recorded on 04/26/2023 at 5:24am

lyrics:
i never got to tell u why
i left in the first place
in the first place

u never even tried to hide
but u couldnt resist
couldnt resist

u know that i would try to stay
if only god could forgive
if only god could forgive

u know that i would try to lie
if only you would listen
if only you would listen

5:24 AM

you take turns
make decisions all night long
waiting for another message
waiting for another call
u keep hurting others
thinking that it is their fault
u never notice how it feels
until u start to fall


sleeping tight
in
my bedroom once again
called me
last night
now this is what u regret
hopeless
cried in
my bed
ill wait for u
leave if u want
no matter ill still stay

I'll wait for you

i wrote too many songs about the things that happened when u left
stuck up in the past again
now i got nowhere to go
gotta go, tryna get back on the road
i took many pills again
tryna get back to where we met
it seems like i start to forget
to forget how it felt when u were there

so u step right back in the middle of the line
doesnt matter where u went, u left all of ur friends behind
u got used to all the stress the others made  before u died
everytime they all broke down, they yelled for ur name and then cried

u never had time for urself
ringed ur phone but u put it in ur shelf
i felt blessed right in that moment where we met
now ur gone and it hurts right in my chest

is this real or is this fake?
is this real or is this fake?
is this real or is this fake?
is this real or is this fake?

pluck a string,
trigger to my chest
tell me once again
about the hate
that u have felt

feel it in my spine
cant run
neither walk
on my way
to the store
gotta get some of whats left

on the corner of my eye i see u there
(is this real or is this fake?)
i cant help but talk to u again
(is this real or is this fake?)
and u turn ur back on me
its like u never knew who i am
its like we never even met

walking to ur heart was easier than i thought
u watched me fall apart
from the front of the entrance
its like i never existed
its like i never was part of u

and u changed from when we last saw
eachother
its like ur a completely different person now
ur like a diary
ur full of secrets
ill never discover
the voice of urs has
never entered my brain
yet i recognize it

your diary

@a_anx1ety x @negativecreeper

@qxi
i could b ur hero
i could b the one that makes ur eyes glow, bright
i'll give u my coat when u get cold
my number is here when u feel alone

ima take it back
cus u made it sad
i dont want no slow shit
i just want it fast
bitch u are so precious
leave u in the past
u said i was the first
but id rather be ur last

i could b ur hero
i could b the one that makes ur eyes glow, bright
i'll give u my coat when u get cold
my number is here when u feel alone

@yokulol
u fall down and think i’ll catch you anyway
idk why, cus i said it once before you think it
i’ll never leave, ur not wrong
i’m just thinking maybe we could last for long (oohwahahh)

cus when u get involved
i just fall
i don’t wanna care at all
it’s not a lot u know I’m tryin

cus when u get involved
i just fall
i don’t wanna care at all
it’s not a lot u know I’m tryin

@qxi
i could b ur hero
i could b the one that makes ur eyes glow, bright
i'll give u my coat when u get cold
my number is here when u feel alone

spotify

hero w/ yoku p. kyonely + negative.creeper

spotify: -

leaves are falling way too far,
feel like i'm on spring break when it's summer
should've known after all
that you were never right
and you're wrong

cus it's all my fault
i know i should've treated you better than that way
but it's my fault
yet you blame yourself all over again

oh

cus 
im a social reject
and i got no friends
used to be drug addicted
to forget about them
took a shotgun
and put it right under my head
used to hope for my death and now i still feel blessed
all these sins i commited
i hope i can change
wish for no one but u,
give me one more chance
prayed that they might forgive
for the things that i did
and now im alone
wish for ur holding hand

cus life seems so worthless if you're not there
the love of my life disappeared like you were,
never there

spring break gave me a chance of change

ft. @1jos
art by vinnie vertejas

lyrics:
  you think you calling shots  
you boutta feel pressure 
that boy wack as hell
we gon leave in da strechter 
i aint een stressin 
yea i'm fucking on this flow
desirezzzd melodiess coming 
stright from da soul

(okay lezgo)
she fucking wit my southern glow  
catch me grippin on that wood grain 
while i'm fucking on the low 
 
baby boo think she hurt me 
but i knew she was a hoe
i aint no tool for yo phsyche 
my ass really gotta go
  
did lot ta thinking 
now i aint the type 
to just get kicked   

Sick of just sinking
imma live my life
and go go go go get rich 

What is this???
(just some bitch)
we gon live her in a ditch

betta watch out with that ego
cause that humble coming quick  

okay so what
i'm stubbron 
i dun got hard ole head 
i dont give up 
on nothing 
yea im focused on this bread
imma set my sight 
ON AP ICE
why you acting like a fed   
you should quit that act  
and just be nice

did lot ta thinking 
now i aint the type 
to just get kicked   

Sick of just sinking
imma live my life
and go go go go get rich 

What is this???
(just some bitch)
we gon live her in a ditch

betta watch out with that ego
cause that humble coming quick 

AY!!! 
WHERE TF MAH BOI AT!!

necesito encontrar la armonía perfecta
me da igual que sean quintas o acordes de sexta
tengo dinero en el banco cadencia secreta
un alma perdida sola, melodías tensas
now music only makes sad, im understatement making money its so fire
secondary dominants ill take u where you want
bitch your rhymes suck they straight from rhyme zone
necesito encontrar la armonía perfecta
me da igual que sean quintas o acordes de sexta
no me entiendo con la musica me tiene en venta
ha ha y si me buscas melodias tensas
dime una cosa más, donde paras a empezar?¿
me voy a extasiar no quiero más, música viene y va
kicking you off the vc, tu sólo haces lypsinc
dices que es muy easy, y te digo que no, sal de mi de habitación

 did lot ta thinking 
now i aint the type 
to just get kicked   

Sick of just sinking
imma live my life
and go go go go get rich 

no me entiendo con la musica me tiene en venta
ha ha y si me buscas melodias tensas

DesireMelody Ft. Jos (Prod. Dashie, forsurealive)

PLEC0 , RICE , ASHE , SHOBER , COTICKER - PRODS - SABRR , PK , DILO , ELWOODA

##BEWITCHED GOBLINS

||see you soon||
just a little something to hold off till my album,,,

prod me ykyky

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
i know you're trying your way
but it's not what you planned
the mark i made on this place
that is not who i am
but who am i to say "no" to..
(i give it my all)
it's so true
but people always look saying
"do i even know you?"
no you don't
but will soon will find out
(one day)
imma lose my mind now.

[hook]
cause i'm going crazy this is never what i wanted
be honest
it feels so different from when i started
i never thought i'd ever reach a point like this
but i'm just trying to make a difference
i just wanna fucking live my life

[verse 2]
but i don't wanna have to leave this all behind
but i don't know how
and you don't know when
the cycle will repeat it's self i just want it to end
but i'm stuck sitting here saying better luck next time
i just hope the next time i'll be there
until then i'll be spinning around while you stare
i got some shit i'm tryin to say i gotta prove it
instead i'm letting it die

[hook]
cause i'm going crazy this is never what i wanted
be honest
it feels so different from when i started
i never thought i'd ever reach a point like this
but i'm just trying to make a difference
i just wanna fucking live my life

[outro]
its time that you look inside
you would never believe who i could find
it's coming soon i promise on my life
you just gotta believe that you're on time.

live my life

made in 24 hours for @artbyform all nighter for the most part (I did some mixing afterwards)
everything by me
shoutout @echo_vvvv for teaching me how useful a multiband compressor is

fall in2 the atmosphere
suppress my thoughts n all my fear
its so clear that ive been coming undone

its been a year n im the same
stuck in place and nothings changed for me
I need relief
and im crawling
towards a place where im content

but its a long path thru the sand and snow
and the winters grown so cold now x2

but its a long path thru the sand and snow
and the winters grown so cold now
but im coming home x2

sand+snow

[+production, vocals, mix + master by Maxine Faith Noelle] 🌾
+ additional guitars + featuring jauntsen (@jauntsen)

🌾LYRICS🌾

[myth valley]
separate anxiety
I cant even fucking sleep
constantly waiting on inevitability to call
cause where you even wanted me
I cant even fucking think
my words are rotting down now I'm running from it all 

she was a bastard
don't talk about it
I got the answer to all your problems
never know to hand it over to you at all
cause you're never gonna solve it
and I know its a little over your head
and you know that I'm falling into your hands
I'm breaking fast and I don't know if I can take it
cause right now all I'm feeling is

separate anxiety
I cant even fucking sleep
constantly waiting on inevitability to call
cause where you even wanted me
I cant even fucking think
my words are rotting down now I'm running from it all

[@jauntsen]
I don't wanna talk
put the problems to the side
call me what you want when you look me in the eyes 
am I a distraction
you want be out your life but I cannot make it happen
it's only getting worse

[myth valley]
she was a bastard
don't talk about it
I got the answer to all your problems
never know to hand it over to you at all
cause you're never gonna solve it
and I know its a little over your head
and you know that I'm falling into your hands
I'm breaking fast and I don't know if I can take it
cause right now all I'm feeling is

[@jauntsen]
separation anxiety, let it define me
I wish I was better on my own
I just need you beside me but you're letting it go
and I won't ever forget that
she's all you've got so let it go
where will she end up one day
it's inevitable
I'm breaking down so fast I don't know if I can take it
cause right now all I'm feeling is

[myth valley]
separate anxiety
I cant even fucking sleep
constantly waiting on inevitability to call

(do you even fucking know?)
(where are you)
(I love the cycle)

inevitable

inevitable [with jauntsen]

(155)
just 4 Funnn 😄
vocals by @trustt (+some additional vocals by 12 year old me)

This project was started on 14/9/23 23:24.
Total time spent on it: 2 hours 5 minutes.
Plugins: 136, Channels: 55, Mixer Tracks: 36
Arrangements: 1, PL tracks: 28, PL clips: 1208, Notes: 660

I'll wait for you

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