t find that shit forever
now im back, its just my fate
i’d try playing to your tastes
anything to hear your name
cuz i wanted this forever 
wish i wasnt in the way 

i should cry in my sleep
i could die in my dreams
when you’re high, you’re between
all the love and disease
you’re the guide, bury me
in the stars, in the seas
you can try to be mean
but your heart disagrees

miserable as your hands are shaking now.

THE GUIDE

produced by nte

i'm sure you've heard it all before
he's got one foot out the door now
cry on the bathroom floor
all because you can't afford
to move out
and take a new road, a new route
we're bored, i'm talking
tears down my face like you wanted

cause you're a

soul crushing waste of sin
carving out my heart again
doesn't matter where i am
i still feel you on my skin, you're a
soul crushing waste of sin
carving out my heart again
doesn't matter where i am
i still feel you on my skin

(yeah i still feel you there, yeah i still feel you)
(inside of my skin, no i can't win no, i can't win no)

and i'm outside your door now
hand you flowers when you walk out
but you're not there cause there's a
new set of hands through your old hair
baby where did i go wrong?
wish i didn't have to sing a song just to tell you
wish i didn't have to tell you
yeah, i wish i didn't have to

you were a soul crushing waste of my time
tell your friends that i didn't lie, no
i blurred all my lines, when all of this time
i could have just said you're a

soul crushing waste of sin
carving out my heart again
doesn't matter where i am
i still feel you on my skin, you're a
soul crushing waste of sin
carving out my heart again
doesn't matter where i am
i still feel you on my skin

(yeah i still feel you there, yeah i still feel you)
(inside of my skin, no i can't win no, i can't win no)

nights in october (p.clvr)

Jeji