But im feeling like a zombie 🧟‍♀️🔥🔥

his v0ice 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫🫨🫨🧑🏽‍🍳🤌🏼

music video here - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVp3wLh9Zgo
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i keep waking up
with the shit i done
i keep lookin out the window, wonder what is up
where all my homies, ohhh

im sick uh feelin like  this
ill drop my addy in a minute, you can swing in this bitch
go down toronto shit
stay out and party i wish
accept that life is never what you want unless ur working till sick

taking a piss and shit
yeah im sick, of the city yeah
*on god*

i guess its what we gotta live with
i miss the times
where i was getting money like it was free and i didnt wanna die
i know life gon change
missing all my friends along the way
people gonna come, yeah people never stay

yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
im already done, yeah, im already fed up
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
im gon lay in my grave just like its bedtime, up in this bitch

im up in his bitch
in my stick shift
she ridin up on that dick
JUST LIKE ITS PLAY TIME
im gon fuck an drink till im sick
till im sick yeah
ima sick bitch
yeah

i keep waking up
with the shit i done
i keep lookin out the window, wonder what is up
where all my homies, ohhh

im sick uh feelin like  this
ill drop my addy in a minute, you can swing in this bitch
go down Toronto shit
stay out and party i wish
accept that life is never what you want unless ur working till sick

taking a piss and shit
yeah im sick, of the city yeah
*on god*
i dont wanna feel like this

drugged, drugged, drugged again
yeah i can tell you on the drugs, and that you feelin it
should i be worried, let it go, id rather live like this
keep on takin them hits
now im walkin in slow motion there aint nothing to gain

except the pain that i feel in my heart,
i aint happy but i forgot from the start
of this gathering, a gravesite, a party full of teens
why are you such as tease?
baby what does it mean
i dont wanna cause a scene
wakin up in this shit ill intervene
everybody fighting in this shit, no pvp
i we will see what gonna happen under the sheets

drop tHA aDDy

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: @sadtxnshi x @slaughter-tone-records
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x sadtxnshi x IBleedIcare
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
its so hard to watch the sun set without u
snowing on a December afternoon 
its so hard to move on but i have to
cuz i kinda wanna die on my own

i get reminded of you everywhere i look
you stole my heart, yea u took it like a crook
i see your ghost in the woods by the brook
you slid and took my soul just like a rook

[Verse 1: sadtxnshi]
i do the same drugs
that i did back then
i keep on losing friends
im still a failure
falling down again
i want my life to end
i need a helping hand

drowning in my sorrow
hope i wont wake up tomorrow
watch my body losing color 
i’ll be gone before the summer
i’ll be gone before the summer 
i’m so sorry for my mother
when i’m gone tell her i love her

fuck, it’s so hard to stay alive with all this pain
dont try to save me, baby it’s too late

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
its so hard to watch the sun set without u
snowing on a December afternoon 
its so hard to move on but i have to
cuz i kinda wanna die on my own

i get reminded of you everywhere i look
you stole my heart, yea u took it like a crook
i see your ghost in the woods by the brook
you slid and took my soul just like a rook

[Verse 2: IBleedIcare]
Babe, let me cry again
Let me feel the pain
Oh Babe, let me cry again
Let me feel your pain

Oh babe
I don't wanna die under sunlight
Wish we could go back under the moonlight

Babe, Tell me goodbye
when I wish you a good night
Tell me goodbye
I need one more lie

Can we be okay ?
I waste another day
Babe, You're on my mind wish I could be okay


December (w/ sadtxnshi x IBleedIcare)

featuring:
https://soundcloud.com/dylaanlotus
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1OjHBfRdd96XGNlhwQ3EAo

Graveyard Ft Dylanlotus x Djandrew

Shakespeare prod. Splashgvng

decay w/ yungcray & Lxgn

(prod. malloy x jkei)
feat @notaheroo

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

staring at my ceiling
6am dawn is coming
i was awake all night
fighting my demons on sight
codeine got me tripping
i remember this feeling
addictive to the sedatives
in pain so i need this 

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

im not used to being sober
was fed my pills
i was drinking till the sun up
i didnt know whats real
but now its over
i didnt know my love
its all my fault coz
its my own grave i dig

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

(notahero)
just warm me up cuz ur my heater
n i don’t got nothing except the music from my speakers
this fireball burning i need something little sweeter
would u keep me alive or will u turn me to a tweaker
diamonds in her eyes just like the ones i put on my belt
i pray that you’ll still love my heart after all the ice melts
i fucked up way to much to put the blame on someone else
but this shit made me tho
she said i’m acting like a child said u crazy hoe
there’s nothing child-like bout me pushing up digits hoe
i swear to God that when i’m dead 
that’s the only time i’ll be able to get fuckin rest
maybe i should go to bed
i think imma work instead
pressure breaking down
feel like needles in my fucking head
i just wanna have a good time n u know this
i feel the energy just disturbing my solace

sedatives (feat. notahero)

lyrics by v0ice
beat prod. cxrter and cloud

intro
whispers on the wind 
telling secrets we should keep 
i don’t wanna feel i don’t wanna think
mom said that i’m hateful
she hates the way i am
i wish i could go back and try it all again

hook
i prefer a text but you always wanna call me
blowing up my phone but i’m feeling like a zombie 
draining all the energy and colors from around me
feels like the worst day ever
in favorite your zip up sweater

verse
i know i’m getting worse i can’t communicate with anyone
i cannot reply to the texts that are on my phone 
paranoia hitting me i’m locked inside my home
i hate the way they wanna talk just please leave me alone
but i feel so fucking bad 
cause they loved me on their own
this is like my karmic debt im reaping what i sowed
all the words they’ve said to me to get back what they’re owed
momma said i’m said turning bad i’m way too spiteful

i am way too tired to be feeling like this
put me on the pyre then you better light that shit
somehow you’re talking you’re barely making sense
i don’t even answer cause i’m clearly speechless

hook
i prefer a text but you always wanna call me
blowing up my phone but i’m feeling like a zombie 
draining all the energy and colors from around me
feels like the worst day ever
in favorite your zip up sweater

verse
if i could take the time to heal 
i wouldn’t be here
write another song to make you feel like a shit
i don’t even care if you don’t think it’s a hit
gotta watch my back cause i know that people switch
lately i’m the outcast like the block that couldn’t fit
you call me a liar and say that you’re a bitch
i just wanted love but you never could commit
maybe im the wrong one in every single way

cause i cannot escape from overthinking bout my day
staring at the ceiling trying hard to be okay
scars on my heart that will never go away
hopefully the memories will start to slowly fade

hook
i prefer a text but always wanna call me
blowing up my phone but i’m feeling like a zombie 
draining all the energy and colors from around me
feels like the worst day ever
in favorite your zip up sweater

WHISPERS IN THE WIND (cxrter x cloud)

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Main Artist: xipz
Featured Artists: Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz x Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
yeah i dont know why i love you
dont know why i want you
cuz you treated me like shit
but without you im just nauseous 
like you became my dependence 

yeah i dont wanna eat
i cant fall asleep
without you on my mind
i been trynna not waste my time
when im ahead, i fall behind 

[Verse 1: Crizzy White]
I wanna go back 
I wanna go back to the days I felt okay 
When I would hold you 
Soft embrace 
And tears would leave 
Your lonely face 
Cause you have me 
And I have you 
And everything is going great 
And now it's all just turning black 
Now it's all just turning gray 
When we're old and gray 
And we decay 
Will you still play a part
I been living on the edge 
I'm at like half a heart 
Our love is dying 
But I tell you I still feel the spark 
If you want me then just tell me
I can't make the start 

[Verse 2: lil XipZ]
dont tell me you want me, if you never meant it
i cant take these games, no i cant try to manage
why cant you be real wit me? answer my message
whyd you tell me you love me if you just regret it 

quit playin wit my heart, i cant take it anymore
i doubted from the start, but i still let it destroy my heart 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
yeah i dont know why i love you
dont know why i want you
cuz you treated me like shit
but without you im just nauseous 
like you became my dependence 

yeah i dont wanna eat
i cant fall asleep
without you on my mind
i been trynna not waste my time
when im ahead, i fall behind 

[Verse 3: Danny's Adventures]
Stockholm Syndrome thats what they say
I been trying to get away but not
You always take me back 
to the places I don’t wanna go
I can’t see myself without you girl
Always think about your world
Know you can live without me
And I hope your feeling better now
I’m in an unending doubt
Least you feel better than me
Fear your love is hating 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
yeah i dont know why i love you
dont know why i want you
cuz you treated me like shit
but without you im just nauseous 
like you became my dependence 

yeah i dont wanna eat
i cant fall asleep
without you on my mind
i been trynna not waste my time
when im ahead, i fall behind


idk why i loved u (w/ Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures)

beat prod by: @darkfurei
written and performed by: @rejectcore

#nuttin’ (+ @darkfurei)

(prod. michael harrison)

am i the only whos touching you
am i the only whos fucking you
hard to believe the truth from the lies
when all i wanna do is love you

did you fabricate the truth to save me
lying to my face coz this aint what i need 
told me to be okay
im just delusional i know bae

im trying to be okay
and ive been fighting for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long

standing there im vacant
an empty shell a hollow soul
hate myself its dangerous
coz i can end it all i know
and i think is better than me
give u everything u seeking
do you think bout me
when your down on your knees
i know your not praying
giving what you gave to me
i hate to say it 

all these thoughts in my head
who am i to blame
i keep playing these games
over and over again

and can you see me love
coz i want us
overthink is tough
oh i cant stop

for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long x2

compromised

Emotional Pain

struggler
contact me @v0iceofficial on instagram to collab

WHISPERS IN THE WIND (cxrter x cloud)

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