tale

self prod.

@bleakpuppet
why did you have to go?
you acting like a hoe.
you got me feelin' low
still can't let you gooo
still can't let you gooo

nothing can fix how i feel.
still take all these pills

no i dont wanna feel
no i dont wanna feel

no i dont wanna feel
ooh, ooh, ooh.

why did you have to go?
you acting like a hoe.
you got me feelin' low
still can't let you gooo

@mqxixo
ima let u go
it was all a joke
the stars are falling so low
y does my heart feel broke
this love that i jus cant keep
it makes me feel like so weak
cuz till this day it haunts me
i feel so unbelonging
plz stop staring at me
mouth closed im grinding my teeth
i know that u wanna tease
y does no one want me 
i wanna slit up my face
cover it up with band-aids 
leave the world w no trace
nd let my name fade away

how i feel + moxi

yucky
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im so fkin gone
throw my ashes in ur lawn
i know u loved me once
now we gotta say goodbye
stick a needle in my eye
cross my heart and hope to die
if im going out
going out by suicide
put the chalk around my body
im alr fkin gone
im so fkin haunted
i got bodys in my walls



yuri
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let my heart go
kill me with my fuckin dreams (MY FUCKING DREAMZZ)
i dont wanna feel
not a thing  (NOT A THING!)
not a thing  (NOT A THING)
like wtf is wrong with me (NOOOOOOO)
like what i gotta do to get my heart back
im to scared to say i miss you like so bad (LIKE SO BAD)
bloody fuckin suicide 
baby is it you or i
needles in my fuckin spine 
i want you like all the time AALLL THE TIMEEE
waste my time 
all the time 
baby i dont want to cry 
thoughts are corrupted
twist into my fertile mind 
i have sm regret
shes puking blood on my fuckin set 
shots aiming fo necks
snap is back like he got next

yucky
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im so fkin gone
throw my ashes in ur lawn
i know u loved me once
now we gotta say goodbye
stick a needle in my eye
cross my heart and hope to die
if im going out
going out by suicide

put the chalk around my body
im alr fkin gone
im so fkin haunted
i got bodys in my walls

i start throwing up
i just wanna go
take my fkin hand
see my fkin bones
now shes all on me
feelin on my body
i dont wanna know
i dont wanna know

needles "scared of the thought of you, if you hear this im sorry"

keepsecrets cover

When the moon comes out, I feel like myself
I don't need a Necronomicon to cast my spells
Used to be the man, look how far you fell
If you really wanna die you should kill yourself
Tired of the thraxx but them blues still help
In the club in the back, make the whole room yell
Wanna be me, but that shit don't sеll
In the party with some angel wings, I'ma go to hеll

I fucked my life up, I can never go back
I swear like that's why I just wanna make it so bad
And I don't smoke but right now I just want the whole pack
And I be needing her like I be needing Prozac
I'm sorry I can't be around I'm at my hotel
But I just saw your story and you're doing so well
You're so well, you're so well
I tried again last night, it didn't go well

When the moon comes out, I feel like myself
I don't need a Necronomicon to cast my spells
Used to be the man, look how far you fell
If you really wanna die you should kill yourself
Tired of the thraxx but them blues still help
In the club in the back, make the whole room yell
Wanna be me, but that shit don't sell
In the party with some angel wings, I'ma go to hell

through the glass keepsecrets cover

idk if I like this, but I haven't had the motivation to make music, so this is all i got💔

a little off beat but pretend it's not, thxs


stupid and worthless

shout out @pupsies !! super #awesome 
:333
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LYRICS:

[ISA]
cut my wrist and bleed out
can't help but think about
how you fill up my mind
we could have a good time 

not gon' say it again
i don't wanna be your friend
do you like bein' alive?
i'm gonna commit a crime

do you think what i'm saying to you is true?
i don't know why you think i'm not a threat to you
you think that i am just a stupid little girl?
but i will show you what this little girl is gonna do to you

[PUPSIES]
i don't know what i'm even doing
you think this shit's so f*cking amusing
i can see it when you look and when you smile
think you got me in some trance
you think that i'll love you until i'm finally dead

what's the point of even 
giving you a second chance?
you run around 
keep f*cking bitches 
so you think i'm dense

what's the point of even trying?
i try to show that i love you
you don't know what i could do
got your panties in a twist

i don't even know what im doing
i don't even know what i'm- 
i don't even know what i'm-
you think this shit is so f*cking amusing


whatchu gonna do !! ft. pupsies (prod. ausuro)

wtf do i say to u?
i fcked up, no, this shit isnt new
im too toxic, so demonic
bodies rotting, in skeleton closet
i dnt give a shit, im so damn gone
slits on the veins, paint brains on the wall
i dnt give a shit, im way too gone
slut gimmie brain
i cnt fall in luv
dont give a shit, im narcissistic
dont give a shit, im so selfish
wanna be my btch? ur so perfect
come n give me a kiss
blood on my crucifix
i dnt giv a shit im way too gone
so damn selfish, fck that luv
i dnt give a shit, im far too gone
sigils in my eyes
fck that slut, ill slit her throat
kill em one by one
ded by dawn, i dnt give a fuck
i dnt give a shit, im so damn gone
suicidal btch, sayin she dont give a fck 
cut my damn heart, yeh rip it right out
i dnt give a fck, im goin way down

way2gxne (prod. Elujjin)

i let u down
left w/ a frown
i c ur face
i fall 2 the ground 4 u
cuz its all the im used 2
so much times i compromised
just 2 make love true

know i disappoint
give all i got
but i never suffice
i rlly hate my life
make the songs 4 u
sad in my bedroom
at least i try
i wanna make things right

stare at the wall and cry
every time i get discarded
every1 thinks im retarded
im just a mentally fucked artist

so creative but i got no friends
in person to share my talent with
and i be craving it
i knew this girl but im over it
always spamming my phone yelling again
i never get any rest

know i disappoint
give all i got
but i never suffice
i rlly hate my life
make the songs 4 u
sad in my bedroom
at least i try
i wanna make things right
(x2)

NEW MERCH!!!

i know i disappoint

A sultry, jazz-infused ballad with Latin rhythms and haunting instrumentation, "Dust You Left Behind" weaves a tapestry of longing and surrender. The lyrics meditate on the futility of chasing love and material fulfillment, instead embracing the wisdom of letting go. The singer’s voice lingers like smoke over melancholic guitar lines and lush piano chords, creating a mood that’s both intimate and expansive—like a confession whispered in an empty cathedral.

[Verse 1]
The ache of wanting, the weight of gold
Pockets full but the hands grow cold
Reaching for the river’s bend
But the water won’t be pinned

[Pre-Chorus]
Let go, let go, child, lie down
You’re a seed in the cold ground
No need to climb, no need to rise
The moon don’t beg the lonely sky

[Chorus]
Oh, the years roll, slow and sly
Stealing the light from your hungry eyes
What if the love you’re chasing blind
Is the dust you left behind?

[Break]

[Verse 2]
Scraped your knees on the altar stairs
Polished your prayers like silverware
But the wild grass won’t be tamed
And the wind don’t need a name

[Bridge]
Love ain’t a wishbone, love ain’t a debt
It’s the crack in the door you forgot to set
Kneel in the dirt, let the rain come in
Love’s not a prize—it’s the letting in

[Outro]
So let go, let go, like an ash
The dark ain’t nothing but the cradle of dark
And the earth will turn, and the tide will rise
You’re the hollow and the hymn inside

[End]


Dust You Left Behind

Sandy Leah

Camping by ur grave 
I’ma miss u when ur gone
I’ma be camping on ur page
I could stalk u all night long
Ik u wish that it was different and I wish it was too
I wanna take u to a place where all of u I’d consume

Camping by ur grave

walking corpse 🎀🦴🦇



hmu if u wanna collab! :3


all my songs sound the same im ngl

profile pic is me

stupid and worthless

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