cover, prod and vocals by yonklolz.

lyrics:

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

You misuse your influence
Talk down on everything
Desire to not exist
One like and everything flips
And I can't tell you why
My existence is a lie
Bitch, I'm talking
Please don't try to speak
I've been on the low
For the past few weeks
I've been struggling
And I'm sick of it
Make me feel like shit
What's the point of it

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

And I can't seem to find what's real
My mind is a painting but every day it peels
And I wrote so many songs about you
The pictures on my wall all lost their value
And maybe one day, I'll get around you
But this time, I'll just fall

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

spotify

don't test me!

Codeine ft.Viizzi (prod.lil biscuit)

https://www.instagram.com/luv_kurtis/
https://www.instagram.com/1viizzi/
https://www.instagram.com/mordecai.s_narrator/

codeine ft. viizzi (lil biscuit)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7fDHRYfYUYkqiVRvDlJE92?si=d35c07b30ab948d8

shoutout @poisionedcheeto and @hialyx 2 goats

lyrics :

i had to sacrifice 
everything in my life
so that you won't be mad at me
i thought it had to be
wonder why i'm tired
when arguements one sided
do you hate me or love me?
paint me as the enemy
ur friends say they hate me
thought they were a friend of me
losing all hope 
think this is the end of me ohhh

out of touch
out of love
can't pick myself up when you
fuck me up
you said all those things i'm giving up
can't handle the pain
think i've had enough (x2)

(epic drop)

out of love (simon m x alyx)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6bfsK3wIeiiXuFl4zx0JVh?si=ebd0330e7fea4a5a
cover art by my friend tony
swazy: @swazyhq
thank you frost'd for helping me with the mixing on the first guitars

its hard for me to say
how i feel at this point
it gets worse by time
and i cant take it
all i ask for is my space
is that too much?
i can do nothing well
i even disappoint myself now
you werent there for me
but its fine i wasnt either
but you still act like i care
all that i can say is i dont
or atleast i dont pretend to
i was never good enough
for the people to like me too
so just leave me alone
or ill never come back

did what you asked for 
things still cant go back to the way they were
before before before
and these thoughts turn like dials in my mind
they never break off the chain 
i know where i stay
but without you i would rather walk into my grave
i decide 
who could i 
be more like
cant get you back and that aint right
i'd do it all i wanna fight 
cant get you back and that aint right
i decide 
who could i 
be more like
cant get you back and that aint right
i'd do it all i wanna fight 
cant get you back and that aint right

before

before +swazy*

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

featuring @llostvision & @xona (check them out)
produced by me & @xandror2
expect more music from me from now on :)

lyrics
seph 
treat me like a butterfly
i can't make amends while i'm falling down
you got me fucking switching sides
i thought that we were friends
it goes all around

this shit been going on 
i don't think that i can take it
leave me in the dark 
got me feeling so sedated
tearing me apart
you don't think bout what you saying
stab me in the heart
swear my body been decaying

ellvee 
i can feel the bugs crawling under my skin 
i’m lost in the void I don’t know where I’ve been 
no point in fighting back you already win 
god there’s something evil the way that she grins

i got the spins 
the sickness begins 
tear off my limbs 
pull all the strings 
i got the spins 
the sickness begins 
tear off my limbs 
pull all the strings 


xona
you decide what i'll do, i shot a text and i didn't answer too
(don't)
you don't need the help and my truth
i can't even stick to one of my attributes
i sit aside with just me, issues are involved with you it seems
never tend to end and I want it to be
burning through the pages that i write and read, it's on me

treat me like a butterfly
don't know why you switching sides
treat me like a butterfly
don't know why you switching sides

butterfly w/ ellvee & xona (seph & xandror2)

B 1502 is a flight from london to LA, this is a dream of running away ive had for a while

Lyrics:
you see me standing here 
im outside alone
now I been tryna find a place
so I can call it my home

I turn my heart into stone
im tryna let you go
ill buy a ticket to LA
im leaving you on the road
i need to go on the run

dont wait for me
like I wait for you

fight with me 
you always struggled getting straight to the point
and I would always lose my temper
fuck I know that it hurt you a lot, you know I wish I could stop
every word it counts
I know I pushed you away

talk to me, ill tell you that im tryna get out your way
im sorry for all of my fuck ups and petty mistakes
youll never have to worry bout me
never see me again, these pills I have inside my hand 
will do the job for my pain

you need to get out of this place
and run away from your mistake
I cant, no I cant worry bout a thing
cause im so drink I cannot think

you see me standing here 
im outside alone
now I been tryna find a place
so I can call it my home

I turn my heart into stone
im tryna let you go
ill buy a ticket to LA
im leaving you on the road
i need to go on the run

I need to get out of here from this spot
you know I struggled a lot 
every word I said
youll never see me again

SPOTIFY

B 1502 (michael harrison)

everything produced by me 
featuring @f43isd34d

runnin with scissors 🏃 (feat. f43)

+ @rans0m
prod @012207 my goat<3, @hiiidrax, @bsunnn

@1spooz
every time i dont wanna be here
u just drag me back
to the drugs and the aphrodisiacs
i cant tell i cant tell
if u love me
through the lust and the secret agendas
u dont trust me
laying secret cameras around my house
(what the fuck is this)
every second somebodys watching
i gotta keep a gun
u know that aint fun
i got better shit to do
leave me alone

@rans0m
it hasnt been that easy but i did it by myself
you were alot of things but u werent any help
and ik i could be selfish but u put my life thru hell
idk if anything will improve only time will tell
ima make it sell
brodie got locked up so we had 2 get him out on bail
make it rain make it hale
i got aim guns prevail
i got aim i can see clear
spinning on his block u dont rly wanna b there

@1spooz
got a deathrow inmate as a girlfriend
what the fuck?
i want out
i want out
i want out
yeah just tell me what u want from me
ill hand everything i have over to u
i want out

secret agent

secret agenda +rans0m (baz, drax, bsun)

Big thanks to @chriad for mix/master as always 
one of my fav songs

Pre-save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/srrygate/chapters-end-feat-latency


Take a look at your hair
It looks different than the last time we talked
Take a look over there 
I remember you said it's my fault 
But you're wrong, and it really wouldn't be the first time
I wrote a song
I would have been way better off without 
I guess I'm really all alone

First day 
All those things that you said yea the first date 
I guess things change
I guess I didn't know you
But does it really matter
Things break, shatter
Hearts get broken
Change the chapter
Cause I've tried flipping pages 
And I should just embrace it
And if I could id face it
And is it really true
And can't take it anymore (more)

7 nights that I stayed over but I had enough
Like 6 stories that you told me it's not adding up
Take 5, I can't stand to stare into your blank eyes
4 times, that you fake cried just to change sides 
Fuck off got me so confused, black and blue
And I'm up all night thinking about what I could have done wrong 
So long, I'm so sick of writing all these love songs
And I throw up any time I think about the old us
Lockdown I don't make no sound but breathing
Clocked out, fuck it you just gave another reason
Gone south I don't have a choice but bitch I'm leaving
Talk down, cut into my heart and leave me bleeding

First day 
All those things that you said yea the first date 
I guess things change
I guess I didn't know you
But does it really matter
Things break, shatter
Hearts get broken
Change the chapter
Cause I've tried flipping pages 
And I should just embrace it
And if I could id face it
And is it really true
And can't take it anymore (more)

Outro

Chapter's End

Chapter's End w/Leyton (Priv)

LYRICS:

I know that I should care about my life
But I can't bring myself to do what's right
Days are moving on by and I'm losing time
Stuck in this cycle and it's no one's fault but mine
If I don't do something and quick
I might lose myself to this
Feel like I might lose my mind
Stuck in this cycle and it's no one's fault but mine

Breaking myself down till there's no way back
Try so hard to repair what's left in the ash

I hurt someone again, same shit a different day
I can't help but hate me for my past mistakes

Let it all affect me and corrode my system
Lose what I hold in my heart and I’ll miss them

I know that I should care about my life
But I can't bring myself to do what's right
Days are moving on by and I'm losing time
Stuck in this cycle and it's no one's fault but mine
If I don't do something and quick
I might lose myself to this
Feel like I might lose my mind
Stuck in this cycle and it's no one's fault but mine

before +swazy*

uxbie

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