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@dylanlongworth

i spend so much time
by myself
i burn the feelings,
hide in my skin
it hurts when u say
that i was right
blame myself
everytime i cry

i throw away my phone
just to get over it
it's hard
i know
it's addicting
and once uve done it
you can't just stop
you're stuck with it

and youre stuck with it
cry & cry the tears they fall
no its not your fault
youre in the right after all

wish they'd treat me right, wish they'd treat me well
is it too much to ask for? i need help
i'm just a burden to you

its all a waste, i disappear
i know u hate the things u hear
the time is up, things now cant heal
its too late now, bloods everywhere

stuck in the past, got nowhere go
u take a razor, let it break through
your skin & eyes its so beautiful
yet you cant stop and kill it real slow

the pain in your voice
made it so obvious
im stuck in ur head,
dont try & deny it
u killed me inside of ur nightmares
u break down on the floor, and shed down tears

u write a letter to your past
you made it up, things now wont last
the scars u made, they wont heal fast
u changed, with that the old me passed

and i hate the way i miss your face 
cause i built these walls i can't escape, 
carve up my wrists, stand in the rain,
it's your voice i miss, don't miss the pain,

it's insane, where does the hate end 
cause my head was crushed on the pavement 
i don't think that i deserve saving 
it's my life, i'll fuck it and take it 

i can't sang that song or go to that place 
without feeling wrong, i might just erase the past 
i'm not missing what we had, of what we had

burden

burden +dylan longworth

you take turns
make decisions all night long
waiting for another message
waiting for another call
u keep hurting others
thinking that it is their fault
u never notice how it feels
until u start to fall


sleeping tight
in
my bedroom once again
called me
last night
now this is what u regret
hopeless
cried in
my bed
ill wait for u
leave if u want
no matter ill still stay

I'll wait for you

i wrote too many songs about the things that happened when u left
stuck up in the past again
now i got nowhere to go
gotta go, tryna get back on the road
i took many pills again
tryna get back to where we met
it seems like i start to forget
to forget how it felt when u were there

so u step right back in the middle of the line
doesnt matter where u went, u left all of ur friends behind
u got used to all the stress the others made  before u died
everytime they all broke down, they yelled for ur name and then cried

u never had time for urself
ringed ur phone but u put it in ur shelf
i felt blessed right in that moment where we met
now ur gone and it hurts right in my chest

is this real or is this fake?
is this real or is this fake?
is this real or is this fake?
is this real or is this fake?

pluck a string,
trigger to my chest
tell me once again
about the hate
that u have felt

feel it in my spine
cant run
neither walk
on my way
to the store
gotta get some of whats left

on the corner of my eye i see u there
(is this real or is this fake?)
i cant help but talk to u again
(is this real or is this fake?)
and u turn ur back on me
its like u never knew who i am
its like we never even met

walking to ur heart was easier than i thought
u watched me fall apart
from the front of the entrance
its like i never existed
its like i never was part of u

and u changed from when we last saw
eachother
its like ur a completely different person now
ur like a diary
ur full of secrets
ill never discover
the voice of urs has
never entered my brain
yet i recognize it

your diary

when you walk away
make a pause
and take a breath
make me stop
feel the touch
on ur skin
make it soft

its fine
its fine
its fine
its fine

you'd wake me up when u feel
down
u begged for my help
everytime u felt like u would
die
u started to yell

i felt better when u left
now ur back it fucking hurts
tried to make me feel the worst
and made me fall in love again

no i never felt okay
when u were here at my place
told the public all those lies
just to see me fucking hurt

take my hand
and run away
is what u said
before u made me hate

when you walk away
make a pause
and take a breath
make me stop
feel the touch
on ur skin
make it soft

cut me off
and fuck me up
close the door
and make it shut
let me out
let me out
let me out
let me out

let me out

covenbrook₂ — (Graduation day
+additional composition by @caleblrt 

2 of ?
June 8 2004

a difference of interest in gender and sworn-off politics 
but you make an easy target
a perfect ball for the batter to hit

so what's happening now
do you feel the motion that's weighing you down

it's really never enough 
but when i say it is, i hate you
so unrefined, a prototype
oh when you say it is, i hate you

if i went down south would it change your mind
could it be yours if you needed
head split on the ground
dig my grave for the day that i drown

begging you to hold me, hold me
don't you know i get a little lonely, lonely
can't you see there's something that you owe me, owe me
so don't you know i get a little lonely, lonely
don't you know

it's really never enough 
but when i say it is, i hate you
so unrefined, a prototype

come to me
i'd make you sound so sweet 
if you'd let me

prototype

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leaves are falling way too far,
feel like i'm on spring break when it's summer
should've known after all
that you were never right
and you're wrong

cus it's all my fault
i know i should've treated you better than that way
but it's my fault
yet you blame yourself all over again

oh

cus 
im a social reject
and i got no friends
used to be drug addicted
to forget about them
took a shotgun
and put it right under my head
used to hope for my death and now i still feel blessed
all these sins i commited
i hope i can change
wish for no one but u,
give me one more chance
prayed that they might forgive
for the things that i did
and now im alone
wish for ur holding hand

cus life seems so worthless if you're not there
the love of my life disappeared like you were,
never there

spring break gave me a chance of change

PLEC0 , RICE , ASHE , SHOBER , COTICKER - PRODS - SABRR , PK , DILO , ELWOODA

##BEWITCHED GOBLINS

@mythvalley
stream at ffm.to/ropetothecity or https://maxeem.live
[how I love the cycle] 

production, vocals, mix + master by maxine noelle @1maxeem


ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚LYRICS.˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ

[verse]
obsessed with my psyche
think i need some help
trembling im tripping up
I'm risking my health
I'm falling right back into it
jump start my heart again
I'm crawling right back to ya
on my own I couldn't stand
brush my hair
flush my eyes
I cant stand of the sight
(I'm waking up in the bed feeling dead, like)

[hook]
lets take it back to where it started again
I cut the rope to the city
full of all my friends
I slept thru the night
for once in a lifetime
I'm falling again, typical (x2)(shoutout @genecimusic)

[bridge]
let's take it back (x4)

is it true
that you hate it
the way you assume
that I'm vacant
I'm falling on thru
I cant take it
I'm breaking it's true
(yeah I'm breaking, I'm breaking up)
I cannot fucking take this shit
I will not fuckin take this shit
I left unseen and took the hit
I leave the scene and take the hit
take me back to where it started
I will never forgive, I'll never forgive

[hook]
lets take it back to where it started again
I cut the rope to the city
full of all my friends
I slept thru the night
for once in a lifetime
I'm falling again, typical (x2)

the city

@kenesukoh x @7sabrr7

@qxi
i'm so done
i'm so free
i'm doing myself
i'm being me

i do what i want
crushing rock, rock
push it all the way
push to the top, top

top, top (push to the)
top, top top
top, top
top, top top
top, top (push to the)
top, top top
top, top

@catgif
try as you might
im not losing this fight
i stay out of sight
read between the lines
oh, oh, oh
can't you see i tried?
can't you see i tried?
whats the fuckin purpose
right now it all feels so worthless
cut off the part thats hurtin
think i'll need a surgeon

@helpquixi
and i'm so lost i can't even find myself nowwwww
i'll be surprised if anything actually works outttt
i know that its my fault if i burst out (but i'm too hurt now)

@hannevig
will you go away?
i don't wanna deal with this today
pick apart my brain
i don't wanna hear you say it

open up my closet
full of secrets
skeletons, monsters
you can see them
you can pick and pry 
but please don't free them
i regret the things i've done
they're in there for a reason
picking up the potion
it fades away my memories
down 1, down another, down 3
i cannot see
choking on my tongue and my words
no i cannot breathe
i cannot fathom why you wanna be with me

will you go away?
i don't wanna deal with this today
pick apart my brain
i don't wanna hear you say it

-

@qxi
i'm so done
i'm so free
i'm doing myself
i'm being me

i do what i want
crushing rock, rock
push it all the way
push to the-

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credits://
@antag01
@fvckriv
@offsen1

notes://
i wanna make stuff thats actually meaningful. but this'll do... for now;
nervous abt going to college:/
i need to work on my time management...
1 simple mistake can ruin evrthing...

lyrics://
i cnt deny
i do it anywy
dont think im alr
i gotta getaway
stay up on the grind
dis shit a throwaway
air dis bitch out i aint talkin
thats my day-to-day

know me
show me
how you gon expose me
caught yo brother lackin
now ur family pourin 40's
how he got exotic
but he know he still owe me
stompin in her head
cuz she didnt wanna blow me
x2

i cnt deny
i do it anywy
dont think im alr
i gotta getaway
stay up on the grind
dis shit a throwaway
air dis bitch out i aint talkin
thats my day-to-day

(riv)
working day to day
wtf! you say
all these bitches in my dms but they cant say lame
you a fucking lame
up the fucking pace
matter fact i told that bitch to up the fucking drac
matter fact ill tell your bitch i dont wanna hit her up right back
i aint focus on no bitch i swear im focused on that stack
ima get up all this guapalay im getting all these racks

been stuck in my dms wanna know me
talking hella shit but you just mad up pourin 40s
like ive been sippin codiene
feeling hella lonely
i done got a roley on my wrist, and now im showing

im with gang
talking shit we go bang
talking shit we gone put you in the range
take a piss feel like kelly when i sang
all that blood up on his shirt we left that boy up with a stain

your diary

uxbie

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