PRELUDE TO MY FALL

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: Crizzy White
Mixed by: lil XipZ 
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: me being a lazy prick
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
i promised myself i wouldnt get attached to you
but since we started talking, ive already made 2 songs for you
i doubt that youll listen but its the thought that counts
you give me something i was missing, i love when youre around
i wish i never had left you first time, if i didnt do that then you prolly be alright

[Verse]
im glad that youre back in my life
took me out the dark n put me in the light
you make my cold heart feel warm inside
like the grinch it grew 2 sizes over night

ill try to be there whenever you need
not gonna fuck up again, well we'll see
i just want someone to be there for me
do you think you could do that for me?

Be there whenever i need
i just want someone to be there for me

[Chorus]
i promised myself i wouldnt get attached to you
but since we started talking, ive already made 2 songs for you
i doubt that youll listen but its the thought that counts
you give me something i was missing, i love when youre around
i wish i never had left you first time, if i didnt do that then you prolly be alright

I Promised Myself I Wouldnt Get Attached To U [Prod. Crizzy White]

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
i see glitter in your eyes woah
bitch come close ill never bite woah
shawty say shes always mine i know
touch her n we'll have to fight bitch

she touch me n i insane
move slow like im faded off drank
skinwalker i stick to the shade
skinwalker im changing my shape
talk shit n ill murder your gang
burn bodies, they covered in flame
come home still smelling like dank
your girl gon' give me some brain okay

[Verse 1]
baby please shut up i aint in the mood to talk
i ascended out the room, bitch i think i may go ghost
got my phone on dnd ill ignore you for a week
comin back for a nut, bust it up n repeat

dude i said ion talk
bitch ill stab you in the gut
watch the blood drip out
you look like a pretty cunt

need a maxi for the drip
i been chopping up my wrist
tell your whore to fuck off 
she was begging for my kids

[Chorus]
i see glitter in your eyes woah
bitch come close ill never bite woah
shawty say shes always mine i know
touch her n we'll have to fight bitch

she touch me n i insane
move slow like im faded off drank
skinwalker i stick to the shade
skinwalker im changing my shape
talk shit n ill murder your gang
burn bodies, they covered in flame
come home still smelling like dank
your girl gon' give me some brain okay

[Outro]
okay imma burn
rot in hell im the worst
shouldve left me when you could
cuz now you realized im a jerk

youre attached? oh i bet
got my voice in your head
i leave hickies on your neck
so you know your mine when youre dead

Burn

Shakespeare prod. Splashgvng

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

lyrics by v0ice
beat prod. by Jolst

verse:
i just stack my money up
you sick of me don’t give a fuck
last thing i could care about is trying when i’m fucking up
first thing that i worry bout is me when i’m waking up
need to take my time but i’m still tripping off what’s in my cup
i don’t wanna die but honestly wish i could disappear 
cause my heart been frozen over it’s cold and empty filled w fear
who am i and what do i want i’ll just try next year
honestly i’d just be better if i shed my tears

chorus:
all this time
i’ve been thinking bout
how i’m not fine
i wish i could go back in time
cause there’s a lot of shit 
i want to fix
i know i can’t tho

verse:
picturesque 
the feelings that you’ve built don’t mean a thing to me
how can say all that shit you’ve really never acted on it
say you love me means as much as dirt if ask me
how you gonna fall apart and still expect me fix things
i don’t even wanna fix myself that just means nothing
in reality i’m like a broken toy upon the shelf 
try and tried to kill myself but you won’t let me go away
i guess i’ll just haunt you til u hate me
i won’t fade away

chorus:
all this time
i’ve been thinking bout
how i’m not fine
i wish i could go back in time
cause there’s a lot of shit 
i want to fix
i know i can’t tho

verse:
i just stack my money up
you sick of me don’t give a fuck
last thing i could care about is trying when i’m fucking up
first thing that i worry bout is me when i’m waking up
need to take my time but i’m still tripping off what’s in my cup
i don’t wanna die but honestly wish i could disappear 
cause my heart been frozen over it’s cold and empty filled w fear
who am i and what do i want i’ll just try next year
honestly i’d just be better if i shed my tears

ALL THIS TIME (Jolst)

(prod. malloy x jkei)
feat @notaheroo

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

staring at my ceiling
6am dawn is coming
i was awake all night
fighting my demons on sight
codeine got me tripping
i remember this feeling
addictive to the sedatives
in pain so i need this 

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

im not used to being sober
was fed my pills
i was drinking till the sun up
i didnt know whats real
but now its over
i didnt know my love
its all my fault coz
its my own grave i dig

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

(notahero)
just warm me up cuz ur my heater
n i don’t got nothing except the music from my speakers
this fireball burning i need something little sweeter
would u keep me alive or will u turn me to a tweaker
diamonds in her eyes just like the ones i put on my belt
i pray that you’ll still love my heart after all the ice melts
i fucked up way to much to put the blame on someone else
but this shit made me tho
she said i’m acting like a child said u crazy hoe
there’s nothing child-like bout me pushing up digits hoe
i swear to God that when i’m dead 
that’s the only time i’ll be able to get fuckin rest
maybe i should go to bed
i think imma work instead
pressure breaking down
feel like needles in my fucking head
i just wanna have a good time n u know this
i feel the energy just disturbing my solace

sedatives (feat. notahero)

lyrics by v0ice
beat prod. cxrter and cloud

intro
whispers on the wind 
telling secrets we should keep 
i don’t wanna feel i don’t wanna think
mom said that i’m hateful
she hates the way i am
i wish i could go back and try it all again

hook
i prefer a text but you always wanna call me
blowing up my phone but i’m feeling like a zombie 
draining all the energy and colors from around me
feels like the worst day ever
in favorite your zip up sweater

verse
i know i’m getting worse i can’t communicate with anyone
i cannot reply to the texts that are on my phone 
paranoia hitting me i’m locked inside my home
i hate the way they wanna talk just please leave me alone
but i feel so fucking bad 
cause they loved me on their own
this is like my karmic debt im reaping what i sowed
all the words they’ve said to me to get back what they’re owed
momma said i’m said turning bad i’m way too spiteful

i am way too tired to be feeling like this
put me on the pyre then you better light that shit
somehow you’re talking you’re barely making sense
i don’t even answer cause i’m clearly speechless

hook
i prefer a text but you always wanna call me
blowing up my phone but i’m feeling like a zombie 
draining all the energy and colors from around me
feels like the worst day ever
in favorite your zip up sweater

verse
if i could take the time to heal 
i wouldn’t be here
write another song to make you feel like a shit
i don’t even care if you don’t think it’s a hit
gotta watch my back cause i know that people switch
lately i’m the outcast like the block that couldn’t fit
you call me a liar and say that you’re a bitch
i just wanted love but you never could commit
maybe im the wrong one in every single way

cause i cannot escape from overthinking bout my day
staring at the ceiling trying hard to be okay
scars on my heart that will never go away
hopefully the memories will start to slowly fade

hook
i prefer a text but always wanna call me
blowing up my phone but i’m feeling like a zombie 
draining all the energy and colors from around me
feels like the worst day ever
in favorite your zip up sweater

WHISPERS IN THE WIND (cxrter x cloud)

lyrics by v0ice
beat prod. farber x jang0

hook
i hate the way that i treat myself
i know i need it i never ask for help
i don’t open up retreat into my shell
i blame it all on you when i should blame
myself
i cannot pretend i don’t need a pick me up
i just take these feelings and try to bottle them up
and it never helps it just fucks me up 
backseat of the uber got me throwing up

verse
cause i cannot drive without thinking about crashing it
the story of my life became a background in my own movie
mad at myself i hate the situations i’m placed in
daddy taught me how to swim by just pushing me in
i don’t have support to push me in the right direction 
only have my people hold my head above the water 
it’s cause i push them all away when i’m not feeling right
how can i be mad at her for fucking up my life

there’s not a lot to begin with 
i feel like i’m unfinished
pieces of my personality just won’t fit in
questions with no answers will i ever get it right
eventually i’ll get it but for now i need some time

bridge
this neglect that i put myself through
is a prelude to my fall 
will i ever get the timing right
to give you my all 

hook
i hate the way that i treat myself
i know i need it i never ask for help
i don’t open up retreat into my shell
i blame it all on you when i should blame
myself
i cannot pretend i don’t need a pick me up
i just take these feelings and try to bottle them up
and it never helps it just fucks me up 
backseat of the uber got me throwing up

verse
bottled up feelings got me acting like i’m crazy
late at night the memories that keep me up are hazy
calling out for someone that i know could never save me
you changed once but in the long run it changed me
pain in my heart that won’t ever go away
cause i know i really loved her but i had to walk away
looking forward to a brighter day when i can be okay
but for now let me grieve promise i can bounce back

PRELUDE TO MY FALL (farber x jang0)

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Main Artist: xipz
Featured Artists: Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz x Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
yeah i dont know why i love you
dont know why i want you
cuz you treated me like shit
but without you im just nauseous 
like you became my dependence 

yeah i dont wanna eat
i cant fall asleep
without you on my mind
i been trynna not waste my time
when im ahead, i fall behind 

[Verse 1: Crizzy White]
I wanna go back 
I wanna go back to the days I felt okay 
When I would hold you 
Soft embrace 
And tears would leave 
Your lonely face 
Cause you have me 
And I have you 
And everything is going great 
And now it's all just turning black 
Now it's all just turning gray 
When we're old and gray 
And we decay 
Will you still play a part
I been living on the edge 
I'm at like half a heart 
Our love is dying 
But I tell you I still feel the spark 
If you want me then just tell me
I can't make the start 

[Verse 2: lil XipZ]
dont tell me you want me, if you never meant it
i cant take these games, no i cant try to manage
why cant you be real wit me? answer my message
whyd you tell me you love me if you just regret it 

quit playin wit my heart, i cant take it anymore
i doubted from the start, but i still let it destroy my heart 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
yeah i dont know why i love you
dont know why i want you
cuz you treated me like shit
but without you im just nauseous 
like you became my dependence 

yeah i dont wanna eat
i cant fall asleep
without you on my mind
i been trynna not waste my time
when im ahead, i fall behind 

[Verse 3: Danny's Adventures]
Stockholm Syndrome thats what they say
I been trying to get away but not
You always take me back 
to the places I don’t wanna go
I can’t see myself without you girl
Always think about your world
Know you can live without me
And I hope your feeling better now
I’m in an unending doubt
Least you feel better than me
Fear your love is hating 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
yeah i dont know why i love you
dont know why i want you
cuz you treated me like shit
but without you im just nauseous 
like you became my dependence 

yeah i dont wanna eat
i cant fall asleep
without you on my mind
i been trynna not waste my time
when im ahead, i fall behind


idk why i loved u (w/ Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures)

(prod. michael harrison)

am i the only whos touching you
am i the only whos fucking you
hard to believe the truth from the lies
when all i wanna do is love you

did you fabricate the truth to save me
lying to my face coz this aint what i need 
told me to be okay
im just delusional i know bae

im trying to be okay
and ive been fighting for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long

standing there im vacant
an empty shell a hollow soul
hate myself its dangerous
coz i can end it all i know
and i think is better than me
give u everything u seeking
do you think bout me
when your down on your knees
i know your not praying
giving what you gave to me
i hate to say it 

all these thoughts in my head
who am i to blame
i keep playing these games
over and over again

and can you see me love
coz i want us
overthink is tough
oh i cant stop

for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long x2

compromised

@xipz_sad
prod. tiedforsilver & flesh
Stream "Performer" on all plats:
https://open.spotify.com/album/3AMIDa7SH70D23GK9nUpQB?si=3WTktjOQRSqpuwY2NTJQbg

Around The World (ft. xipz) prod. tiedforsilver & flesh

i tried interlude
beat prod. by farber 
lyrics by v0ice
performed by v0ice


i could separate from you and try to heal
the problems in my head that i never deal with
keep me up at night like i can’t be real with

anyone i used to
i wish i could fix things 
i fell out love but i fell right into place
took you off my socials i don’t wanna see your face
somehow if you hear this hope you know you’ve been erased

in the same city, hate it how we left things
now i see your face when i’m walking on the street
try to stay away because i’m scared that we could meet

you said that i’m pitiful i’m small and i’m weak
cause i don’t wanna stay when you treat me like i’m trash
i don’t wanna think about it, really hate the past
another year gone kinda sad how fast 
i say i tried cause i know you never did 
finally stepped away i’m gonna leave it as it is
im gonna leave it as it is
you make me feel so fucking selfish

blame it on me like i’m the problem 
you say i’m toxic and i’ll never solve it
you mad as hell that i left without you
take it out on everyone who comes around you
oh the stars i wanna see 
when i die push me out to sea
and let my body float away
i’m better now that i have walked away
you used me to help yourself
treat me like a tool to help kill yourself

now we’re dead inside 
who can we blame
me or you it’s all the same 
funny how time passes but you never change
talk about me to all your friends
what’s it really come to in the end
it’s not worth a lie 
and i will not pretend

I TRIED INTERLUDE x farber

track 5 from PRELUDE TO MY FALL; DEATH IS ALWAYS AN OPTION, I GUESS

recorded in april 2023

i lost the lyrics for this somewhere, probably misnamed the song in my notes :/ 

sorry

DEATH IS ALWAYS AN OPTION, I GUESS x kaadota

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This is rage, exhaustion, and truth wrapped in melody. “F**ked Up But Patient” is the confessional track Ammaar never thought he’d write — dark, real, and unfiltered. Explicit but intentional, it voices the silent battle between wanting peace and fearing you’ve already been left behind. 

Fked Up But Patient

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WHISPERS IN THE WIND (cxrter x cloud)

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