taking your time..

after party

Lyrics: 
Yeah, I see all of the pain in your eyes
I hate when I make you cry
It makes me feel like a bad guy
A feeling of wanting to die
Cuz hurting you hurts me inside
You’re the best person in my life

You don’t let go
Loyal from the get go
If you’re upset, you let me know
And I’m just so damn grateful..

So damn grateful, you’re by my side bae
We go the right way
When you get close
It feels as if I had never spoke
Ya know?

(in reverse)
Won't lie
I'm scared
Of losing you

Ready for anything life throws us
Ignoring those who oppose us
You’re so damn precious babe
You never fail to just notice
You always know when I’m not okay

You always show me how far you’d go
You swear that you love me, like girl, I know
I just want you to know that I love you more

Grateful

Grateful (prod. inuyasha)

Lyrics:
You don’t gotta know all that
That (x2)
Only that I came to be with you
But if you wanna know that bad
Bad (x2)
I’ve never been this deep in love, to tell you the truth
And I don’t really wanna go back
Back (x3)
To being friends and spending every day feeling blue
So baby come and sit on my lap
Lap (x2)
And let me tell you everything I love about you

Eyes like the morning
The coffee I smell
And even a skin tone to match
Reminds me of caramel
I love the length of your hair
And whatchu did to your nails
There’s no one that could compare
It’s like I’m under a spell

Small waist, and good hygiene 
Your beautiful figure, so enticing
Every move you make, so mesmerizing
I might be
Crazy to think you would like me

You're way out of my league, girl, I know
But this is something I can’t let go
Been dreaming of you, head to toe
I should prolly shut up though, cuz

You don’t gotta know all that
That (x2)
Only that I came to be with you
But if you wanna know that bad
Bad (x2)
I’ve never been this deep in love, to tell you the truth
And I don’t really wanna go back
Back (x3)
To being friends and spending every day feeling blue
So baby come and sit on my lap
Lap (x2)
And let me tell you everything I love about you

Right time, but the wrong face
She played the right cards, threw the 4 aces
I know you
Wrong girl with the right traits
Tasted so true, but it all felt fake
Everything fit, but I felt misplaced 
Her smile was real, but the love was all staged
I know you
Fell for the part she played
I know you
She wore a whole different face
Wouldn’t wanna chase
Chase (x3)
She wore my heart like jewelry, then left it in a scary, dark place
Place (x2)
Gone without a trace
Now I’m just stuck here wishing that the memories would fade
Fade (x3)
I knew all this was coming, but for some reason, I still feel so betrayed
Trayed (x2)
It was all fake
Fake (x3)

Honey Or Hollow

Honey or Hollow (prod. inuyasha x jeiddn)

The Ball (with soløwøn) [prod. JPBeatz]

I just wanted to make something. Posting it in case people like it.

Lyrics:
I wish you had told me
Now my trust is gone
Thought I was your only
Girl, you’re so damn wrong
I can’t fill this void in me
Crying all night long
Betrayed me in the back seat of his car
Why lie?
I tried
I wanted this
Why do you cry?
Be honest
Why do you wanna choose me over him?
You should have done that way back then
When you had the chance, but..
I can’t be your love again
I can’t be your love again
Trust me, girl, I’m trying
But I know I’ll keep on wonderin’
I can’t be your love again
I can’t be your love again
I know this can’t work no more
Cuz I’ll just keep on suffering


I Can't Be Your Love Again...

a lil remix I made on the fly, idk might add more to it if I feel like it

LOVE LIKE YOU 2

Enough [prod. JPBeatz]

https://discord.gg/DfC4qTGN9X
Zephyr Collective

Caught in The Middle W/ VIIDS, Ctron, Rei (Prod. Weckly)

Lyrics:

Me:
Yeah, they see what I post
But they miss what I cope with
Slight smiles in the pics
But it’s all outta focus
I been talkin' in codes
Yeah, I write, but I ghost it
I’m alive in the flicks
But I die when I post it

People tell me
“Just pray" 
"you’ll be fine"
"It’ll pass soon”
Like I ain’t been 
Stuck in this room 
Since last June
Like I ain’t been 
Eatin' my shame 
Like fast food
Like I ain’t been 
Stuck in my head like a bad tune

I been 
Checkin' my pulse
Like I’m missin' a beat
Heart heavy
Like it’s tied
To the soles of my feet
I keep draggin' it around 
Through the cracks in the street
Tryna carry somethin' that was never really for me

Yeah, I write notes to myself
But I rip ‘em in halves
Throw ‘em in a messy pile
With the rest of my past
I’ve been searchin’ for the meaning
Like a needle in glass
Tryna fix the things I break 
With a piece that won’t match

Maybe healing ain’t a finish line
But a circle
Maybe it’s the way that I return
To what's hurtful
Maybe I been searchin’ for the exit 
In reversal
But every door I closed was a frame I was birthed through.

Rei:
So now i gotta keep it in tact
Won't be going round' again and ima make it a pact
I turn the wheel its getting shifty like the tire was flat
It wont vanish
Caught up in the motherf- damage

Me:
Cause I’m damaged
In the middle, standin
Thoughts and feelings as paint that stains my canvas

Rei: 
That's why I'm overthinking a lot
To redevelop the plot
It's not something I can really put my hands in

Me:
I been drawin' through the cracks though my hands feel stranded

Rei:
But the lines that it branded are all the little chances
I take
Never get a break
Even when demanded

Me:
Maybe what's broken don't always need a bandage
I thought a perfect page was the goal to reach
But I’m learnin’ now the smudges hold a piece of me

Rei:
Maybe from a different angle, I'll believe in me
Instead of thinking that somebody else completed me
I never seem to find what other people see in me
I really think it's cause I stuck the art of being me
Not into the person that I want, but I need to be
Now every piece is essential to the scenery

Put your hands up-
If you're ever feeling forced to have your head tucked
That boy Nas said to always keep your heads up
This ain't the end, everybody's gonna mess up
Tell me you're trying to

Me:
I thought peace was a mountain I was climbing to

Rei: 
But maybe peace is the valley I've been driving through
Never thought
To stop
The plot 
I would dive into

Me:
Maybe standing still is the bravest thing I gotta do
Maybe damage
Ain't all disadvantage

Rei:
truly couldn't stop me
I'll go on a rampage

Me:
Maybe broken
Is a version of chosen
Maybe I was never made to be fully golden

Rei:
Uh, Gimme da booster
I be da rooster
When I shout it out loud that I ain't a loser
I'm shouting out loud, you know it was gruesome
We all shouting cause ima give the crew some

Me:
I don’t hate who I am
I just wrestle who I been
Maybe silence ain’t a prison
Maybe it's a friend
I used to think alone was the enemy within
But maybe bein' known starts with knowin’ me again
Knowin’ me again
I thank you, heavenly father, for showing me again

Kintsugi (feat. Rei) prod. roku beats

Sorry about the annoying reverbed beginning. I had to edit the beautiful intro in order to post this.

Lyrics:

Me:
I can’t save ya (x2)
Thought we’d be forever
Guess it’s better on paper
I can’t save ya (x2)
I can’t be the one to tame ya
Or change ya
No, no..
You really thought I wouldn’t know?
Could’ve hid it better if you kept it on the low
I can’t save ya (x2)
Knew something was wrong
When I noticed your behavior
Oh no..

Flexing to your friends about all of your cheating
Let’s be real, you’re just showing that you’re easy
No more games, you won’t catch me believing
You killed our love, girl, I’m leaving, I’m leaving

Whatchu lost, girl, you won’t be retrieving
Too long, you deceived me, like easy
Love ain’t real when your heart keeps fleeting
Your loss, not mine, girl, believe me, believe me

I didn’t
Wanna make this song
I can’t
Believe you did this all to me
Now I’m
Finally moving on
You’ll see
You’re just a distant memory

Give up on you, I won’t
But I can’t stay when you kill my high hopes
Baby, go pick up your bible
God has the power to change your heart, I don’t

I think it’s time that we move on
Sticking around just feels too wrong
I can’t stay where love feels long gone
We can’t dance to a broken love song
I just wanna be alone
I’m not sure I still believe in love
I wanted it to be you
But you were playing me all along

Rei:
whats real anyway
know i tried and tried for you every day
and now one last thing that you wanna say
is you wont get no love outta me
and I know there's no changing your mind
but I know this initial design
if you just trust in me I'll get you right
girl just trust in me look in my eyes