Jovan - Backdown (symelz)

no I dont know how she feel
pop out wit drank on me
pop out wit dat switch on me
she all in dat amg benz
Im tryna be more than your friend
pop out wit glock we like fuck a fn
Im knowing she dont notice me
Im knowing she dont love on me
yea and Im knowing she wanna love on you
know dat Im sorry what I do to you
knowing Im sorry yea you cry to me
Im knowing that sum is wrong
my heart my diary gone
sometimes I just wanna be alone
yea I know that Im never enough for you
baby Im wishing that I was right next to you
Im loving your body okay Im caressing you
pop out wit dat switch okay if he get next to you
girl I never question you
you know I just popped me a pill
no Im thinking that I need 2
you hate when Im off of these drugs
I hate when Im off of em too
baby Im tryna come see you right now
Im tryna get all up in you
we in dat big body gle now
yea we in dat big body coupe
bae I dont know why you crying right now
yea you know Im loving on you
baby Im calling just pick up the phone
yea Im like watchu tryna do 
slide down I fill em up wit bullet holes
since he tryna act like a fool

sometimes I wanna be alone (oxyivist)

jovan - voodoo (todd)

viyah- i care 4u all ways ft ovanni (violet)

viyah - bug me (symelz&jkjmetasco)

swallow the pain w/ jovan

idk why he deleted
soundcloud.com/stat / instagram.com/jovanxx1

banana (otaku)

dream it ((luvpurp, mxsui)

am i a bad person cuz 

ion want no enemies but i don’t want no friends?
tryna find a way to skip and jump right out my skin 
look life right in the eyes and take that shit right on my chin 
yes i came from my kin 
but i can not be them 

i’m not like them 
they not like me 
the world done made a shell 
n all the bloodline did 
was make a soul that feel like he impaled 
bleed right out my heart and flood the bubble 
will i drown myself? 
bleed right out my eyes then i see red 
and take em all to hell

with me 
yuh with me 
that’s what you believe 
that’s what you believe 
we here 

yes i could cry at any moment 
take the pain and hold it close 
just like i want em to hold me 
but i gotta keep emet written on my head 
and stop all the folding 
i’m my own mane and i know it
but the effort feel so lonely 

money don’t mean shit compared to me 
but i don’t mean shit compared to earth 
and the only thing that’s really scaring me 
is never really knowing what’s my worth 
what’s it like being me? 
walk outside only wishing no one seeing me 
instead i get asked bout my hair, bout what i wear, and about my teeth 
act like i don’t care 
but i just wish y’all wasn’t seeing me 

but not cuz it hurt 

cuz if you perceive yourself 
like you perceiving big nirn 
then you would get rid of the ego 
and fully be ready to hurt 
what’s the meaning of being a human 
to act like we better than dirt 
or birds 
guess i’m just ready to take em to hell with me

viyah- i care 4u all ways ft ovanni (violet)

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