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Shadowself

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WIND PHONE (w/ florent!a & Nat James)

LIMIT BREAK - cupsy Remix 
by @thecupsy x @YETsoundsystem

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℗ 2024 SURFNET

LIMIT BREAK - cupsy Remix

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Open Your Eyes, look at the sky, a beautiful life

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Open Your Eyes

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With U (Extended Mix)

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Till Death Do Us Part

Stardust Overdrive - Hard Trance DJ Set

Crystal Tides - Melodic Dubstep Music

A tribute to Jack — my dog son, my companion, and the soul who carried me through the loss of my stillborn son, Dylan Jerome “DJ.”
The equation (J + 4A + 2C + K) / 10 = 3.1 transforms Jack’s name into 3.1, weaving his presence directly into my artist identity and into this piece of music.

This track reflects his journey through kidney disease, the quiet moments we shared, and the spiritual bond that shaped my healing.
Created as a sonic memorial, it speaks to grief, resilience, transcendence, and the truth that love never disappears — it only changes form.

dog spelled backwards = GOD
Psalm 150:6

Thank you for listening.

128 BPM

J + 4A + 2C + K v2

(J + 4A + 2C + K) / 10

Amen break Producer

Contact: utmostdespair2006@gmail.com

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With U (Extended Mix)

Utm0st_Despair!