nice and tasty! lots of movement and drive

fine varieties and ways that they propel each other forward...

Introduction in English:
Over 30 years ago, I did a six-week hitchhiking trip in Ireland. Right at the beginning of the tour I met Ian and we hitchhiked through the beautiful Emerald Isle. 
We quickly discovered that we were both stuck in completely hopeless love affairs. He in London and me in Berlin. Both of us didn't want to admit it for a long time. Now, after countless attempts to save our relationship, we had fled to Ireland. 
I described my rescue efforts as a "Himmelfahrtskommando“. But there is no real equivalent for this German pun in English. The closest thing is "Suicide Mission". And so we came to call our community of fate "Suicide-Himmelfahrt-Mission". 
After this unforgettable tramp journey we always stayed in contact with each other. 
Until earlier this year, Ian's mother informed me that he had died unexpectedly of a heart attack. 
Accordingly, I dedicate this song to my friend Ian, who passed away much too soon. 
In the first part I sing the chorus in German. In the second part I imagine how the almost always cheerful jazz friend Ian would have sung the verses and the chorus. And in the third part, I imagine how the two of us would have sung the chorus together.

Lyrics in English:

From above, look down on me
Have completely overstretched myself

I sadly think oft he last day
I believed that could be done

Saw no age, no boundaries
Even defied the death

Suicide Mission
I can’t stand it
I am breaking down
Totally wounded
Lie to myself
All is lost
This is a Suicide Mission

Life seemed to me wihout meaning
Now finally I had the mission

First I flew along as if in a daze
Completely filled with a great vision

Yes, to heal you
And to redeem you
From the Trauma Suck

I ask myself on e last time
Why didn`t I look there?

Right in front of me the torture stake
And the warners shouted aloud

No demureness
Remote from earth
In wanting to be god burned

Refrain auf Deutsch:

Himmelfahrt
Alles zu hart
Brech‘ in mich ein
Blut wie ein Schwein
Total verschätzt
Tödlich verletzt
Das ist ein Himmelfahrtskommando

Suicide-Himmelfahrt-Mission

Introduction in English:

Sometimes I dream that I meet my great musical idols. When I was intensively occupied for a while with one of my passions, the French chanson, it happened that in one of my dreams Jacques Brel sat opposite me in my small Berlin living room and gave me the assignment to write, in my way and with my possibilities, something like a sequel to his great chanson "Ne me quitte pas".  Whereas here he had described the fear of losing a loved one, now I was to describe in my song what it was like to have lost this loved one forever. 
And on the basis of this nocturnal dream collaboration, my French chanson "Je t’ai perdu" was born. 
The cover is again by the Polish artist Renata Golab.

Lyrics in English:

I have lost you

I have lost you 
lost forever

Just wanted to hold you
Keep you warm and safe

Just wanted to protect you
Protect you from abysses

Protect you from demons
Protect you from the falling

Yes I know 
You will never understand

I know
You'll see it differently

You feel dominated
Dominated by me
Controlled by me
Imprisoned by me

You feel enslaved 
For all eternity

I have lost you
Lost forever

Just wanted to love you  
Love you unconditionally, unconditionally

Strengthen you for life
Strengthen you for becoming yourself

To raise you gently 
Lift you up against the Hades

Over, gone
I have not reached you

Nothing that remains
The oath of revelation

Reap your hatred 
Reproach and hatred
Your scorn and mockery
Scorn and derision

I have lost you
For all eternity

Französischer Originaltext:

Je t'ai perdu,

Je t'ai perdu,
Perdu pour toujours

Je voulais juste te tenir
Garder au chaud en toute sécurité

Je voulais juste te protéger
Protéger des abîmes

Te préserver des demons
Préserver de la chute, de la chute

Oui, Je sais
Tu ne comprendras jamais

Je suis conscient
Tu verras les choses autrement

Tu te sens dominé
Dominé par moi
Supprimé par moi
Enfermé par moi

Tu te sens asservi
Pour l'éternité

Je t'ai perdu,

Je t'ai perdu,
Perdu pour toujours
Je voulais juste t’aimer
T’aimer sans condition

Te renforcer pour la vie 
Renforcer pour devenir soi 
Te redresser doucement
Te dresser contre l'Hadès

Fini, passé
Je ne t’ai pas attaint
Rien qui ne reste
La déclaration de reddition

Je récolte ta haine
Tes reproches et ta haine
Ta moquerie et tes railleries
Ta malice et ta derision

Je t’ai perdu 
Pour l'éternité

Je t'ai perdu

Je t'ai perdu (I have lost you)

Hello again! Not so long ago I finished work on my new track, which will be available next year, as you know I love house music and in particular the deep bass sound of Moog synths which inspired me to create a track called 'Dreamscape'.

Always glad to see your comments and thank you for your support!

Attaboy - Dreamscape (Original Mix)

Introduction in English:

A good thirty years ago I had a partner who had strict Catholic parents. She had four brothers who married in the strict Catholic spirit during the time we were together. 
I loved the free, unbridled, wild dancing at that time. But at those weddings, any passion was contained in a rigid religious call-and-dance ceremonial.   
My "salvation" was Bosza, a Croatian woman overflowing with warmth, cordiality and impetuous liveliness. She was the wife of my then partner's uncle, who himself had fled to Berlin decades ago from the all-suppressing Catholic morality.
And with Bosza I danced half the night away at the weddings. Most people hated us for it. But we were passionate soul mates.
After I separated from my former partner, I lost sight of Bosza for the last ten years. 
Until I received a year ago over a brother of my ex-partner by WhatsApp the message that Bosza had died with not even seventy years. 
When I received this news, I had to cry spontaneously. And out of this sadness, but also out of gratitude for the great living time together at the otherwise dead weddings, this tribute to this wonderful woman was created. A woman who burned from both ends of the candle, and like most who do, do not grow very old.

Lyrics (for those, who don`t speak German)

Bosza

Shaved grass
Orgies of order in excess

Everything symmetrical
The cleanliness fetish

The compulsive cult replaces pleasure and fun

I come there to such a festival
Where they leave farts in gold seals

On the dance floors brooms
Heart-decored straw creatures

The atmosphere is arctic chilled

There you just jumped in brazenly
Loud, exuberant and soft

Created a little warmth niche
In this enchanted ice princess realm

Oh Bosza, Oh Bosza, Oh Bosza
You Know!

Fish grette leftovers at the cat table
On my lap a spoiled quiche

The life in bottles
With permanent stop tabs

The children are domesticated

The meeting train on a railway track
On which is written "Untraceable travelled"

No door handles
The eye salute empty

A glass bell lies on the sea of people

Through you came healing cracks
The gowns mutated into a dress
Stock fishes began to wag
The mood of forbiddance deflated

Ooh Bosza, Ooh Bosza, Ooh Bosza
You know!

Deutscher Originaltext:

Bosza

Kahlgeschorenes Gras
Ordnungsorgien im Übermaß

Alles symmetrisch
Der Sauberkeitsfetisch

Der Zwangskult ersetzt Lust und Spaß

Komme dort auf so ein Fest
Auf dem man Fürze in Goldplomben lässt

Auf den Tanzflächen Besen
Herzentkernte Stroh-Wesen

Die Atmosphäre ist arktisch gekühlt

Da bist Du einfach dreist reingesprungen
laut, überbordend und weich

Schufst eine kleine Wärmenische
In diesem verwunschenen Eisprinzessinnen-Reich

Oh Bosza, Oh Bosza, Oh Bosza
You Know!

Fischgreten-Reste am Katzentisch
Auf meinem Schoß ne' verdorbene Quiche

Das Leben in Flaschen
Mit Dauerstop-Laschen

Die Kinder sind domestiziert

Der Begegnungszug auf einem Gleis
Auf dem steht „Unauffindbar verreist“

Keine Türklinken
Der Augengruß leer

Eine Glasglocke liegt auf dem Menschenmeer

Durch Dich kamen heilsame Risse
Die Talare mutierten zum Kleid
Stockfische begannen zu wedeln
Die Stimmung von Verboten entbleit

Ooh Bosza, Ooh Bosza, Ooh Bosza
You know!

Bosza

Boza

Diary of dreams ~ May  2024
First plays with a new bowed instrument: a Violin Uke
tuned on Swarmandal and Zither on intro.

Diary of dreams ~ May ~ Neroli scent session

Known as 1991 VG, the object was first spotted in November 1991 by astronomer James Scotti at the University of Arizona.

ΔΞTHΞK - 1991 VG 
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Artwork by Funilab x Gabriele Brombin

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PREFECTURE

A Dark Organic Trailer Music Recorded,Mixed and Mastered by me!

If you want to Use it in a your Trailer Please Contact me at 

Uzbazur345@live.it Thank you!

Organic Trailer Music

Broel's diary. 24
-"Take her hand and die before seven seals, come forth." traveling stones plaat transcript 12:33/5.
The echoes trough a narrow square call to me. A challenge, a fight that has been determined with outcome ofunprecedented consequences as a reaction to what has been set to motion...I don't know who she is, but if she dies, everything dies. 

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An 18 track sonic saga compiled of works from various artists ranging from veteran IDM producers such as Boxcutter, The Flashbulb and Mr. Bill to fresh up-and-coming talents like Blanketdragon, Jonah Hodges, Cloud Cluster (and many more). The goal of this compilation is to revive the “fallen angel” that is IDM, a genre that inspired so many of us artists to get into the electronic music production game in the first place!
Vol.0 shall take you on a auditory journey through various styles of glitch music ranging from vibey detuned synthwork threaded through glitched out percussive elements to dark, heavy bass design that’ll peel your dick straight off & leave you feeling confused & most likely sexually aroused.

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Aethek - Slowly but surely

Excerpt taken from THE TRANSCENDING QUEST. Originally published by AMPLEXUS in 1995, and totally remastered by Dirk Serries in 2019, it will be reissue by 13/Silentes next autumn in a ultra limited edition of 100 copies on 10" golden vinyl.
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VIDNAOBMANA : THE TRANSCENDING QUEST (excerpt)

BACTERIAL REPRODUCTION is a track taken from MUSIC FOR LABORATORIES, the debut work by italian project SPHERIC.
The work is published by St.An.Da. in a limited 200 copies CD in January 2020.
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SPHERIC : BACTERIAL REPRODUCTION

Excertp from ANDIAMO VIA, track taken from TRE GIORNI E UN MATTINO D'ESTATE, new CD album by FABIO ORSI published by St.An.Da. in limited edition of 200 copies in Januray 2020.
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FABIO ORSI : ANDIAMO VIA (excertp)

My Name is Simon I'm born in 1992 in a little town in Tuscany.
At the age of 4 I begin on studing Drums ​and there my passion for music begins.
I Start on doing ambient music in 2009  with Audacity,once i was only criple sounds with my own hands!
The passion for acustic music is never ended and even now I recording sounds with a Zoom H4N and in my studio i mix the tracks with Reaper and add new sounds like drones and loops.
An Other Thing that i really love of ambient music is the Natural Field Recording,i love to go on woods or in strange places for recording Natural or Folk sounds of the place.
I  think that the field recording is something very important on ambient music and that it deserve more attention form the artists on this beautiful form of Art.
I've released many albums with various thematics.
You can find my albums on Bandcamp.
Enjoy your Journey.

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