u were shirtless in his bed
i was wishing i was dead 
put the sawed off to my head 
i cant live like this 

saw kissing u kissing him at school
thought u didnt like guys really cool
its ok now baby 
i jsut learned to live with it
walking back from the store 
cold monster ultra in my hand
wish that u were holding me 
but really u just didnt give a damn

u were shirtless in his bed
i was wishing i was dead 
put the sawed off to my head 
i cant live like this


taking time, 2 speak on death. 
look at me, im real upset
all those things that i regret
why the fuck were you in his bed
like that time we were alone
u said that u would go straight home
but you lied u fuckinf whore, of course

you were shirtless in his bed,
 i wish i found u dead instead
i miss holding ur cold hands
when i 1st saw u, u were a fan
i cant take this anymore
u remind me of evey highschool whore
u were shirtless in his bed
i was wishing i was dead 
put the sawed off to my head 
i cant live like this

u were shirtless in his bed... (feat.dozenblades)

new wujek exclusive @weejk
 
i'll be gone soon
dont u worry
sawu leaving in a a hurry
with your news friends 
and your boyfriend 
pissed off u evcer met him

and i dont know why this burning pain 
is still inside 
and i dont know why im doing this tonight 
 
one last kiss is all i ask 
come and meet me after class 
wanna sit alone with u 
talk about what we would do 
reminis about the days 
when everything seemed so ok 
baby this is my last day 
i'll leave you be right while you lay

wujek - one last kiss

@akira3ksucks all of these files r directly from pwnd, none of these were ever officially released 

(excluding "why do i still feel like this?" which was deleted)

track #1 - stare (prod. pwnd)
track #2 - hell is near (prod. pwnd)
track #3 - lust (prod. xowillow + ft. jared)
track #4 - drug induced (prod. pwnd)
track #5 - bleed (prod. deadyami)
track #6 - kms (prod. deadyami + ft. h4rtbrkr)
track #7 - great, everything sucks (unknown prod)
track #8 - my girlfriend is a dead zombie popstar (prod. xowillow)
track #9 - why do i still feel like this? (prod. pwnd)

the pwnd archive (@akira3ksucks)

woahhh, another vent song, yippie
I've been having so many flashbacks oml help 

more raw vocals cause idk I'm lazy
also, my voice is hella cracky, but pretend it's not
I dont feel like re-recording, and I did so many times, so this is as good as it's gonna get
im of key, but idc

singing about this stuff makes me sad bro 😭

I'll never forget what happened.

https://open.spotify.com/track/45J0xu0eoccOpxwc7rNXGT?si=55c325944cb44434

madoka song w/ @pupsies yayyy !!!!

lyrics:
can't wrap my head
around this shit
u promised me
u'd grant my wish
it's been a week
and i'm so pissed
i'm standing here
with broken limbs

i'm standing here
with broken limbs
these girls i met
their skulls caved in
and yeah i'm laughing
it's not funny
that's what hysteria has
done to me
to me  
to me
i'm fucking losing it
i'm losing it, i'm losing it

if life was a contest 
i'd show in last place
since we're being "honest" 
i hate everything
and that includes those incubators
I've lost hope
i'm gonna die
shoutout kyubey
my biggest hater
i can't do anything right

i’d do it over and over and over and over
i made a real big promise and its weighing on my shoulders
to be “honest” i think that my empathy has disappeared
i could watch all my friends die
it’s like looking in a mirror
and they’re on e-ver-y side
i still dont really get why…
how did i even arrive here?
can i manage to survive?

losing my magical mind

i don’t care about the big wide world 
i just want to be happy
rather live inside a fantasy
than be a magic girl

the only magic is the blood that spills when i am hurt
the only magic is the knowing living is the curse
the only magic is the knowing that it just gets worse

if life was a contest 
i'd show in last place
since we're being "honest" 
i hate everything
and that includes those incubators
I've lost hope
i'm gonna die
shoutout kyubey
my biggest hater
i can't do anything right

the only magic is the blood that spills when i am hurt
the only magic is the knowing living is the curse
the only magic is the knowing that it just gets worse
it just gets worse
it just gets worse

losing my magical mind (ft. pupsies)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0xrmO7bsphVGjmmEIGxoqm?si=32268afc4e334d8b

featuring @m1v !!!!

[prod me]

lyrics:
(me:)
you know what i meant 
when i said i wanna die
close the cinemas 
cuz it's brutal, close your eyes 
it's only "forever" 
until u wanna change your mind
i'm the detriment 
i didn't meant to cause a fight
to cause a fight
the bells last toll rings and my ears bleed
it'd be best if u leave now, it'd be best if u leave now
don't bring more attention
your eyes are the weapon
don't be so aggressive
i'm not your possession

(m1v:)
contemplating the society i'm raised in
take me back to home
i'd rather leave it all behind
i'd rather run than walk a mile
with time and time and time again i realize
your show is when my problems turn to open wounds for me
and i take massive pride in having none of this repeat
repeat, repeat, repeat

(me:)
you know what i meant 
when i said i wanna die
close the cinemas 
cuz it's brutal, close your eyes 
it's only "forever" 
until u wanna change your mind
i'm the detriment 
i didn't meant to cause a fight
to cause a fight

your show is mine (ft. m1v)

p. @venorealm

now ur taking too much time to wake up
It's so hard to live when ur not online
and ur hurting me but I don't know why
everything is just so tiring at night
˚.⋆ ヾ(•̀ ヮ <)و
and ur tryna make me blush
but I'm hurting way too much
know my hearts gonna get crushed
so just shut it
pls just hush
and u didn't text me much
wrote a message
left a punch
never tried to keep in touch
nothing else left to discuss
˚.⋆ (⁠๑﹏๑)
I just wanna run away
everything's so loud
I can't stand seeing ur face hid in the crowd
u always knew all the ways to shut me down
are u even real
ur nothing to me now

strawberry ˚.⋆

Pottery

Summer supper 2022

Xo Willow☆ - Girls Gtfo

walking corpse 🎀🦴🦇



hmu if u wanna collab! :3


all my songs sound the same im ngl

profile pic is me

I'll never forget what happened.

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